
"I'm sorry, Ris! For God's sake when I decided to marry Clara, I didn't know she was Pandu's ex-wife. I just know she's a widow, that's all.
When I found out who her ex-husband was, honestly I was also devastated and uncomfortable with the situation. I'm sorry if I opened your old wounds, sorry!" connect Sandi who is now glazed staring at Risma who even looks more rigid and ready with the news that Sandi conveyed.
Pandu was still silent, inexplicably his heart suddenly felt pain, but Pandu immediately tried to deny his feelings. Choosing to strengthen his wife, so as not to dissolve with past wounds.
"Ma! You're okay, right?" Pandu stared in his wife's black bead, there was pain that the eyes were trying to save. And that only makes Pandu more nervous.
"Ma!" Once again Pandu called gently to his wife, awakening her from the daydreams that might have brought her to the wounds of the past.
"Ah yes!" Risma flinched and turned her face to Pandu who looked anxious.
"God willing I'm not papa, just still shocked.
Maybe it was fate that brought him into our extended family. In order to make me stronger and test your loyalty again, Pa!" sahut Risma lirih, his heart still felt the wound, the wound where the betrayal so ravaged his life.
Sandi could only close her eyes to hear Risma's words, her heart felt pain, pain to imagine how Pandu and Clara had broken the heart of a woman as tender as Risma, and there is also a stabbing sense when Risma said about Pandu's loyalty, there Sandi imagined if between Pandu and Clara still hold each other's taste, it feels really unable if it really happened.
"Ma! Believe that!
I've really moved on from the past, Clara is just a bitter memory that can't be repeated, I've forgotten it, focused on you and the child. If fate brings him into our extended family, it won't change my feelings for you. He is only the past, who is now the wife of Sandi. We should respect that and nothing more, believe me! My life is for you, you and the children!" Pandu suppresses all his sentences, so that Risma is no longer stuck with the past story, because indeed, the love for Clara has faded over time, and what's more they've broken off communication, and what's more, increasingly makes Pandu easily forget those memories.
"I'm sorry, Pa!
Yes, I believe in you!
Sorry I've been overreacting on this." Sahut Risma who tries to accept the facts, and convince herself if her husband is really moving from the story of her past.
"I'm sorry, because of my ignorance, to backfire in your household. That's why I have an obligation to talk to you about this, sorry once again!" Sandi chimed in the conversation between Risma and Pandu with guilt and unease.
"No need to apologize, Sand!
You're not wrong, you don't know about our past.
if Clara is your wife right now, it's fate.
And he's just a memory and a past story in my relationship with mas Pandu.
And God willing, Mas Pandu has also moved from that story. Isn't that right, Pa?" Risma tried hard, being kind enough to accept Clara's presence in her family, turning to her husband with a smile that looked so shady and soothing.
Pandu took a rough breath. Staring in the face of the wife who still holds the wound but still trying to hide it.
"Yes, it's just the past that doesn't need to be pushed back, I've realized if it's my fault and don't want to be repeated, I just want to focus on my wife and kids. Living our household quietly and forgiving each other.
Maybe I'll avoid family gatherings if it's necessary, to take care of my wife's heart and maybe even keep your feelings, Sand!" Pandu turned his gaze to Sandi who looked lethargic, his gaze was blank even though his lips were trying to smile. Pandu realized the eternal that Sandi felt at this time.
"Sand, behave appropriately as a husband, do not repeat my mistakes first, who too late realize the feelings for our own wife.
You married Clara, accept her whatever her past is. Don't be late with our past, because it's over.
"Yes, I believe. May I be able and able to be ordinary in order to fully accept Clara." Sahut Sandi with a face that still looks upset.
"Sand, he's the decision you made.
Surely before you know the truth of her past, you loved and wanted Clara very much, didn't you?
Don't waste her, Clara is now your wife, it's your duty to guard and protect her. God willing, between me and mas Pandu have received and forgiven each other, we are just as eager to move from the past, to achieve our dreams, looking to the future with our children.
So, no more thoughts on how we accept this fact. We understand and God willingly can put ourselves by the circumstances that exist." explained Risma at length with his calm attitude, making Pandu stunned by the wisdom of the wife, who was, the tenderness of Risma makes Pandu fall in love for a number of times.
Sandi again took a deep breath, a look of anxiety in him to determine his mind. But all that Risma said was able to make him aware, if indeed Clara was chosen because of an admiration and attachment to the figure of a strong and tough woman in the face of the chaos of her life.
"God willing, I can restore that feeling again, the sense of where I decided to marry her. I'm sorry if there's such a disappointment that I've been harassed as a man, my wife the ex-wife of my cousin's husband, sometimes I'm insecure about that fact. I don't know!" sahut Sandi was honest, saying what became his unrest. And Pandu can only shake confused with the mind of Sandi who felt very selfish.
"If you continue to see the ugliness of his past, then the sense present is just a disappointment that long ago gave birth to hatred, Sand!
The fox of your way of thinking, Clara is already your wife, her past is her bitter memories that you do not have to reveal anymore. Make peace with the situation, even between me or him, there are no more feelings. We haven't communicated with each other for a long time, knowing that Clara and I want to live each other's lives and get rid of the past's stupidity." Pandu stared fixedly at Sandi who was looking down deeply, digesting all the sentences thrown by Pandu.
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