Love Jessika

Ignoring you

Jessica just arrived at her house at 21. 00 WIB. he saw the father sitting on the porch of the house accompanied by a cup of coffee and a cigarette he was smoking. The father also saw the arrival of Jessica, his father saw Jessica was so lethargic to walk up to him.

" Just come home, son?" greet Jessica with dad.

" Yes, Dad, I just got home" Jessica replied listlessly.

" Daughter, sit here first, accompany me there's something I want to tell you" he said.

"Yes, Dad" Jessica answered and sat down on one of the benches on the porch.

" Jessica, of course you know the problems we're facing right now, I want to ask you something, son, I hope you can grant Dad's request, I know it's hard for you because it concerns your feelings but it's also for our common good" he said.

" Yes dad... Whatever you ask for for the good of this family and while Jessica can still do it Jessica will do it" Jessica said.

" Thank you son, since you have come to understand father, you are indeed a good son . Son can you stop connecting with Diego, I'm sure you heard Cynthia's statement this morning about what Diego did to your brother" said the father.

"Dad, I really can't believe all this happened to me and to our family. At first I refused to believe my father.. Because I loved Diego so much and didn't believe he could betray me... But today I... I've met Diego and Diego has confessed, I'm really disappointed with all this father, disappointed with this situation, I'm very disappointed, disappointed in the people I love and care for and disappointed in Sister Cynthia...Why did they get their hearts to do it behind my back? So cruel was the world to me that my father had hiks hyks.and now without Dad asking me, I have also ended my relationship with Diego Father. I even blocked his number on my phone so he could no longer contact me... Right now I'm begging you, Dad, leave me alone...May I calm myself down ...I need time to remove this wound Dad ..to live my life in the future without having to remember this incident again. And this will definitely be difficult for me. There will be no woman who wants to be in my position father" said Jessica at length ended with a heart-wrenching cry. Who can accept being betrayed is even more betrayed by a loved one and also his own biological brother.

" I'm sorry your brother's mistake, son, he accidentally did it because he was drunk at the time, that's what Cynthia told dad he did with Diego in an unconscious condition" father said as he stroked Jessica's shoulders gently.

"I've forgiven them, but for my attitude to go back to how it used to be maybe it was really very difficult dad and I needed time for that dad, please understand a little of my feelings" Jessica said.

" Dad understands son you do need time to remove this wound, but I tell you love your family more than your Love for Diego, make peace with your heart and mind, son, remember, however, Cynthia is your sister. Look at his current condition, we must strengthen him, now he is pregnant without the figure of a husband who accompanies him...I do not want his health condition to be disturbed because of your attitude later... I hope you don't ignore it for too long, I really understand your attitude if you are angry you will be silent 1000 languages.. Your attitude like that is very influential later on to the mental health and development of the fetus in the womb, not Dad does not want to understand your feelings, he said, But right now there is an innocent fetus that we must think about and we must care about... Didn't I teach you not to be a selfish human, son?" nico's light on his daughter. Trying to give understanding but as if forcing his will.

" Yes Dad...Jessica understood.." said Jessica with a bowed face.

“Why does father seem to not understand me and more concerned with Sister Cynthia?” inner Jessica.

"Enter, son! Clean yourself up and then rest" Nico told his daughter.

Jessica got up from her seat and went into the house, she went into her room, put a bag in any place and then slammed her body into a basket. Moments later, he closed his eyes, and a grain of clear water fell from his eyelids.

This is what it feels like to have a betrayed love. God please Make Me a strong and strong woman, Jessica.

Next day

The entire Nico family sat together at the dinner table for breakfast. A silent atmosphere with no sound was created in the dining room, only the twang of the cutlery was on top of their platter that rang.

" Jessica I hope you remember our conversation last night" said the father, seeing Jessica's unfriendly look on her face.

" Mom, Dad left for work first, don't forget to take Cynthia to the gynecologist today" he added.

Dad got up from his chair then mom followed the departure of the father from behind. There was Jessica, Cynthia, and Leon's brother at the dinner table.

" Jess, aren't you going today?" leon asked breaking the silence.

" Ngampus Bang, why Bang?" jessica answered briefly.

" Your job later? " ask Leon again.

"Bang's work will run out" Jessica replied.

" So I hope whatever your activities out there you can take care of yourself, you don't want this incident to happen again. Abang shy with neighbors, especially Abang shy with prospective in-laws brother, want to taro where the face of the brother if they find out" said Leon full of anger then stopped his breakfast by slamming the spoon and fork into his dinner plate.

"Pranggg." the sound of a fork and spoon being slammed by Leon.

Jessica and Cynthia were surprised. They could only stroke his chest after Leon's departure from the dining room.

" Is that how angry you are with me Bang? Forgive me for letting you down Bang" Inner Cynthia.

After Leon's departure Cynthia and Jessica stayed at the dinner table, silence was again created there. Sometimes Cynthia glanced at Jessica, but Jessica was indifferent to her she remained focused on the breakfast she was eating, until the breakfast was over Jessica did not say a word, he continued, he left the dinner table without saying goodbye like Leon did, he really did not care about Cynthia's existence.

" I'm sorry Jess, I'm sorry for my mistakes, I'm just a victim…Right now I need Diego more than you do" Inner Cynthia cf. I see. Clear details from Cynthia's eyelids fell. He lowered his head looking at his still flat stomach he stroked his stomach gently caressing.

" Patience, son, maybe this time Om and your friend are angry with mom but Mami is sure when you have been present in this world, they will welcome your presence with joy and you will have a rich Papi like Papi Diego" Cynthia's inner being stroking her still flat belly.

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"Why should I? I can't seem sad gini rich gini continue, then what about the father's request about my attitude to Kak Cynthya, then what about the request of my father about my attitude to Kak Cynthya, I can't be ordinary with him if I see him I want to be the same Diego, where sometimes my brain likes to bawdy ngebayangin how Diego ngelakuin the same Cynthia...Duh heavy my life, What I have to do so let me cepet move on. Do I have to pretend. Yes, I really have to pretend. For example, I have to pretend my life is good for a long time so I am good, and I also have to pretend to be happy so that I am really happy, I must be excited.... Jessica's Spirit... Spirit, May God prepare the best soul mate for me later... Amiin" Jessica's inner struggle.

When the course hours are over, Jessica before leaving for the office she takes the time to go to the cafeteria first. He has to fill his stomach tank because in the office later his energy and emotions will be drained by a boss who sucks. Working with Fabian is not easy. There was just the behavior of his boss that ordered Jessica to do this and it was as he pleased not in accordance with the job description.

Jessica was sitting on one of the canteen benches, and she ordered a bowl of chicken soto and a plate of rice while she was eating her two best friends.

" Jessie... Jessie.." call Anna.

"What.." replied Jessica briefly in a lethargic tone.

" Ho my Jessica, you take sane medicine yes today tumben do not refit like firecracker, earlier also the lecturer kayaknya memuratin lo continue tuh, best student tumben most nglamun just as dumbfounded, just now, his body in his mind class everywhere.go where the mind goes to the widower ya hahaha" said Endah while shaking Jessica's shoulders.

" Okay Endah dizzy when you shake me, disturb me again eat aja you use talking Om Duda all" complained Jessica

" Dizziness why the hell lo, it looks like a very swayed sensi just the same Endah immediately sewot" said Anna

" Maybe he does not get dizzy if shaken with Om Duda even ask for more Om and again Om still want hahaha" Endah teased Jessica

" Oh yes hahaha... Your brain is really perverted - hahahahaha... Hate to be love like our friend this is why he is dizzy. Because your love is not reciprocated, is it the same Om Duda yes Jes?" timpal Anna teased.

" Eh Anna don't talk about it like it's Diego... Later Diego heard that there could be a world war" said Endah saw the arrival of Diego to the cafeteria.

When hearing Endah's words, Jessica's eyes immediately turned to Diego who was looking for an empty chair in the cafeteria.

" Why isn't he sitting here instead sitting there, Lu why is he the same Jes?" ask Anna

"is she the same as Jess?" ask Endah to be curious.

" It's not fighting anymore but I've disbanded with him." Jessica replied briefly

"WHAT'S THE DISBANDMENT???" Endah and Anna were both shocked.

" I'm not wrong" asked Endah convincingly.

"No" Jessica replied briefly.

" Wow trending topic, Prince of our campus broke up with Cinderella" said Endah meledek

" Ntar also reverse again I think" said Anna unsure

" Yes really... Ntar also reverse again, where can Cinderella without the prince" added Endah.

"No I won't turn him back on again I don't want to even if he doesn't accept I broke up. But for me it's over. Bodo is just as good as him. Don't talk about it anymore he made my mood more damaged today" said Jessica.

"Lu why is he the same? As a friend I wish you well but you owe me the same explanation Jess, Why can you break up the same he tried the problem there is no wind no rain Jes" said Endah.

" I'll make it clear that I'm ready" Jessica said.

" Okay Jess, let's wait for you to be ready and you have to inget when you have a problem you're not alone. Lu tuh there are still us who really care about you so you tell the same story we share your joys and sorrows to us Jes" said Anna then hugged Jessica.

Anna hugged Jessica Endah and hugged Jessica. They look like Teletubbies hugging.

" Yes Anna, thank you, you are really good friends" Jessica said.

After spending a bowl of chicken soto and a plate of rice without lingering Jessica immediately went to work. He left his two best friends in the cafeteria. When she reached the campus parking lot again Jessica met Diego, it seemed Diego was also about to take her vehicle.

"Ahhh very narrow my world today God always meets with him.ughhh" Jessica inner.

Unlike the look of Jessica who is full of annoyance and hate because she has met Diego twice, another case with Diego. Diego looked at Jessica with longing and longing.

" I love you so much Jessica, let this time you hate me baby, I'm sure someday when your emotions have subsided you will come back to me, forgive me and accept all my mistakes to you, And we're gonna start our relationship all over again" inner Diego was hopeful.

Jessica immediately drove her vehicle, she passed Diego just like that, completely ignoring Diego's whereabouts even though Diego just kept staring at him, as if asking for a chance to talk again with Jessica. Wanted to try and apologize for Jessica coming back to him.

"Hufft.. I hope today Om Duda doesn't act annoying. Because my mood has been damaged to see Diego continue today" Jessica said while riding her metic motorcycle.

Don't forget to leave your tracks yes.. let me get more upbeatenya😊😋.