Love Jessika

The Pain You're Moringaing

"Ting" The notification sound of Jessica's WhatsApp message reads, Jessica then reads it.

"Assalammualaikum wr

Good Day, Good Day,

to students and students of Adikari University scholarship recipients.

on-site

In connection with the upcoming Music Stage at Adhikari University on June 28, 2021, the University requested the participation of the Scholarship recipients to demonstrate their Achievement and Talent. for it is expected his presence to make the preparation of the show on

Day Date: Monday, June 14, 2021

Time. :08.30 s/d finished

Place: Adhikari campus Theater Hall

 

Thus we convey this invitation letter, for his attention we say thank you

 

TTD

The Coordinator of Scholarships

Ade Sarifudin M.Si"

 

"Totally serious reading from who the hell Cil is" asked Lina curiously

"From Lin's time" said Sisil.

"Gue is single. This is from the scholarship coordinator in the mbak campus, I want permission not to enter Monday" Jessica replied and then showed the contents of whatsapp message on her phone.

"Don't enter mulu lo Cil, fired new tau sense lo Cil" said Lina who realized Jessica often did not enter work lately.

"Well, how else, I definitely want to go to college rather than work. Klo until my scholarship is stopped can bother me Ma'am. If I don't get a scholarship how to continue my college later" said Jessica. 

"There is a boss who is again on the way so go beb lo Cil, easy" said Lina casually.

"Well the boss, how could he possibly want to charge me? On the way from Hong Kong, interested in myself not mbak, there he was interested in making me, torture me, and ngerjain me. In part I will be more satisfied and proud if I can graduate with the scholarship that I get from my own achievements Ma'am." said Jessica chimed Lina

"Good yet Jes, I like the way you think, later klo we have until your office directly in the room of Lia ma make ngajuin Permit." said Sisil to Jessica

 

"Oh.. If the permission does not enter it directly to Bu Lia ya mba? You want to go to Fabian?" Ask Jessica.

"Yes directly to Bu Lia, the part time is usually the same permission as the division head. But if you no longer part time it's better you talk to him directly, well later Lia ma'am who takes care of your licensing problems to Pak Fabian." said Sisil.

 

"Makasi ya mbakku." said Jessica then hugged the arm of Sisil who sat to her right.

Fabian's car and Jessica's car came together. Alan found Fabian and Clara in the office lobby, while Jessica's car stopped right behind Fabian's car. Jessica got out of the car walking side by side behind Fabian to the elevator. Clara presses button 5 to go to the 5th floor where their room is located, after Clara presses the button, Jessica also presses the button but Jessica presses the 3 button, so she presses the button, he wanted to go to Lia's mother's room first which was on the 3rd floor. What Jessica did caught Fabian's attention. Fabian squinted his eyes at what Jessica was doing.

“Where is he?” asked Fabian in his heart.

 

"Ting" The elevator door sounds open. Jessica who was standing behind Fabian and Clara walked forward was about to come out. But when Fabian passes Jessica's hand is blocked by Fabian. Until his steps stopped.

"Where are you going?" asked Fabian with piercing eyes.

Jessica saw Fabian then glanced at his hand which was held firmly by Fabian then saw another employee who was behind Fabian. Jessica tried to let go of Fabian's hand checks with all her might.

"Please let go, sir! I want to leave Lia's room, Mr. Fabian." said Jessica then Fabian released his hand.

"If you're done, hurry back! Remember your job to make me a cup of coffee!" said Fabian who answered a nod to Jessica who was holding her hand that was sick due to the grip of Fabian's hand earlier.

"It's so rude of him, twice as a hand as a victim of his violence, can't he not be rude to me. It hurts so bad.." Jessica's mind. He kept holding his sick hand.

Jessica immediately stepped on her foot in Bu Lia's room.

"Tok.. tok.tok" The sound of the door of the room Bu Lia knocked on Jessica.

"Come in" The cold voice of Bu Lia from inside the room.

Jessica opened the door to Ms. Lia's room, seeing that Ms. Lia was checking some files at her desk. Jessica came in and stood in front of Ms. Lia's desk.

 

"Oh, you Jessica need do you need to go to my room?" ma'am Lia asked Jessica with an unfriendly flat face.

"This is ma'am, I'm here to ask permission not to enter tomorrow Monday because there is an invitation from the campus" said Jessica then thrust the contents of a WhatsApp message on her phone to Ms. Lia. Ms. Lia also received and skimmed the contents of the message.

"Look Jessica I can't answer anything about you anymore right now, because I should have given you this letter." said Lia's mother with a flat face as if holding back her irritation to Jessica after reading a message on Jessica's phone. He handed Jessica a white envelope.

"Is this mom?" jessica asked with a white envelope in her hand.

"This is your first warning letter because three days did not come in for no apparent reason, but I cannot give you this warning letter, because Mr. Fabian forbade me, so especially for you if you want to apply for permission directly to Pak Fabian yes! Aren't you such a special employee for Mr Fabian? I'm showing you this letter so you can know, actually what you've done has consequences and you shouldn't be acting in this company." bright bu Lia with a look of dislike on Jessica then took another white envelope in Jessica's hands violently.

"Is there anything else you want to talk to me about, Jessica?" asked Bu Lia with her cynical look.

"No ma'am" Jessica replied.

"If there's nothing else you want to talk about, you can leave because I have a lot of work to do" Lia's mother said without looking at Jessica's face.

"Good ma'am, thank you in advance, forgive me if my actions make you dislike me and become difficult because of me" Jessica said.

"It's okay Jessica, it's the authority of Fabian sir I can't do anything else even if this is not in accordance with the procedure" said Lia's mother with a forced smile.

"Then excuse me Mom" said Jessica then went from Lia's room with her heartache over Bu Lia's words and attitude to her.

After Lia's room, Jessika goes to the pantry on the 5th floor to make coffee for Fabian. Lia's changed attitude and the words that Lia's mother said to her made Jessica unwell and hurt. When Fabian arrived at the door, Jessica entered Fabian's room without knocking.

“Brugh” Jessica's complex opens the door with a rough.

Clara and Fabian who were behind the table were shocked, they were surprised by the arrival of Jessica who opened the door and then slammed it violently. Because they are too focused are seriously checking invoices from the financial section.

Clara looked at Jessica with annoyance no different from Fabian she looked at Jessica full of anger with what Jessica had just done.

"Can you enter my room by knocking on the door first!  Don't you have Jessica's manners?" Fabian said full of suppressive tones and emotions.

"Clara can you come out first, we continue to check later." Fabian asked Clara. Clara obeyed Fabian's orders to leave Fabian's room. When she reached the door, Clara stopped her steps and looked at Jessica there with a look of dislike.

"Just look at you later Jessica." Clara's mind was upset.

Fabian turned Jessica's body towards her. Fabian looked into Jessica's face. Fabian's hand pulled Jessica's chin then moved her face closer to Jessica's. When Fabian wanted to land her lips, Jessica turned her face away quickly. Jessica refused Fabian's touch.

"Please don't treat me like this Pak” pinta Jessica. I don't know why there was guilt in Jessica when Fabian wanted to kiss her until she finally refused.

 

Fabian then let go of Jessica, he walked to the sofa and sat there. She patted the sofa and looked at Jessica, with her eyes looking as if she was asking Jessica to sit there with her. Jessica who understood her desire Fabian also complied with Fabian's request to sit on the sofa with her. Jessica took a distance while sitting on the sofa with Fabian and Fabian did not bother about it.

"Tell me!! Why was your attitude like that?" asked Fabian after sipping Jessica's coffee in his hand.

"So I ran into Lia's mom in her room" Jessica said.

"Then...What's the problem and what does it have to do with your behavior just now?" ask Fabian.

"Yes the problem is in the father" Jessica replied. 

"I... Why am I the one you're trouble with? I didn't do anything." Fabian said.

"Why did you forbid Miss Lia to give me a warning letter? Why don't you let Ms. Lia do her job. Do you know what you did that made me uncomfortable?  You don't know how Ms. Lia looked at me because you forbid her to do her job. You never know, do you? Because my father doesn't want to know. What does this mean to me in the eyes of my father? Nothing means anything to my father, you always do whatever fatherly pleasures without thinking first what the impact will be on me, Father, Including my heart and physical pain is your favorite right now, right?" jessica said with tears.

"Don't I ever tell you, I'll be by your side to face them. This is my company anyway so it's up to me to do anything including banning Lia from giving you that warning letter" Fabian said.

"In addition to what you want to do at the door, what do you consider me? Cheap women who want to be suspended without the clarity of status so" said Jessica with a sharp look at Fabian's face.

"Listen well to my words Jessica, Never expect status from me, you don't misunderstand what I did to you." fabian said with a sharp look in Jessica's eyes.

 

"I can't possibly give you status because I still have a relationship with Rania. I'm also still not sure about how I feel about you Jess." Fabian's inner.

 

"How could I not misunderstand, this afternoon did you forget what you were talking to me, dad said me and you were gonna be us and last night you said you missed me and you called me hundreds of times when I had no news and you also picked me up at home waiting for me at home for hours, my dad left when my mom said I wasn't going to work because I was locked up in my room. What is all that you do for? Did you do the same to other employees? I don't think so, can you explain to me on what basis you did it to me, so that I don't misunderstand later?" jessica said emotionally filled with tears that kept on sticking out her cheeks.

"I don't have to explain anything to you, just remember that Jessica I won't explain anything to you" Fabian said, pointing her index finger at Jessica's face.

"All right now I understand. How your point of view looks at me, I am only a poor woman, I have no more value in myself but I am a human being who has a heart and feelings. You managed to fly me into the sky and then you easily dropped me to the ground, I realized that the sky is not my place, the sky is my place, father, I can't reach my father because my place is just under the soles of his feet." said Jessica held tightness in her chest, she rubbed her wet cheeks because of the tears that kept flowing, then he stood up to leave Fabian.

"Oh yes sir, one more thing, if you want to know my purpose in the room Bu Lia only one, just want to ask permission Monday I can not enter work because there are activities on campus, I just want to ask permission Monday,but Ms. Lia said an exception for me, no need to ask permission again on him I have to ask permission directly on the father, so now I ask permission from the father for Monday I can not enter, and allowed or not I will still not enter, I hope that tomorrow Mr. Toto does not need to bother anymore to pick me up and this is my father's ATM, from tomorrow I also can not pick up the children at school." Jessica said before leaving Fabian. He put Fabian's ATM on the table. Fabian just saw what Jessica did.

 

"Do whatever you want from now on, but you need to remember to complete your employment contract at this company, then leave this company" Fabian said when he saw Jessica had arrived at the door. Jessica simply replied with a nod of her head and a forced smile heard a painful sentence. Fabian saw Jessica's smile like that also felt a pain in her chest, her heart was like being stabbed by thousands of knives seeing Jessica hurt by her words just now.

Jessica came out of Fabian's room with a deep heart wound. When the working hours were up everyone started preparing to go home. Lina who saw Jessica coming prepared as well, made her ask.

" Well, you come home with Jess? Kan lo hasn't been on the phone with the Boss. Can you go home if you haven't been called by the Boss?" ask Lina.

"From now on he won't call me again and from now on I'll also be home on time" Jessica said.

 

"Seriously lo, you're not allowed to go on Monday?" ask Lina again.

 

"Diizinin dong mbak." Jessica replied with a smile that seemed cheerful. Jessica is good at covering up her sadness.

Jessica went downstairs with her roommate. He walked towards the stop with Lina and also Sisil. They're waiting for Ojek Online there. Lina and Sisil had already gone home because her online Ojek arrived sooner. When Jessica was waiting for her order Ojek Online. Suddenly, Clara's car approached. Clara got out of her car and walked over to Jessica and slapped her face with all her might. Expressed his frustration and jealousy earlier.

"Places..." The sound of Clara's hand landing on Jessica's cheeks, made those smooth white cheeks blush instantly.

 

“Au..sick..” scream Jessica felt pain on her cheek.

 

"Sir Clara what can I do?" jessica asked as she held onto her sore cheek.

"That's the first lesson for you who have dared to take the attention of Mr. Fabian from me, I hope you far away Mr. Fabian or I will do something far painful than this." threaten Clara to Jessica and then leave Jessica alone. Jessica looked at Clara's car leaving her with a look of sadness.

"Oh my God, what else is this..??? Since separating from Diego, this heart has only been hurt. Should I just close the door of this heart, divert the love of the person I admire and even make my heart hurt and upset" Jessica said.

 

Jessica is still faithfully waiting for the Online Ojek she ordered at the Stop by herself. After a long wait for his online Ojek never arrived, his Online Ojek even canceled his order. Add to Jessica's misfortune today. He tried to re-order Ojek Online but he was difficult to get it because of the rush hour where everyone ordered a lot of ojek online to return home. Jessica saw Fabian's car driving past her. Because when Fabian's car passed Alan gave Jessica a horn.

“Tin.” Alan's voice gave a horn. Yes, Fabian's car only gives a horn but does not stop the speed of his car just to take Jessica home together. Their way home is in line.

The day is getting darker, plus the sky looks cloudy like it will rain. Jessica hasn't gotten a vehicle to go home to date. He could no longer order an online taxi because his phone was running out of power, he decided to take a taxi later, If there is a taxi passing by. Because if he gets on the bus he doesn't know which bus to take. He had never been on a bus before.

Jessica sat at the stop from being crowded to just being alone. It was dark and the night had come and the twilight had gone, Fear was already stirring in Jessica, and the rain had begun to fall.

"Oh my God help me... Jessica is going home... Jessica is afraid to be alone here..hiks..." said Jessica in a soft voice, she cried at the stop alone. She covered her face with both hands to cover her cries.

 

"Jessica." called a man who stood in front of Jessica by holding an umbrella in his right hand and his left hand was holding an umbrella that was already open. Which he uses to protect himself from the rain. The man placed an open umbrella on the floor of the stop. Then approaching Jessica who he knew was crying.

 

"Hey, why are you crying, then,,,? Did anyone hurt you to make you cry like this? Or are you afraid of hemm? Relax, I'm here, you don't have to be afraid anymore, baby." said the man with a voice that nourishes Jessica, The voice that is none other than Andre's voice. Jessica answered all of Andre's questions with a nod of her head many times, Jessica still continued to cry.

"Tell me who hurt you?! Relax now that I'm here no one will dare hurt you or hurt you anymore" said Andre who pulled Jessica's body in his arms. Jessica did not reject the hug Andre gave her. Andre gives a sense of comfort to Jessica, Andre's embrace is able to eliminate the fear that has been lingering in Jessica since.

"Jessica wants to go home" Jessica said in Andre's embrace with a voice so soft.

 

"Let's go home, I'll take you home" Andre said. Then take Jessica and protect Jessica until Jessica gets in her car.

Without them noticing at the end of the road there was someone who was looking at them with a gaze full of emotion. It's Fabian.

Fabian turns his vehicle around when Toto tells him that Jessica is still in the bus alone. Jessica hasn't come home yet because she hasn't gotten a vehicle to go home. Because of her worries she decided to return, she planned to take Jessica home with her. But what happened. Because he came late, he had to see Jessica in a hug and was taken away by the man who had kissed Jessica in front of him. He can not do anything because the man who became his rival is a powerful person in the business world.

 

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