Love Jessika

Wanna go

Driving a sedan, Alan cut through the streets of J at high speed to Bagaskara's residence. He wanted to see his Boss who was in the process of healing.

Alan still remembered very well, when this morning, when he was enjoying breakfast made by Sisil, his lover was in the office.Suddenly his phone rang, he saw the screen of his cellphone, it was Fabian who contacted him. It's been a while since Fabian never contacted him, probably more precisely when he had a mental disorder. Without thinking anymore, Alan picked up the phone call from Fabian's number, and unexpectedly Fabian in his normal tone asked Alan to meet him immediately. Alan seemed to be dreaming of hearing Fabian ask him to meet himself at his parents' residence.

The car Alan was driving had already reached Bagaskara's residence, Fabian's parents. He immediately went in and found Fabian who was in the back garden as usual. He sat looking at Daddy's fish pond with a blank look.

“Pak Fabian,” call Alan who stands behind the garden chair that is being occupied by Fabian.

“Sit Alan!” sahut Fabian asked Alan to sit next to him.

“Do you feel good Sir?” alan asked who had gotten a sharp look from Fabian.

“Do you have the same assumption as them about me, Alan?” Fabian asks Alan a question, which Alan himself does not know what to answer. He was so afraid to offend Fabian that he felt he was still very sensitive. Alan chose to be silent not to answer the questions Fabian asked.

“I know your answer Alan, from your silence that does not choose to answer my question,”ujar Fabian who seems to be able to guess what answer is in Alan's mind.

“I'm sorry Sir,” said Alan who looked at Fabian, but who was in the face was still fun to see the fish in the pond.

“It's okay, I can understand Alan,” Fabian replied.

“I called you here because I needed your help, Alan,” Fabian said again, staring at Alan's bead eye, which was also staring at him.

“What help Sir?” alan asked who was looking seriously at his boss's face.

“I want to go following the whereabouts of my two Sisters, for some time, I want to stay with them. I want to leave my Daddy and Clara, who are pregnant with my son, to you. Please take care of them for me, Alan. I promise only for a while and then soon,” replied Fabian who looked at Alan's face expectantly.

“For what you there Sir?” alan asked who wanted to know the purpose of his departure.

“I need a little more time, and I think I need some alone time, aloof away from all the memories of the people I wasted his life, just because of my selfishness.” Replied Fabian who was not ashamed to shed tears in front of Alan.

“But, how about your treatment, Sir?” ask Alan again.

“Trust me Alan, I'm fine. I don't need the treatment I need just calmness. Yesterday I saw Jessica, she was pregnant, Alan. He came to me and Clara, he still seemed to care about me, even though my Mommy was already very evil with her family, he approached us, as we were waiting our turn to go see Doctor Yanto. I heard a little of him talking briefly with Clara.” Javan Fabian who even told about his meeting with Jessica.

“Pak Fabian, do you still have feelings for Miss Jessica?” Ask Alan carefully.

“Honestly, I still love him. But I won't be able to be with Alan, it won't be possible. There are so many things that I would never have Alan. After all I have decided to stop loving her, now I am trying to forget her, although it is difficult I will keep trying to forget her,” replied Fabian honestly.

“Sir Fabian, may you manage to forget your feelings of blind love towards Miss Jessica, and I'm sorry, if there's nothing else you want to convey, I want to resign, I'm going to leave, because today I am preparing for the closing ceremony of the Batara Group company's anniversary celebration series,” said Alan who made Fabian speechless but staring in Alan's face.

“Pak Fabian, I hope you didn't do something that made our company's bad image, because the whole world now knows who Miss Jessica is,” said Alan who seemed to commemorate Fabian.

“You rest easy Alan, I can put myself,” Fabian assured Alan.

With a heavy heart Alan brought Fabian, a star hotel in the city of J. The place where the event was held.

At seven o'clock in the evening, the Batara Group company's anniversary celebration began, Jessica was seen present by holding a friendly arm of the husband. He walked into the hotel ballroom along with his two in-laws. Many eyes are watching Jessica who looks stunning behind a night dress that looks very luxurious, despite being pregnant because it contains two twins, does not break the charm of the pregnant woman's beauty. A smile continued to be etched on Jessica's pretty face tonight, until the figure of someone she accidentally saw was behind the FOH desk, watching her, able to fade the smile. She squeezed the husband's arm, as if to code that he was not feeling well at the moment.

Realizing, if the wife felt something, Andre immediately turned his gaze to the wife.

“What's Mommy doing?” asked Andre who was holding the bead of Jessica's eyes who was looking in one direction.

“Daddy, he's here,” Jessica replied, still looking at Fabian who was standing behind the FOH desk.

Andre who heard the wife's answer immediately followed the eyes of the wife.

“What is Mommy afraid of him?” asked Andre who was also staring at Fabian in the distance.

“No Daddy, it's just that Clara said, she's having a mental breakdown, why is she here to try, Dad? Did Daddy invite her?” jessica answered, asking questions for her husband.

“Daddy didn't invite him and daddy didn't know what he was coming here for Mommy, which is for sure he came here not to work but to see Daddy's wife who still reigns in his heart,” said Andre who made Jessica's eyes tickle.

“Don't start Daddy! Mommy is only owned by Daddy and Daddy only belongs to Mommy, so do not talk carelessly, if Daddy does not want to accept punishment from Mommy! Remember!! Only Daddy reigns in Mommy's heart and vice versa. He's just the past, so don't try to reveal it again!”

“Yes he is just the past that is not finished - if said Endah because Mommy is still kepo and care about him, is not it humm?”

“Daddy... Enough yes! Mommy doesn't like Daddy saying rich stuff.” Jessica's protest that even made Andre smile saw the annoyed face of the wife who was adorable for him.

“Mommy, funny yes face if again upset and angry with Daddy rich gini, so want to kiss Mommy aja here.” Said Andre who smencubit gently Jessica's slightly cuby cheeks.

“Daddy! Don't fuck around here! Just one of a kind later in our room, okay?” said Jessica who answered with a nod of the head many times from the husband.

Don't ask how Fabian felt when he saw the romance of Andre and Jessica, the pain is still there, disappointed in yourself is still there, but the shadow of Hana with her last request in the last seconds of her life, Hana said, it starts to erode that pain. He felt even more agonizing when he remembered how his son had breathed his last on his lap.

“Today, may be the last day I admire you, the last day I feel my love for you, which you will never be able to repay, I am just someone who is good at incising wounds on everyone who loves and loves me,” Fabian said from a distance that could not be heard by Jessica.