Love Jessika

Fabian's Agility

Fabian stepped out of the office. Alan, whom he called, immediately set up Fabian's car in front of the lobby. Fabian walked so hurriedly into his car.

“Where are we going, sir?” ask Alan to Fabian.

“Cafe Kharisma.” replied Fabian who was sitting in the back seat.

Fabian sucked his body on the back of the chair. Closing his eyes that continued to drain clear circles. The man who is famous for being hard, strong, tough and fierce even in the nickname Bull by his employees. Today shows his weak point. He vented the deepest instinctive emotion from himself by crying without a sound. A feeling of sadness that can no longer be contained because of the loss of the person he loves but has not had time.

Alan noticed Fabian from the rear-vision mirror. He looked at Fabian who was crying while closing his eyes. Alan already understood for sure the condition of Fabian who was injured heart. Alan told Fabian to vent his disappointment and sadness by crying in silence like the incident 6 years ago when Fabian's wife Margaret left Fabian.

The car Alan was driving had arrived at Cafe Kharisma.

“Pak we have arrived at Cafe Kharisma.”ucap Alan behind the wheel.

“Alan contact Clara tell her to ask AE staff to come here for a meeting with me.” Fabian said before getting out of his car.

Fabian entered the Cafe Kharisma where he often met and hangout with his employees. He walked over to a singer. He requested the song Last Message which was created by singer Mario G. The Klau by Lyodra Ginting. The song is about the feelings of someone who loves but his love is unrequited until finally he has to sacrifice his love. This song really represents Fabian's current feelings.

“Sis, sing this Last Message song continuously until I leave Cafe.” pinta Fabian on Siska cafe singer that Fabian knows while giving money tips that are so thick. Siska received the tips Fabian gave with a bright face.

“It is with pleasure that Mr. Fabian until tomorrow also Siska wants Pak to sing for Mr. Fabian if the tips are this thick.” said Siska responded to Fabian's request while smiling at Fabian. The seduced Fabian only gave her a flat face.

Fabian sat down where he used to sit in the cafe. A waiter came over to Fabian to offer a menu.

“Tell your boss provide me a bottle of Brandy from the Armagnac brand as usual.”take Fabian to a waitress who approached it. Not yet had the waiter to give Fabian the menu book, Fabian had ordered a drink that was not in the menu list book that the waiter brought.

“Ba..good Sir.” replied the waiter was nervous.

The waiter immediately went to his supervisor and said Fabian's order was not in the menu book. The waiter's superior peeked at who the cafe guests were ordering the expensive drink. After finding out Fabian ordered it. The servant's superior immediately picked up a bottle of Brandy according to Fabian's order in the secret storage room and then gave it to his men.

“Be careful bring him Bayu, the price of this drink is equivalent to your salary one month.” said Alif reminded his men.

“Good Mr. Alif.” Bayu immediately went to bring a bottle of Brandy on a tray and a small glass for Fabian to drink the alcohol.

Bayu served the alcoholic beverage on Fabian's table. Fabian nodded as Bayu allowed Fabian to drink the drink he ordered.  Fabian took out a pack of cigarettes from his pants pocket. He took a cigarette in his pack of cigarettes and then smoked the cigarette he had lit.

Fabian enjoyed the song that Siska sang while drinking a glass of Brandy and smoking a cigarette that was flanked by his fingers. Fabian really did look heartbroken.

Fabian enjoyed the song Siska sang. Fabian's phone on the table rang. Fabian glanced at the screen of his phone that was marked by the name Andre was calling him. With reluctance he raised a call from Andre.

“Hallo.” Greetings Fabian

“Fabian what did you do to my men huh?” sahut Andre with a tone full of emotion across there. Andre was so emotional to hear Bowo had diarrhea to dehydration because of Fabian's actions.

“I'm just trying to get rid of him for a while from Jessica. I just want to have a four-eye talk with Jessica. That too is just as bad. ” Fabian responds to Andre's anger calmly.

“You don't try to take it away from me when I'm not around Fabian!” said Andre with his intonation that suppresses every word.

“You don't have to worry anymore Andre. I won't interfere with your relationship from today. I let him be yours. Be happy with him and don't hurt him. If I knew you hurt him or wasted him. I will snatch him back from you.” Fabian said in a pressing tone in his last sentence.

Fabian's words heard by Andre made Andre silent for a moment. He thought about what happened there, between Fabian and Jessica until Fabian could just let Jessica go.

“Are you outwitting me and planning something behind me with your words just now? What you do is just as if it calms me down then after that you take it back from me.” Andre said suspiciously.

“Ck. You think too far and badly of me Andre. I let it go because I realized I was just a wound to him. I can't make her happy because she doesn't give me a chance to make her happy. He prefers you and remains who he chooses even though I have begged him many times. I gave up and I admitted defeat. Even though I gave up on having her but I won't stop loving her. And I beg you to understand my condition and my two children who already love him and wish him to be a part of our lives.” Fabian brightly lit with a voice so soft.

“I can understand the feelings of your two sons but not yourself Fabian. I'll hold your word. But if one day you recite these words of yours. Don't blame me if I do something bad to your life!” sahut Andre's.

“As far as you want to do anything to me. Even if you want to kill me now I'm ready. Because my life is empty and ruined because I feel my own pain above the happiness of both of you.” Fabian said.

“Did I not miss hearing the resigned words you just said, Fabian?” ask Andre who is still in heranan with Fabian's words.

“No. You didn't hear it wrong. Already Andre I need time to calm myself.” Fabian said before ending his phone call with Andre.

Fabian hung up his phone call and then poured his alcohol overflowing because Fabian poured it to the brim and let it spill. He hugged the alcoholic drink and then sucked in the cigarette in his hand until the cigarette smoke so billowed into the air after coming out of his mouth cavity.

On the other hand Andre was curious about what Jessica did to make Fabian talk that bad to him. He understood very well the feeling of heartbreak that Fabian was feeling. On the one hand he was relieved that Fabian would no longer interfere with his relationship and on the other hand there was a sense of compassion for Fabian who spoke like that to him.

All employees of the AE section have been seen arriving at Cafe Kharisma. Jessica came last with Angela who was accompanying her because Bowo was rushed to the hospital by Bodyguards who stood guard outside the Fabian company building because he was dehydrated.

When Jessica and Angela enter the cafe. Their arrival was welcomed by the song that was requested by Fabian. Netra Jessica continued to look at Fabian who was smoking cigarettes even though in the AC room Fabian seemed to not care and no single cafe employee dared to reprove what Fabian did.

Jessica was sitting as usual between Lina and Sisil and Angela was sitting at another table which was still close to Jessica. The meeting also began. Fabian did not even glance at Jessica who was sitting almost opposite him. Jessica continued to pay attention to Fabian who was listening to his employee's work reports alternately and while smoking cigarettes in his hand, if the cigarette in his hand runs out he will light another new cigarette that he took from the pack of cigarettes on the table so on until the meeting ends. Fabian continued to smoke the cigarette until it ran out of the package. Then he contacted Alan to buy him another pack of cigarettes.

Fabian asks Clara to order a meal to eat together before the office's home hours are over. While waiting for the food to be ready, Fabian continued to drink alcoholic beverages in front of him until the drink was seen running out. Then he called back a servant named Bayu. He asked for another bottle of the drink.

Everything Fabian did kept Jessica in check. There was a sense of pain to see Fabian like that in Jessica's heart. However, he once admired and loved the figure of Fabian who was sitting in front of him with a messy appearance.

All of Fabian's employees are aware that his boss is not doing well. They also felt strange with the cafe singer who continued to sing the song - it did not change in the slightest. Although other visitors have complaint and requeat other songs but the cafe singer refused.

“Jes, you no longer fight with this bull in front of us right?” asked Lina who was whispering.

“Ngak Mbak, why?” jessica Sahut.

“Serious you no longer close-up from me?” ask Lina again who is not sure of the answer Jessica gave.

“Serious Mbak. Why the hell Mbak?” jessica who even became curious why Lina kept asking him.

“She's rich again hit by a very rich incident 6 years ago. Rich gini him if again upset the level of gods. Working while smoking does not stop. Stop if you have been in the hospital because you are unconscious.” Obviously Lina while looking at Fabian who was playing an empty glass.

Jessica followed the direction of Lina's eyes looking at Fabian's sad face. Jessica did not respond to Lina's remarks. What Lina said made Jessica realize what Fabian was doing at the moment because of Jessica's hurtful words and words Fabian was in the office.

“Lu denger not this song continues to sing the same singer cafe repeatedly, surely this is at the request of her Jess. I am so sure.” said Lina again. Jessica began to listen carefully to the verses of the song sung by the cafe singer. Trying to understand the meaning of the song. In order to understand Fabian's intention of asking the song to be played repeatedly. If it's true Fabian asked for the song.

After listening twice the song was played. Jessica felt a tightness in her chest. He endured his grief and guilt for Fabian. He looked at Fabian's sad face with tears beginning to drip down his cheek. He just let the tears fall.

When the food was ready to be served at the dinner table Angela came to Jessica's chair.

“What number do you want me to help you eat Miss food?” Angela offers herself to help Jessica. Replacing Bowo's duties.

“No Angela I don't want to eat.” Jessica replied in a raucous voice as she held back her cries even though her tears had fallen.

Jessica's reply in a raucous voice made Fabian turn towards Jessica. Their gazes met each other, they looked at each other in equally sad gazes. Fabian also endured his grief in silence without a word. He chose to drink alcohol in front of her while looking at Jessica's face.

Jessica got up from her chair. He walked over to Fabian's chair. Fabian tried to be indifferent to the estimation of Jessica who was standing next to him. He again downed his alcoholic drink after previously he poured the alcoholic drink into his glass until it was fully filled.

Seeing Fabian continue to drink alcohol made Jessica take the bottle with her left hand and slam it into the floor. The bottle broke on the floor. Instantly the atmosphere became quiet because everyone stopped their activities as well as the music players who stopped.

Fabian nodded at Jessica who was standing next to him. Everyone who was enjoying the food looked at Jessica with a gaze that wondered why she was so brave to do that to Fabian who looked like he was in a mess.

Fabian who saw the drink that made him calm was exhausted because he was slammed by Jeesica immediately raised his hand to call back the waiter and ask for another bottle of Brandy for him. He also asked the cafe singer to sing again.

After that Fabian again ignored Jessica who was still loyal to stand beside his chair by looking back at the food in front of him that he did not touch at all.

“Sit down are you not tired of standing still!” pinta Fabian on Jessica. Jessica did not answer until Fabian glanced back at her.

“Sit down and eat your food. If you can't eat it you can ask for help from your assistant or your coworker.” said Fabian who was still sitting in his chair while staring at Jessica's face that had been soaked with tears.

Fabian was eager to wipe the tears that fell from Jessica's cheeks but he realized Jessica was not his and plus Jessica who continued to be guarded by Andre's men who would definitely keep him away from her Jessica.

Alan who came carrying a cigarette ordered Fabian to see Jessica who was standing while crying made him understand the conditions to the galauan Fabian experienced earlier in the car. Alan put a few packs of cigarettes on the table in a considerable amount then went out leaving the cafe.

Fabian again lit a cigarette and smoked in the cigarette until the cigarette smoke came out so thick from the mouth cavity. When Fabian smokes his cigarette back, Jessica's hand pulls it from Fabian's lips. What Jessica did made Fabian surprised. Fabian smiled bitterly at what Jessica was doing. Fabian tried to reach for the third bottle of alcohol but Jessica's left hand swiftly seized the bottle and then dropped the bottle back to the floor. Back the atmosphere of the cafe became quiet and quiet. Just now the waiter finished cleaning the floor from the first broken bottle. He had to clean the second bottle.

“What do you want?” asked Fabian with a bitter smile.

“Stop torturing yourself Sir! Don't do this! I'm sorry.” Jessica said with a crying voice that she could no longer hold.

“Sorry you can't bring you back to me so let me be like this.” Fabian said. He no longer cares to talk like this in front of his employees.

“I beg you not to be like this Sir! Please think about how children if you are sick because you drink too much alcohol and smoke no stop like this.” said Jessica.

“What cares about you? Want me like anything you've definitely left me and won't change things.” Fabian said.

Sisil who realized the atmosphere had started to heat up. Asking his men to finish the meal quickly so they can leave the cafe immediately. Clara was made sure to look at Jessica with an unhappy look.

Sisil also asks Clara to leave the cafe with him.  Lina approaches Angela and asks Angela to come out with her. Let Jessica and Fabian solve their personal problems. Although it is difficult to get Angela to go, Lina manages to ask Angela out with her.

Lina said to Angela “Didn't we both women understand how your Miss feels, I understand you're doing your job. But your Miss also has privacy that you should understand.” Lina's words touched Angela's heart because Angela also saw Jessica crying so sad to see Fabian like that.

“I care so I approach you like this.” Jessica Sahut.

“Just approach but don't move your heart to get back to me. Didn't give me the slightest chance to knit the dream of living with you and my two children. What because I'm a widower who's not as rich as Andre. Is that why you left me, huh?” peek Fabian at the end of his sentence. Make the cafe singer stop the singing again.

“No Sir, not like that.” Jessica said.

“Then what was it like? My heart hurts you ignore and you leave like this. I am wounded above your happiness. There are three hearts you hurt don't you understand that Jess?”

“I'm sorry. Forgive me for being selfish.” Jessica apologized again and cried until sobbing to realize her mistake.

Fabian stood up from his seat and hugged Jessica's body which both felt her fragile heart.

“I'd better quit my job. So that my presence in front of you like this does not add to the wound in your heart Mr.” Jessica said in hug Fabian.

“Do not go first from me, I still can not be far from you. Go slowly out of my life. Teach me to forget you like you taught me to love yourself. I let you go with him as long as you're happy. Forgive my words just now. My heart is not okay, forgive me. Now home! Let me calm myself in my own way.”Fabian let go of her hug and kissed Jessica on the forehead. When Jessica came out of Fabian's hug she saw 10 men with a burly body standing looking at her and Fabian.

“Go home! Andre has asked you to go home.” Fabian said.

“Sorry Miss let's go home, Master asked me to take you home.” Angela said.

Angela leads Jessica away from Fabian. Jessica walked away from Fabian while looking at Fabian with a very sad look.

“Andre you won't let me touch your woman whom I love. So tight you keep it from me like I'm a criminal who will endanger the lives of women we both love.”

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