Love Jessika

I'm It's Just A Wound

A commercial plane has landed perfectly at the city D airfield. After airing for 1 hour 15 minutes from the city of J to the city of D.

Bagas and his family were picked up by one of his relatives in the city. His relatives delivered Bagas and his family to one of the five-star lodgings in the city of D.

After the previous relatives have booked two rooms that have a connecting door or commonly known as a connecting room for them to stay. Bagas deliberately asked his relatives to book the type of room because he brought both Fabian children to participate in this trip.

Bagas asked his two grandchildren to rest before heading to Mension Abraham at night.

“Goodies – beloved Oppa grandchildren, you guys rest first! Later tonight we'll have dinner with Oppa's business friend. Because Oppa meeting and Oppa friend is night so now you have to rest bobo day first so that later tonight is not sleepy. Okay darling?!” pinta Bagas to his two grandchildren. His two grandchildren replied by nodding their heads then immediately lying on their sleeping beds. Bagas kissed his two grandchildren's eyebrows in turn.

“Hana how do you feel now dear, do you still feel unwell?” tanya Bagas after kissing Hana's forehead.

“Hana is fine Oppa because Hana is healthy Oppa, yesterday Hana was sick because she did not eat. Now Hana has eaten a lot as usual.” replied Hana.

“Smart child. Tomorrow Hana don't do something that harms Hana herself huh. And Hana must remember Oppa's message not all our desires in others must be followed by the person. Don't let yourself be a forcible who will harm Hana herself because she is hated by others. Oppa dear Hana because of that Oppa wish Hana did not do that again well?!.”

“Iya Oppa's. Hana also dear Oppa.” Hana got up and hugged the still-strength old body. She cries for sadness at having to bury her hopes of having a surrogate mother like Jessica.

“It's a pity don't cry anymore, hurry up you sleep Hana look at your sister Hani already very fast once she fell asleep!”

“Iya Oppa.”  Hana lay back down.

Bagas then moved from Hana's bed leaving his two grandchildren to rest and then turned off the lights of his two grandchildren's room before entering his room next to his grandson's room.

He returned to his room which was in the room of his grandson through the connecting door between his room and his grandson's room.

Seen Holy is engrossed in talking with a cell phone attached to his ear. I don't know who he was talking to. It seemed that Bagas did not care and simply ignored him.

Bagas who seemed to not care about what was being discussed by the wife on his phone was choosing to sleep for a moment to lay down his old body on the bed and rest his mind that was struggling to think about fate the company and its employees were affected by the actions of his wife who opposed and against an Andre.

The Fabian Company.

Fabian is now at Jessica's doorstep. His heart felt leafy he was so nervous to meet the idol.

Chequek! Hendle's door open.

Jessica looked at the open door. He thought that what came was Bowo turned out to be wrong. He found Fabian at the door. Fabian's smile seemed to inflate perfectly on the face of his face. Jessica who saw Fabian's whereabouts immediately stood up from her seat. His gaze circled all corners of his study.

Jessica realized there was only her in the room. The bowo he had been waiting for had not come. I don't know what to do in the toilet for so long.

Jessica immediately took a swing to go running to save herself from Fabian. While Fabian who read the movements of Jessica who seemed to want to run away avoid him immediately closed the door and locked the door.

“Don't try running from me again Jess! I won't be rude to you anymore I just want to talk to you. I don't know how else I'm gonna have to find a chance to talk to you. You closed my access to contact you and Andre was so strict to keep you there's no reproach for me to have a one-on-one talk with you Jes.”

“It looks like there's nothing more we should talk about sir. It's not clear I made my choice that night. I hope you can respect my decision Sir and I also hope Mr Fabian does not force me anymore!”

“Stop Sir! This kind of love will only hurt you. I can't return your love because my heart is already sick and gone from you, sir.”

“We haven't started it yet Jess but you've chosen to go, give me a chance just once I beg.”

“I can't give you a chance sir. I don't want to hurt the feelings of people who love me so much by betraying her.”

“You were so unwilling to hurt her but you were so easy to keep – constantly breaking my hopes of living with you. In my new life this time I feel the pain of loving a woman without being able to have.”

“I've asked you to stop loving me so many times Sir, stop loving me if only pain you find. Like I stopped loving you because only the wounds and wounds you always inflicted on me.”

“I'm sorry if I used to always hurt you Jes, but really back then I hadn't realized my feelings for you and..” Fabian's words came to a halt because Jessica cut him off.

“And now you feel that love after I'm gone from you isn't that so sir? I'm sorry, sir, it's too late I can't look back to remember the love that I always hurt, I just want to be happy with the people who love me and understand me. And my heart has been laid upon the one who made me queen in her heart and life. The one who always understands me to the smallest thing. People who are not concerned about their own ego are not like yourself.”

“It won't be too late while you give me one chance? I can be like him if you give me a chance just once.”

“No pardon me Sir. I can't. You see my hand! How painful is this wound on my hand. I cannot do my daily activities without the help of others. I'm so dependent on others because of you sir. These are all gifts of my love for you. It's just a little bit of a visible wound because of my love for you, not to mention the wound in my heart for your words and your harsh treatment of me first. And many more wounds in my heart caused by my love for you. And because of the people around you who don't like me because of my love for you. I don't know if I'll give you a chance maybe my life will float in the hands of Mbak Rania or Mbak Clara who has been blatantly ever save me.”

Fabian stepped forward towards Jessica who was looking at her injured hand. Fabian grabbed Jessica's injured hand. Fabian was well aware that all the pain Jessica felt was coming from her.

“I'm sorry. Forgive me for all the wounds I have inflicted on you. I will always love you and hope someday there will be a chance for myself to have you.” Fabian kissed Jessica's injured palm without disgust.

For a moment Fabian hugged Jessica's body and kissed Jessica's forehead.

“If time could be turned back I would not want to make a mistake that made me hurt you and made you go away turned away from me. I'm just a very stupid man wasting a woman as good as you are and Andre is so lucky to have you who can keep your love loyal to him. Even though I keep begging you you stick to your stance to stay with her. You take care of her heart and ignore this heart that loves you too. Thank you for making me love you and thank you for all your kindness to me as well as to my two children over the years. I don't want to hear you force me to stop loving you. This heart belongs to me, so let me love you until I'm tired and get away from your life. Believe me from today I will not interfere with your relationship or try to take you away from him again. Because I realize I'm just a wound to you.” said Fabian while holding his chest shows his heart that loves Jessica so much with a heavy voice because he was holding back his tears that had been welled up in his eyes.

Fabian felt his heart ache as he continued to get rejection from Jessica. All his efforts so far seemed to disappear and was not considered or appreciated by Jessica.

The woman he fought for would not accept or give him a chance. It broke her heart to stop loving Jessica.

Fabian chose to leave Jessica because her heart was so fragile that it held tightness in her chest. She stepped up to open Jessica's office door.

As he puts in the key Jessica hugs Fabian's burly body from behind.

“I'm sorry I hurt you sir. I know now your heart is hurt by my words. Forgive me for hurting your two children by accidentally giving them empty wishes.  Forgive me if our situation is not like this maybe.” Jessica said as she hugged Fabian from behind but her speech stopped because Fabian let go of her embrace.

Getting a hug and hearing the words from Jessica made Fabian's defensive fortifications finally collapse. The tears that he shed were finally freefall. Soon he released Jessica's hug from her body and passed away from Jessica's study without wanting to hear Jessica's words again that Jessica had not finished. Fabian left with his grief .

When Fabian opened Jessica's office door. Angela was standing at the door. He stared questioningly at Fabian who came out of the room with tears soaking his cheeks. Walking passed by so quickly through it just like that and also saw her young Mistress candidate standing behind the door with a sad face.

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