
"Yes, it's me!
I'm sorry, if only I could see you, today, Clara! because I have to respect the presence of Risma's parents in our house.
I hope you will understand." said Pandu with a face that looks depressed.
"Yes, Mom! I've prepared my mentality, if you really want to die later on me and prefer your family." Clara's mouth was flat though her tears were falling back down her cheeks, as wounds rained down on her heart.
Pandu looked at Clara filled with guilt, if only he did not rush to decide, maybe none of this would have happened. Neither Risma nor Clara would be equally hurt.
He breathed deeply and stared fixedly at Clara's face that had been soaked by tears.
Pandu was silent before his lips expressed the intention of his arrival to meet the second wife.
"Clarah! Are you happy with this marriage?
Do you mind if I lean more on Risma and my son later?
Answer honestly, from your deepest heart.
Let's talk from our hearts." Scouts start the conversation seriously and hope to find the best solution.
Clara stared at the man's face in front of her with a heart that was getting sore, Clara knew, the meaning of all Pandu's words.
"I'm so happy, Mom! I'm happy to be your wife, loved and a part of your life!
But, I can't if you just give me some time left, and your heart is one-sided, between me and Risma. I'm sorry, I can't do it yet." said Clara for sure, not wanting to be hypocritical if indeed her heart could not if it was only a temporary shelter.
"I will start from the beginning of my relationship with Risma, I have promised myself to be kinder to my wife and repair our almost broken relationship. For that, maybe I will spend more time with Risma and my children.
I'm sorry Clara, I can't afford to lose them!" continued Pandu firmly and his gaze in looking at the woman who continued to sob without wanting to look at her again.
"So, you prefer them, Mom?
And you'd rather lose me than Risma?
Is that really so?" reply Clara who is getting hurt with Pandu's speech.
"Clara, understand what I said first. Don't yell and feel emotions like this.
I can't lose my wife and children, they're my life, they're my happiness. Even with you, I just ask that you can accept and live this relationship together, and maybe my time with you can't be as much as my time with Risma and the children. Do you understand?" sahut Pandu with a tired heart facing Clara who really wants to be number one.
"I'm sorry, Mom!
I can't!
We better end this marriage. Go back to your wife and kids there!" Reply Clara sharply, and a little unwilling to look at Pandu who began to be frustrated facing the stubbornness of Clara.
"Yes, very sure!
We split up, forget about me. And live happily with them there!" sahut Clara who keeps turning her face away from Pandu.
"Well, if this is your decision. Don't blame me, and there can be no regrets later.
I have expressed what I want, and asked you to understand and be a little patient. But you want a farewell. I will obey your wishes, as long as you really do adlas with what you decide.
I repeat once again, are you ready for this farewell?
Are you sure of what you just said?" Connect Pandu by taking a deep breath. Trying to suppress the frustration in his heart because of Clara's attitude that can not understand.
"You take it easy, Mr. Pandu Aditama!
Clara will not regret the decision she has made. And I was also very sure of what I said, because indeed I would never be able to see my husband love his wife more who he said he had never loved. But I forget, are not the lips easy to lie and the heart who knows. So, I give in, I'll back off and assume we never knew.
Thank you for loving me even if it's only a place for you to stop for a while. Thank you for putting such a deep wound in my heart. Thank you for everything Dear Aditama Guide. Once again, I love you and I hate you so much!" reply Clara who had dared to look towards Pandu with her sharp and hateful gaze.
Pandu was silent, drenched in guilt in his heart when he saw Clara was so hurt. But here Pandu must also be able to be firm and make his choice. And his choice was to keep his household with Risma and be a good father to his two children.
"I'm sorry Clara. But honestly, I never lied about my love for you. But I was disappointed when you were determined to come to the office with the aim of opening our marriage, while you know, a country man like me is not allowed to have another wife without the consent of the first wife, and that attitude of yours could destroy me and my family.
Sorry if I hurt you!" Sahut Pandu with firm eyes that he shows the woman he still loves, but Pandu must suppress his feelings in order to maintain his other family.
"All right, I get it. Our conversation is quite up here. The decision will remain the same, part! didn't she?" clara replied coldly and began to wipe her tears violently.
Then he stepped out of the room, called his mother and asked her to be a witness of his separation with Pandu Aditama.
"Clarah! Have you thought this well, son?" Ms. Desmita looked pityfully at Clara who looked very depressed, but there was nothing to defend, if only to hurt each other.
"Clara sure, Mom!
Help Clara get through this with iklas." reply Clara who hugged her mother and sobbed there.
Pandu just stared silently at the two women who were in front of him. His feelings are really chaotic, between heartlessness, guilt, love and the face of Risma who was injured along with the shadow of her children who will lose cheer if wrong in making decisions.
Pandu tried to stay calm and well, even though he was actually unable to see the tears of Clara who looked heartbreaking. His heart was hurt.
"Mas!
Do it now, talaq me with my mother's witness.
After that, go and never come back. Live happily with your family."
Clara took off her arms from her mother, and wiped away her tears, trying to be tough and not wanting to cry anymore. Quite her mind is tormented by relationships that can only hurt each other's hearts.