Love Jessika

Familiarization

Heartbreaker

In the afternoon, Jessica sat by the lake alone. His blank view of his mind was floating around, wishing all this was just an easy nightmare to forget but unfortunately This is a reality that is hard to forget.

"God help me, strengthen me to live my days. Strengthen me to accept this fact and to forgive all those who have hurt me, please erase his name in my heart ...Lord I beg you, I did not expect that I would be betrayed by my lover and my own brother, I hate you Diego...." Jessica's screams that vented her grief. The clear details fell onto Jessica's cheek profusely.

Without Jessica realizing it on one of the back of the tree Diego looked at Jessica filled with guilt and regret.

" I'm sorry Jessica because my honesty hurt your heart, I'm sorry for my mistakes Jessica. Please don't cry anymore, Jessica. I really can't see you crying this bad for my faults, I'm a stupid man who doesn't deserve your crying, too stupid to betray you. I can't afford to lose you." Diego said softly.

The flashback

Morning at Jessica's.

Nico, Jessica's father is being overwhelmed by her anger. There was the sound of a heartbreaking cry from Jessica's Mother Lestari between Nico's angry cries to her second daughter Cynthia. Nico continued to press Cynthia to be honest.

" You pregnant???....You often vomit because pregnant Cynthia does not catch a cold like you said to your mother yesterday, replied Cynthia!!!! Are you really pregnant?. answered Cynthia's father!!! Don't just shut up like this!." said Nico with emotion but Cynthia did not budge she remained silent.

" Tell me whose father impregnated you? Say Cynthia!" screeched Nico in such a high voice yet Cynthia still chose silence.

" Tell Cynthia Don't you just shut up!" Nico eventually lost his patience. He raised his hand about to slap Cynthia's cheek.

" Dad, please don't use violence." Lestari prevented her husband. She kept Nico from hitting her son by sitting at his feet.

" I'm sorry Father who failed to look after your son I've become a failed mother.... I'm sorry..." Lestari's cries as she rests at Nico's feet. She felt guilty to her husband for neglecting to educate and preserve her daughter's honor.

"Already Ma.... It's not your fault but your son Cynthia's fault, is this the freedom you want Cynthia? The freedom that ruined your own life, that ruined your future, this is what I've always been worried about with your relationship all this time Cynthia. Now answer me the question, who's got you pregnant?" say Father with emotion.

Seeing her mother crying under her father's feet, Cynthia finally opened her mouth.

" I'm sorry Dad ... I'm sorry Mom, I'm confused to say it." Cynthia said as she lowered her face, her face already soaked with tears of regret.

" Just answer Dad's question honestly, no more things you cover up, no need to be confused to explain to us, we no longer want you to lie. Who is the father of the baby you are carrying?" Dad kept asking Cynthia for an explanation that never answered him.

"A..a... I feel this child is the son of my girlfriend Berry ta. but. but Berry refused to take responsibility father forgive me ...." chintya replied with a disjointed tone along with her sobs.

Nico's two eyes bully knowing Berry won't take responsibility.

" What???! ....Why doesn't he want to take responsibility for Cynthia's reasons, tell me why he won't take responsibility?!" nico asked who continued to demand an explanation from Cynthia because Cynthia answered the pieces.

Suddenly his feet were so limp that he heard his daughter's answer. Lestari who saw her husband look pale immediately gave her a glass of water.

" I. that's because.. i.. that's because... My father, please forgive me, Berry won't take responsibility because Berry knows that I slept with Jessica's boyfriend Diego, too." cynthia replied hesitantly and was afraid that her father was angry that Cynthia was not only sleeping with one person.

"Pranggg.." The sound of the glass just fell out of Nico's hand.

" What?! ...Did I not hear it wrong?! Diego...." Jessica covered her mouth with both palms.

He was very surprised to hear it. His chest was so tight, his tears of disappointment could no longer be contained. He heard from inside the room eavesdropping on all the talk in the dining room.

How surprised Jessica to hear the name of her lover called by Cynthia. I don't want him to believe Cynthia's statement. But why did Cynthia lie in front of her Father and Mother about who impregnated her. This is just a guess that the child that Cynthia conceived was the son of Diego could have been this Berry lover Cynthia's son.

Instantly, the room was silent without sound, only the sound of sobs and cries of Mother Lestari and Cynthia. Dad seemed to be afraid that he could not understand what happened to his family, he just hoped that his extended family would not know the events that befall his small family.

But long before Nico's father knew of Cynthia's pregnancy, Abraham's grandfather had learned of her from a spy who had been monitoring Nico's family.

When he found out Abraham's grandfather was really angry and disappointed with Cynthia and with his son Nico and also his son-in-law Lestari.

At first Abraham's grandfather was eager to make Berry or Diego to account for his actions. But the desire of Abraham's grandfather, he broke it himself because he saw the seedlings bebet and the weight of the Berry family. The habit of Berry who likes to change partners is also one of the reasons why Abraham's grandfather abandoned his intentions. Being with Diego, Grandpa did not like Diego who often drunk at the Night Club.

While Jessica in the room sends Diego a message to meet with him, Jessica asks him the truth about the words he heard from Cynthia's mouth.

Jessica.

Morning Diego ... Can I ask to meet you this afternoon at the lake, where we used to meet?

Diego.

Morning darling...Sure can be darling, aren't you working today?

Jessika's.

Today I want to meet you, maybe I'll ask my boss for permission today .

Diego.

Ok.. okay. We'll meet at the lake after our college hours are over huh.

The afternoon after Jessica's course ended, Jessica headed to the lake in the campus area. When he reached the lake Jessica had seen Diego by the lake, it turns out he had arrived there first.

Jessica's arrival was greeted by Diego's stunning smile. Yes Diego is a man who has a face with a face that is so handsome that he is dubbed as the prince of the campus and he is the son of one of the very rich people in the city of J.

Jessica is lucky to be Diego's girlfriend. According to the women in the campus Jessica like living in a fairy tale country like Cinderella's life story.

How not people just know Diego is the son of a rich man while Jessica is just an ordinary girl.

Though the truth is Jessica is the grandson of the second richest person in this country. Nico is the youngest son of Abraham Adijaya who escaped from Abraham's residence on his wedding day with the woman Mommy Dewi was betrothed to. Nico flees to City J and marries Lestari, the woman he loves.

"Hi, Diego." said Jessica, who looks new.

Diego patted a long bench on the edge of the lake he was sitting on. She asked Jessica to sit next to her. Jessica sat herself down next to Diego.

" Tell me the tumben once you want to see me.. Do you miss me humm?" ask Diego with Diego's hand who keeps playing Jessica's long, pony-tailed hair. Diego was really happy to play Jessica long hair when he met.

Jessica never answered that she chose to be quiet, but in silence she was thinking about how to start asking Diego about what she heard this morning about Cynthia's pregnancy.

" Why are you quiet, baby? Looks like there's something you're thinking... Tell me what your mind has been holding on to me hemm!" pinta Diego's.

" Diego.... Do you love me?" ask Jessica.

"Of course I love you, baby... Don't you ask anymore." Diego answered without hesitation while holding Jessica's palm.

"Why are you asking like that hemm?" ask Diego who grabbed Jessica's hand and kissed the back of the woman he loved.

"A.what... Have you always been this kind of sweet to all Diego's women? I know you are the prince of the campus in this must be a lot of students who like you, are you not tempted by them?" Jessica did not answer Diego's question. He asked Diego again.

" It's not a pity I'm acting like this just to you. Even though there are many women more beautiful than you, I will still choose to be with you. What's the matter with you, why are you asking me like this, are you starting to doubt my love for you?" diego answered by looking into the face of the woman he loved.

" I'm sorry Diego... Yesterday I was so sure of you but not today." Jessica's reply made Diego round her eyes.

" Why??!... Why is it so dear? What made you become like this?? Jess.. Say what caused you to be unsure of me like this!! If I say wrong where my fault lies and please forgive me, if you want me to change I am ready to turn into what you want dear. As long as you stay with me" Diego asked and asked for a curious explanation, the look of an anxious face was very visible from his face.

" Have you ever betrayed me, Diego?" Jessica did not answer Diego's question. Jessica asked back.

" Of course it's not a pity I never betrayed you." Diego replied steadily but his anxious look was still so noticeable.

" Is that really?" jessica was not sure.

" Of course, honey... Are you so unsure, that you corner me by constantly wondering at me?" ask Diego to try and convince Jessica.

"May I answer honestly? About how I feel right now." Jessica replied.

" Of course honey tell me the truth, I like you because you're always telling me the truth and your attitude is always what it is.Please tell me honey I won't be mad at you!" said Diego who asked for the honesty felt by Jessica.

" I'm not sure about you Diego, not sure of your honesty, not sure of your sincerity, and not sure of your love for me, There's a cause of all my uncertainty about you." jessica looked into Diego's eyeballs.

"What causes you to be unsure and doubt me dear?"ask Diego curiously.

"The cause is sister Cynthia. Tell me honestly what is your relationship with my sister? What have you done behind my back? Say something about sister Cynthia that I don't know, tell me how far your relationship is behind me? Tell me what you're hiding from me!!" jessica said with emotion with a feeling of tightness in her chest.

" Cynthia..your sister? I have a relationship with your sister, you don't joke Jess, what's wrong with your sister? What did he say until you spoke to me like this? Did he slander me, until you acted like this to me?" ask Diego.

" Can you not turn around asking me, 'here I need an explanation about your relationship with sister Cynthia, say Diego please, even if it hurts me, I really want your honesty Diego." jessica said holding tightness in her chest.

" A. I.. I. I. I. I have nothing to do with your brother.but I...."

"But what's Diego?"

"But Cynthia and I slept together when we were out of the club that night, we did it because we were drunk... It was an accidental accident baby because I was unconscious at the time, I was under the influence of alcohol. At first I was just accompanying your brother, I saw that he was very upset like a lot of trouble so I accompanied him. I'm afraid she could have been fucked by a striped-nose guy because she looked so drunk, you know for yourself how your sister dressed, too sexy and open." Diego told Jessica.

Jessica tried to be calm hearing Diego's explanation. But behind his calm demeanor he was holding back his emotions inside his chest which started pumping his heart faster.

" Thank you for taking care of my brother Diego, my brother was not sleeping with a striped man at the time but my brother was sleeping with you, just say you were tempted with his beautiful body, right? I am not as beautiful and sexy as sister Cynthia, forgive me for my shortcomings, indeed I do not deserve you, from the beginning I should have realized me and you are like the earth and the sky, I was hoping to be Cinderella like in fairyland, I forgot that this is the real world.I'm sorry" jessica said in a slightly raised tone at the beginning then her voice lowered slowly and Jessica started to bow her head letting her tears just fall down her cheeks.

" I'm sorry Jessica. I'm so happy" Diego said, sitting down to apologize for holding Jessica's hands.

" Are you sorry you could give me back my sense of disfigurement to you? No Diego, especially now that sister Cynthia is pregnant with Diego." said Jessica and trying to take off Diego's hand.

The deg!

The deg!

Diego was so surprised to hear Jessica say about Cynthia's pregnant condition.

" No, Jessica, that's not my son, because when we made love, Cynthia kept on concocting that she was pregnant with Berry's child" Diego replied evasively.

He tries to convince Jessica by giving Jessica a reason but Diego's efforts are in vain.

" Son of you or son of Berry, still what you did I cannot justify and I forgive, I cannot accept this betrayal. I'm sorry Diego even though I love you but I want our relationship to be here enough... Ii'm sorry.. I beg you to leave me alone here I need Diego's composure." Jessica asked in a trembling voice holding back the stifling emotions in her chest.

"No dear... Please don't... Don't end our relationship.. I beg you to forgive me... I don't want us to break up. I have to do what I can to get sorry from you I don't want our relationship to end, I love you Jess, I love you." pinta Diego tried to hug Jessica's body but Jessica continued to resist and pushed Diego's chest field as hard as she could.

" Go Diego leave me alone. You can do without me. We seek our own happiness, we live in our own way - Diego.... At first I always thought I didn't deserve you because I'm just a low-class woman but my mind was wrong, you're the one who doesn't deserve me, you never touched me at my request but you touched my brother, your actions were so cruel and disgusting Diego" Jessica said.

Jessica tried hard to expose the grunts that were in her heart to Diego.

" Dear I can't live without you I beg you not to leave me, I'm sorry baby, I'm dirty, I'm evil and cruel. But please give me a second chance to fix it, I promise I won't do it again. I beg Jessica." Diego still begged Jessica. But Jessica was firm in her stance to separate.

" Certainly Diego I'm sure you can be without me, the proof is that you can fuck Cynthia's sister behind me without thinking what about me, what about how I feel if I find out later, as much as you hide the carcass, it will definitely smell Diego" Jessica said sarcastically.

" I'm sorry Jessica... I have hurt you... Traumatize you... I also don't appreciate you being my lover for sleeping with your sister...If you need time alone. I just hope that when you calm down you can forgive my mistakes and come back to me... And remember baby, I don't want our relationship to end. I'm just giving you time to be alone not to end" Diego said, then he walked away from Jessica and let Jessica calm himself by the lake.

" Don't waste your time waiting for me because I won't go back to the person who has scratched the wound in my heart for me our relationship is over from today on this very second" inner Jessica.

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