Love My Husband for Other Women

the torturous allegations

"I'm sorry, Ris!

Forgive my attitude all this time, I have been a cruel husband all this time, with me continuing to ignore you.

I can't open my heart to you yet, I haven't been able to fall in love with you, it's probably because of my stupidity that can't see your sincerity.

But you need to know, when yesterday you ignored me, made me feel unappreciated as a husband, made me not considered his existence and made me feel alien to your indifference.

You know, I'm sick Ris, even I miss and imagine your warm attitude. I love you, I cannot lose you. I'm sorry, I'm sorry. Maybe it's too late for me to realize, but I hope it's still not too late for us to fix everything. I promise, I will turn into the husband you want, Ris healed, fight to heal. If not for me, at least fight for our son."

Pandu continued muttering on the side of Risma who still looked closed.

But actually Risma can hear all the narration Pandu, Risma has been aware of his sleep since he moved room, but he pura severed when he heard the voice of Pandu in the room.

No response from Risma. Risma still chose the temple unconscious, in order to hear what was on her husband's mind, because Pandu continues to rummage echoing apologies and regrets.

Risma wants to know how much Pandu wants to change his attitude.

In the silence in the room there was only Risma and Pandu, which sounded only clockwork.

Already almost magrib, Pandu just remembered if he had not told his assistant about Risma's condition and wanted to ask for help to take care of his two children, because Pandu will keep Risma in the hospital.

Pandu reached into his cellphone that had been brought, a cellphone that was specifically for work. And the other cell phone he left home in a panic.

Pandu took Risma's bag and took her cell phone, to contact her ma'am Romlah her maid. Because the mobile phone carried by Pandu is indeed for people in business.

When opening Risma's phone, Pandu smiled looking at the lighted screen with a photo plastered on the five-inch flat screen.

Seen a picture of his small family, Pandu who was holding Galang and Risma stood beside him with Love standing between them.

After being satisfied looking at the photos of his son and wife, Pandu began to open the green application and look for contact mbak Romlah.

"Hallo, Asalamualaikum mbak, this is my Pandu." said Pandu started the conversation.

"Waalaikumsallm, Oh Mr Pandu, why use the number Bu Risma?

Is Pandu now with Bu Risma?

Because the child from earlier asked the father and his mother, Cinta called to Pak Pandu's number not active." Mbak Romlah smoothly.

"Yes, mom!

I called Romlah mbak, want help, please leave the child at home, because Risma is being treated at the hospital, sorry if I just told you, because it was too panicked.

And please, prepare a change of clothes Miss Risma yes mbak, later I will go home for a while to take it. Thank you, once again take the child first yes, mbak! Reply Pandu at length and mbak Romlah immediately understood to do what Pandu said.

"Mr! That was the one who called papa?"

Love came and asked Romlah.

"Yes, love mom.

Earlier papa kasih news, if mama is sick and now hospitalized, so mbak Cinta same deck Galang mbak Romlah first yes, we pray mama together to heal quickly and go home quickly."

Reply mbak Romlah gently give understanding to Love that immediately looks sad with teary eyes.

And mama how is she now, papa no story, mbak?

Love wants to call papa, want to see mama. Love is worried about mom!" Isak Cinta who looks sad, and ran to take his phone and then press his mother's number, it didn't take long, Pandu's voice was heard at the end there with gentleness, full of gentleness, calms the anxious child because of his mother.

"City, Asalamualaikum. Papa! Where's mama?

mother Romlah said, mama is sick. What pain?

Love can't see mom?"

Pandu smiling looking at the screen showed the face of his daughter who looked like she was about to cry.

"Waalaikumsallm, mom sleeping son. God willing mama is not papa, Love same deck Galang doain mama yes, let's get healthy quickly and go home again. Now Love is the same mbak Romlah first at home, because papa must take care of mama in the hospital. Okay, baby, love's big, smart again!" Reply Gentle and affectionate Pandu looked at his daughter on the screen of his cell phone.

"Yes, Pa!

Love will pray for my mother!

Love promises will not be naughty, later if mama is awake, call Love again, papa!

Asalamualaikum." Close Cinta nurut and immediately ran to the bathroom to take ablution water, then did the magrib prayer and prayed for his mother very fervently.

Pandu looked back at Risma who was still closing her eyes.

"You are strong baby, survive and fight to heal, there is Love and Galang who are always waiting for you to return home, and there I am also waiting for forgiveness and opportunities from you. Fight on!"

Said Pandu softly, while kissing his wife's palm inside.

Treated gently and warmly, making Risma feel more pain, when his heart was frozen, Pandu came with what he had always expected. But in fact not happy, but increasingly hurt with late love from her husband.

Repeatedly Pandu sighed violently, his mind was completely chaotic, Risma who never realized, and remembered that he had not told Clara at all his second wife.

Pandu is getting restless, with difficult choices.

"Will I be able, when I look among you, one with a smile and the other with a pile of wounds. What do I do, God?"

Pandu repeatedly threw his breath rough, caught in a complicated situation of the problems he created himself and now he is between two really difficult choices.

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On the other hand, Clara was still staring at her phone. The message he sent on Pandu number, no one has entered yet.

Still looks tick one since last night.

Restless is for sure, upset what else, anxious and the intention to meet Pandu continues to undermine his mind.

But he promised to follow what his mother said.

Clara could only keep quiet with various conjectures that increasingly tormented her inner self.

Alleged about Pandu's return to his first wife and they are knitting love.

Allegedly about Pandu who no longer cares about him. And there are many more conjectures that make him confused by the fog due to a heart filled with jealous flames.