
Clara continued to grumble with her chest rumbling in annoyance, until she was unaware of who she was and her position that the institution did not recognize.
As hard as he fought for his rights, he would still lose to the power of an officer's legitimate wife whose name was already recorded and recognized.
Clara continued to think of ways, so that her position remained safe, looking for ways that Pandu would not submit and fulfill the wishes of his first wife.
Must be firm and can be fair because the same as bear as the wife of Pandu Aditama.
Clara tried to contact Pandu again, and on the fourth call, the phone was picked up, there was a baritone voice over there.
"Hallo asalamualaikum, what's the matter dear? I'm sorry I'm busy, there's a guest" without being asked, Pandu explained his situation to his second wife who is now holding back a sense of annoyance.
"There's something important I want to talk about, Mom!
Your wife just came here to see me." said Clara in a sad voice.
"The answer to his greetings first." Pandu replied in a gentle tone.
"Yes, Mas. Waalaikumsallm." reply Clara quickly, because tau Pandu never like if his greetings are ignored.
"You mean Risma?" continued Pandu and sounded like he was breathing rough.
"Yes, who else?" Reply Clara in an annoyed tone.
"Where does Risma know? What was Risma doing there? He doesn't hurt you, does he?" sahut Pandu began to worry, not Clara who became his mind, but Risma with all the changes.
"Where do I know, Mom!
He was not rude, just said he was very sad, I was very hurt by the words of your wife, Mas. And I'm afraid that he'll report you. Because he threatened that way." Reply Clara with a tone made as sweet as possible.
Pandu closed his eyes, his mind was instantly muddled, depressed and feeling guilty by his actions. Previously Pandu did not care and did not think about the consequences of the decision taken because he did not love Risma.
But after Risma turned cold and no longer assume its existence, the heart of the guide suddenly felt pain and also longing simultaneously.
No longer thinking about fear of being fired, but the guide was more worried if Risma asked for separation. Just imagine, Pandu is not able to.
"Mas! Mas! how are you keeping quiet anyway?
how's this? I'm worried about this!" Clara panicked and was upset that there was no response at all from Pandu. Clara thought, if she conveyed Risma's behavior to Pandu, Pandu would be increasingly disrespectful and would even leave Risma. But Pandu just kept quiet did not respond.
"You have calmed down, let Risma be my business. I'll just take you and come back, 'cause I have to talk and finish this. Please understand this situation, Clara!"
"Please, understand Clara's situation. This is not the time to be jealous. Later there will be time alone I meet you and spend time with you, but now give me time to solve my problems with Risma, because this also concerns the future of your relationship with me." Pandu once again stressed to Clara to understand her situation. And firmly Pandu rejects the wishes of Clara who does not know the conditions.
"But, Mas. You're not in love with your wife, are you? don't make me jealous, it hurts!"
Clara begins to cry to attract Pandu's sympathy and hopes Pandu stays with his old self, who has no heart for his first wife.
"Please, plis Clara. Risma is also my wife. You don't deserve to talk like that. That feeling cannot be controlled when the heart speaks. So please understand this. There's more to it than your jealousy." Pandu took a rough breath, was upset with Clara who thought selfishly and did not understand with Pandu's anxiety.
"You're ready now, in ten minutes I'll pick you up at the hotel, we'll go home now, 'cause I gotta talk to Risma quickly." Pandu asks Clara to immediately prepare and immediately return to Kediri, because Pandu's heart is increasingly unsettled with Risma's attitude that makes him long can be crazy.
"But, Mas,!" Reply clara hesitated and still want to stay in Madiun to know the development of Pandu household with Risma.
"Please, don't argue with Clara. Ready ready. I'm going there now. I'll wait in front of the hotel, and you'll be right out."
Pandu does not want to be denied and does not want to know the wishes of Clara. To him, talking and finishing his affairs with Risma was much more important.
Ten minutes later Pandu was outside the hotel and Clara was walking towards her car by dragging her suitcase with her face bent. Seeing the attitude of Clara Pandu sighed furiously.
"There's no need to frown like that, it's not time to act like Clara's kid." Pandu opened his voice staring at Clara who was pouting entering the car and started to sit in the seat beside Pandu.
"Yes, Mom! Aye! "
That's the only sentence that came out of Clara's mouth with an unsightly face. But Pandu chose to ignore and immediately run his car down the highway at high speed.
Clara chose silence with a feeling of annoyance, If only she did not love to die with Pandu, maybe she would choose to leave from a situation that hurt her. But love and treasure made him choose to endure and obey all Pandu's words.
An hour and twenty minutes later, Pandu's car entered the front yard of his fence which he had just bought as a dowry for his second wife.
"Mas sure not to go down first, I still miss you." back Clara wanted Pandu to be with her.
"I have to go back now to Clara. I'll be home after my business with Risma is over, wish all of us the best.
You heart, asalamualaikum."
Pandu remained adamant and did not want to go down, after lowering Clara, Pandu re-started his car and drove down the road with an unbecoming heart. His mind was fixed on Risma, the wife he had been ignoring all this time and she was destroying his feelings.
"It turns out that it hurts like this to be ignored. I'm sorry Ris! May you forgive me and I promise to mend our relationship, may I begin to love you, for my heart always hurts when you ignore me. Forgive me."
Pandu keeps busy with his own feelings, feeling guilty and sorry that may be too late. Because Risma's heart is completely closed to love and hope, Risma is tired and wants to feel a better life with no Pandu in her dreams and hopes. It's all over with the betrayal that Pandu created.