Love Jessika

Finally realized

That's where I admire you and have an interest in you Om, sorry if I always make you mad at me, because I really like to see your angry expression on me. I'm sorry if I'm chasing your love and it ends like this. Forgive me for shamelessly hurting you this deep. Honestly, you are the first person I love, whether you love me or not, Om Dud. When my relationship ended with Diego I easily shifted all my feelings to you Om... But...." Jessica stopped her speech when her hand felt Fabian's hand move.

"Have you just responded to my story Om Dud?" Jessica asked, which was answered by Fabian's hand movements that were so clearly visible with Jessica's own eyes.

The question that Jessica asked again got a response to Fabian's hand movements. A happy hue emanated from Jessica's face. He smiled happily as his efforts to wake Fabian from his deep slumber were not in vain.

"I'm going to continue my story so you can wake up Om Dud" said Jessica, who made Fabian respond with a slight squeeze of her hand.

"When my relationship ended with Diego I easily shifted all my feelings to you Om. But all the feelings that I turned to you were easily gone when my husband came into my days. Not only because of the wounds you keep on inflicting on me but because my heart always shakes when it wants to meet him. And when she expressed her love for me, it was as if I couldn't resist her not because it wasn't good for me all along but more than that, I was so afraid of losing her. I was afraid of losing my life. People who love me and respect me so much. The one who puts my happiness above everything else is not the one who always says rudely and does not appreciate my feelings. Forgive me for not being able to maintain or fight for my feelings of love that once existed for you because I can't keep getting hurt Om Dud, I need a life support to live my life that is not easy." Jessica said in tears as Fabian responded with a squeeze of his hand that he held and Fabian's tears flowing from his eyelids.

"Wake up Om Dud, go back to living your precious life for your little family that loves you sincerely. Don't be like this just because we mourn our story that we never started but we have to end it for those who love you. And forget the events that happened in D city that made you feel guilty for me. Forgive my extended family for playing with your feelings, they just wanted to show me how small I am in your life." Jessica said that she got a response from Fabian.

This time Fabian could move his mouth. He tried to get back out of his condition.

"Ma-af-kan..." Fabian's words stammered in a voice so soft it was almost inaudible but Jessica could hear Fabian's apology.

Slowly Fabian opened his eyes, he looked at the woman he loved with changes in his body and a face that looked more filled with tears staring at him.

"I'm sorry Jessica..." Fabian said smoothly but still with his voice so soft and weak.

"You're aware, Om? Your family will be happy to see you've woken up from this deep slumber. Waita minute! I'll call the doctor to check on you and I'll tell your family members who are waiting outside." Jessica got up from her seat and immediately removed her hand from Fabian's hand.

The moment Jessica let go of her hand and wanted to move her leg left Fabian. Fabian's hand held Jessica's hand.

"Don't leave me Jess! I don't need a doctor I just need you." Fabian continued to stare in Jessica's face.

"Don't be like this Om Dud! Don't complicate my life because of your selfishness!" Said Jessica who hit Fabian's hand that continued to hold his hand.

"I'm sorry, if all this time I've made life difficult for Jess, I just want to live with you with my kids and our kids later." Fabian expressed his wish.

"I've forgiven you Om Dud, please let me go and release me from your feelings of love that are too late for me. Throw away all your desires Om, for I am already the wife of men and I love my husband so much." Jessica said firmly.

Jessica left Fabian and did not wait for the response Fabian gave when he heard his words just now.

Fabian shook his weak head. He did not accept to leave Jessica who threw her feelings of deep love for Jessica.

"No Jessica! Please don't leave me!" Screeched Fabian with her weak voice.

"I'm sorry Om Dud, maybe today is the last day I'll meet and talk to you. If you return to your previous condition, I will never come again to wake you up. I can't hurt and sacrifice my husband's feelings just because you're weak in the face of reality." Jessica said at the door that struck Fabian's heart.

Andre, who had not moved from his position behind the door, heard all the words of his wife from the beginning of the wife woke Fabian until Jessica managed to wake Fabian, only to be silent in gratitude in his heart, his wife was appreciative of his feelings.

Jessica came out of Fabian's nursery with her flat woes.

"He's conscious, you can call the doctor to check on his condition." Jessica said with her flat face staring at Bagas and Alan.

Andre, who was standing next to the door when Jessica finished her speech, immediately clasped his wife's hand and said, "I love you so much, dear." Andre said with a smile that so captivated Jessica who was not okay.

Like a mood booster for Jessica smile and words of love that Andre said make Jessica's heart back okay.

"I love you too, Daddy." Jessica replied by throwing a smile at her husband then resuscitated herself to the chest of the husband's field without caring about Bagas and the two Fabian daughters who were watching them.

"Daddy I'm tired, now can I rest?" Jessica asked with a face looking up at her husband.

"Okay baby, let's go home." Andre replied with a smile at Jessica.

"Thank you Daddy," Jessica replied, who then embraced Andre's burly body.

"Mr Bagas, we're resigning ourselves, so your son can recover quickly after waking up from his deep sleep." Andre said goodbye to Fabian's parents.

"Thank you Mr. Andre has kindly helped us in the healing process of my son." Reply Bagas who then reached out his hand to shake hands with Andre.

"Together Mr. Bagas, glad to be able to help your family." Andre's friend when replying to Bagas' hand to shake hands.

Then after that Andre took his wife away from Bagas and Fabian's two daughters who could only see Jessica taken away by Andre. After previously Jessica kissed both Fabian's daughters with love and affection.

"Be a good and obedient child, Hana and Hani, should love Mami and Papi suoaya they can always be united and inseparable again. Auntie love you guys." Jessica said after kissing both Fabian children in turn.

Hani looks happy with the words Jessica is not with Hana who both feel sadness like the Papi. Hana was no longer able to speak because she was feeling her sadness. He just silently stared. Bagasbyang saw the look of sadness on the look of cucunyan's face can only provide strength by rubbing Hana's shoulder repeatedly.

"Make sure my grandson's heart is falling with his hopes all this time that were dashed by the mistake of his Papi, Lord." Bagas said in his heart a prayer for the sad Hana.

"It turns out my fear that Aunt Jessica would take Papi from Mami didn't happen. Thank God, thank you for making Papi sober and wake up from his long slumber. I just need to be patient to get back together with Papi, Mami, Kak Hana and Adik Kenzo after Papi has completely recovered." Thankful in Hani's heart