Love Jessika

Marry me

Jessica moved her legs heavily into Fabian's room. He really had to follow Holy orders today.

"This is the fate of my rich little man.I must obey their wishes and must put aside my own feelings.huftt." Jessica clucked violently and threw her breath away.

Bi Inah delivered Jessica to Fabian's doorstep at the request of her big lady.

"Please enter Miss!" said Bi Inah while opening the door to Fabian's room. Jessika stepped into Fabian's room. When Bi Inah wanted to close Fabian's room door, Jessica held the door with her hand.

"Let it open a little Bi, don't shut the door! Isn't it not good that a woman and an unmarried man are in a closed room?" jessica said when blocking Bi Inah who wanted to close the door to Fabian's room.

"None right." Bi Inah looked at Jessica with a meaningful smile as she refused the door of the room she was about to close.

Now Jessica was in Fabian's room, he saw Fabian was asleep while hugging bolsters.Fabian's room condition was quite dark because the window curtain was still closed, so that the radiance of the sun can not enter into the room.

Jessica chose to sit on the sofa near Fabian's window. Jessica will wait until Fabian wakes up from his sleep. To get rid of her satiety Jessica played her phone. He surfed for some time in his social media, until finally he felt bored playing his phone because it was too long. He stopped playing his phone and intended to put his phone back in his bag. When he wants to put his phone in a bag. Ringing in incoming message notification is heard. Jessica immediately opens a message that turns out to be from her best friend Anna.

"Jes, tonight I'll pick you up at home at 07:00, yes, I want you to buy a party dress ok." fill Anna's message to Jessica.

"Ok be ready, Miss Boss." Jessica replied to her message for Anna.

After replying to a message from Anna, Jessica put her phone in the bag, Jessica's eyes looking at the wall clock in Fabian's room. The clock shows at 10:30. It's bad luck enough for people who don't wake up from their sleep for Jessica. It's about to wake Fabian up. For a moment he thought about how he could wake Fabian up. If he woke Fabian by shaking his body he was afraid Fabian would pounce on him. Jessica finally chose to walk towards the Window. Jessica opened the window curtain in the room. Jessica let the sunlight into the room. Just in touch with what Jessica was doing made Fabian wake up, Because the sunlight was blinding his closed eyes, Fabian closed his eyes from the dazzling sunlight with his sturdy arms.

"Argh... So glare. Who would dare to do this? Close the windows right now! I'm still going to sleep!" said Fabian annoyed with the heavy voice typical of people who just woke up.

"I did it, why? Wake up sir it's been so late! How the company wants to move forward if it has a lazy boss like this, usually not a lazy person when he himself is like that." Omel Jessica folded her hands together.

"Byeah Jessica...You-was that? Are you here?" Fabian was surprised to hear the sound of Jessica's nagging in his room. For Fabian, it was like a dream to have Jessica in his room. There was a happy hue on Fabian's face at the moment. Fabian immediately woke up from his sleep. He sat on the edge of the bed looking at the face of the woman before him. He really can't believe seeing Jessica when she just woke up from her sleep, Jessica was really worried for him at this time. Fabian's heart was so happy that there was a woman he loved so much in front of him when he just opened his eyes.

"Jess, tell me this isn't a dream, is it? You're here, it's you, right? " question Fabian as if he could not believe Jessica's whereabouts in his room.

"It's not a dream and it's not Jessica but a demon." Jessica replied.

"Ah you're I'm trying to be romantic with you but you are like this. After all, there are demons during the day like this." said Fabian and he was still engrossed in looking at Jessica's face lovingly.

"Well, if you know why you have to be the same as me? Stop looking at me like that, sir, I'm so uncomfortable" Jessica said, upset that Fabian kept looking at her face like that.

"Obviously I asked, I have a mouth. Anyway I have to know clearly who has dared to enter my room and bravely disturb my sleep, and one more thing you know the function of the eyes for what is it? so you.." said Fabian a little annoyed at Jessica but his speech stopped because Jessica silenced Fabian's mouth with her index finger.

" Yes.yes...Ok.ok.. Okay, don't be angry anymore! Get up and take a shower! Chickens have been crowing from twelve hours ago but you just woke up now really lazy" said Jessica while pulling Fabian's hand to take a shower.

"Well you, did you say that twelve hours ago you said, it's only 10:30 Jess, I didn't think your math was so bad. Aishhh...." fabian said when he saw a wall clock that did not match Jessica's words.

"Hahahaha.." Jessica's voice echoed in Fabian's room breaking the silence.

"Hurry and clean yourself, sir! You really smell like a bull that hasn't taken a bath in a month, I can't smell your body scent uekk." joked Jessica.

"Oh you, you could have insulted me Jess, I couldn't have done it" Fabian said, then sniffed her own scent.

"I don't smell Jess, you're lying to me" Fabian said as she didn't smell anything from her body.

"Hahahahaha." Jessica laughed again because she saw the stupid behavior of Fabian who followed her words.

"Well, go take a shower! I'll prepare food for you and the kids in the kitchen, after lunch we go to the office together huh?" jessica told Fabian.

"Today I didn't go to the office, did you not see my condition, and my head is a little dizzy now" Fabian said.

"It's so weak of you sir, just a bruise like this you don't want to go to the office and reason dizzy, sir, try if the position behind me who did not enter just because of bruises and dizziness you must have been raging like a Bull." said Jessica while pointing at the wound on Fabian's face.

"I'm not as weak as you think Jessica is, I really need a break right now. Loving a woman like you makes me tired and my head becomes very dizzy because of your actions." Fabian said, holding Jessica's wedding in front of his face.

"I'm not asking you to love me back, sir, if you're suffering with this feeling of love stop not continuing!" jessica said as she looked into Fabian's eyeballs.

"I won't stop loving you Jessica" said Fabian, who also looked into Jessica's eyes.

"Stop loving me if you feel pain, I don't want to see anyone else suffer because of me" Jessica said.

"I'm like this because you love me but you don't appreciate my love for you, set your heart for me Jessica is just for me and don't be cold to me it hurts me so much." said Fabian full of emphasis. Jessica kept quiet for a while.

"I'd better go to the office, in the office there's a lot of work that I have to do if you're not interested in going to the office with me." said Jessica like avoiding discussion about her feelings, like, Jessica left Fabian, Fabian immediately stopped Jessica by hugging Jessica from behind.

"Don't go!! Please don't go. Don't avoid me anymore! Can you just accompany me here for today?" pinta Fabian whispered in Jessica's ear to make Jessicaa's body bristled.

" I'm asking you not to let me down again, don't let them touch your body, just take care of yourself for me!" andre's words last night suddenly rang in Jessica's ears.

Jessica tried to let go of Fabian's embrace, because suddenly the words Andre who danced his ears made Jessica feel guilty for Andre.

"Take me off sir, I'm not comfortable being treated like this." Jessica asked Fabian to let go of her embrace.

Fabian complies with Jessica's request. Fabian let go of his embrace, but after that Fabian turned Jessica's body to face him. Fabian looked down at Jessica's face, Fabian pulled Jessica's chin, making Jessica look at Fabian's face. Fabian looked into Jessica's eyeballs, He put his face closer to Jessica's lips, Fabian's face was almost not far away, Fabian closed his eyes at that time but suddenly Jessica turned her face. Fabian was shocked and Fabian opened his eyes. Jessica refused the kiss that Fabian would give her.Selaalu refused the touch Fabian gave her.

"Don't be like this! I don't like it and I don't want you to equate me with a woman out there, if you're like this I feel like you don't value me as a woman" Jessica said, upset, because when Jessica refused the kiss that Fabian would give, Fabian instead pulled her body and hugged her body tightly for a while.

"Alright, forgive me." said Fabian when hugging the body of Jessica who stood before him. finally Fabian released his embrace because Jessica did not return the hug he gave.

"Sit here! There's something I want to talk to you about." asked Fabian while patting the edge of his bed. Ask Jessica to sit next to him.

"Can we just talk outside?" jessica Pinta.

"Are you scared of me? I won't eat you let alone pounce on you."

"Yes I'm afraid of you sir, I'm afraid you raped me. I'm a virgin and I have to keep watch if I'm close to a guy like you" Jessica said.

"Kc... I would never force anyone to come into contact with me, I would never force a woman I wanted to touch, I would just touch a woman I wanted to touch and give herself to me, you can trust me on this hemm." Fabian assured Jessica.

"Sit here!" pinta Fabian again.

Finally doubtfully Jessica sat on the edge of the bed beside Fabian. Fabian grabbed Jessica's right hand and stroked Jessica's back and gave a sullen look.

" Do you know at this moment I'm very aware of what I feel for you, the deep love for you Jessica, I can't see you with another man. I don't want you to be touched by another man.Your presence in my life changed my world as well as my two children's world. I do not want our closeness only as superiors and subordinates. From today I want to have you. I hope you can accept our presence in your journey. Therefore marry me, be a mother to my two children and our children." Fabian proposes to Jessica by sitting in front of Jessica while holding Jessica's hands.

" If my presence changes your world, why can't my presence change your bad habits, sir?" ask Jessica to Fabian.

" Can you act like you used to be with me again, not this cold, I feel like you've been avoiding me a lot, if I've done you wrong. Tell me where my mistake lies! so I can fix it and I'll apologize to you. And if there's anything you don't like about me. Say it! I'm ready to turn into what you want, all that I will do because I love you." Fabian asked as he expressed his heart.

Hearing the words of Fabian Jessica immediately pulled her hand violently from Fabian's grasp.

" My presence changed your life, sir, but my presence cannot change your bad habits that I cannot accept." Jessica repeated her words.

" What do you mean? I don't understand what my bad habits mean." Fabian asked wondering what Jessica meant

" I mean your bad habits that I can not accept are the habits that you usually do with Madam Clara in the morning and the way you muffle your anger by channeling the lust of the Father to Mbak Clara." said Jessica loudly.

" Is it appropriate for you to speak to me in love, to ask me to be the wife of the Father but you did it with Mother Clara behind me, Where is the seriousness of the Father? Is all this father saying just kidding? Do you think I'm a toy? Do you know why I'm here? It was because the Holy Madam called out to me. He just asked me to be the daughter-in-law of this family, but I refused him. Because what? Because I feel unworthy to be a daughter-in-law in this family, we are not equal, sir, and I cannot accept that one day we get married and you have such bad habits, I don't like to be betrayed, we haven't started a relationship but you've hurt my heart, you broke my hopes for the words of love you gave me with what you did with Clara." Jessica revealed everything by holding tightness in the chest.

Fabian was made speechless to hear the words coming out of Jessica's mouth.

" Why silence? You're surprised I know? This mouth is so sweet to say words of love to me." said Jessica touching Fabian's lips with her fingers. He was so brave to act like that to his boss. Maybe because his pain made Jessica dare to behave like that.

" This face you're making wounds like this as if it shows that you love me, makes me feel guilty about this, you fight with any man who tries to get close to me as if you don't want me to be owned by someone else but behind it all Father with a stick doing that disgusting thing with Sister Clara. I can't take it." Jessica said with emotion. Fabian was still speechless not speaking a word

" Where is love located hemm...? In here?" Jessica pointed at Fabian's chest with her index finger and pressed down on it.

" Or just here." Jessica again pointed at Fabian's lips with her index finger.

" I no longer want to be fooled by a false love, a love that only starts but behind me there is betrayal stored so closely" Jessica said again.

" Enough Jessica!! Don't continue your words that hurt me and corner me, you know where all that is? Who told you that? Tell me who told you? Did Sisil tell you or did Lina tell you?" Fabian finally made a sound and asked Jessica questions in a high tone.

" Do not accuse them, I do not like the nature of the father who likes to accuse others, I see it with my own eyes instead of others." jessica replied in a tone that was not much different from Fabian.

" There's no way you're covering up for the mistakes of those who told you, I'll teach them a lesson" Fabian said in disbelief and threatened.

" Why is it impossible? All of that is possible, because God is so good to me to show you who you really are. Before I hurt deeper" Jessica said with a cynical look.

" You must be lying to me" Fabian said in disbelief.

" Why am I lying? I'm not lying, you can ask Hana and Hani if we ever came together to the office, and swearing behind your closet, we wanted to surprise you but it wasn't us who gave you a surprise but you who gave me a surprise" Jessica said.

"A P A!!!??" Fabian was surprised by what Jessica said. She recalls Jessica's arrival with her two children that day, the day Jessica changed back to avoid her and more silence.

" Shocked?!! Are you surprised? Is there anything you want to deny again??" ask Jessica.

" Yes I admit I was very surprised, but I do not deny it, from the beginning no words of denial came out of my mouth, I'm sorry Jessica. Can you forgive my mistakes. After this I promise not to repeat it again. If need be I'll fire Clara to make you satisfied. And anyway I've never gone any further, I did it with Clara just to the extent that you can see." Fabian said.

" If it's that easy I forgive you. Why I didn't forgive Diego yesterday and then come back to him doesn't have to bother to shift my love for you, if it ends up being the same hurt for being betrayed like this" Jessica said.

" What do you mean?" asked Fabian not to understand.

" I don't understand what I mean. Well I'll explain, I can't forgive what you've done behind my back, even though we haven't committed you shouldn't have done that with Ms. Clara.  Whatever the reason it has made my heart hurt and broken you should not have to express your love for me at that time and I could not marry a man like you. So don't expect me to be your wife, sir." Jessica said.

" I will make you forgive me and accept my love Jessica" Fabian said.

" Don't force me. I'm not a woman who likes to be forced." Jessica got up from her seat and took her bag and left Fabian's room.

Saints who had been standing behind the door immediately hid when they found out Jessica wanted to get out of Fabian's room.

Fabian stands around, letting Jessica go, Fabian feels like his world is collapsing under the rejection of Jessica, the woman he loves.

After Jessica left Sacred again saw Fabian behind the door, Sacred saw Fabian so struck. Her heart was sad to see her son like that.

" You're making a big mistake, son. Mommy's been trying to help you. Had you not done anything wrong Mommy could still have forced her to marry you." Inner Sacred.

Jessica left Fabian's house without saying goodbye to Saints and Fabian's two children. Toto was still faithfully waiting for him. Jessica approached Toto

"Sir, let's go back to the office!" take Jessica.

Toto also followed Jessica's request, now Jessica is in the car, Jessica Lose her mood to return to work. Jessica rushes to get her phone in the bag and calls Anna.

"Tut..tut.." the voice called.

" Hey Ann, where are you?" ask Jessica.

" *M*still in the same apartment as Endah, why?" answer Anna.

" Pick me up at dong's office? All of you tell people to take my bike home." ask Jessica.

" Okay, Princess, I'm on the way" replied Anna.

" Okay later cave wait lo at the stop near the office ya." said Jessica.

" Okay sip." said Anna.

Jessica hung up after finishing her conversation with Anna. The car driven by Toto had reached Fabian's office. Jessica gets out of the car, Jessica steps her legs towards the stop, Jessica sits there waiting for Anna's arrival.

Before how long Anna's car had been seen, Jessica waved a hand telling her whereabouts. Jessica saw a man get out of Anna's car, the man approached Jessica.

" I'm sorry Miss Jessica, I was ordered by Miss Anna to ask for Miss's motorcycle key, I'm the one who will deliver Miss's motorcycle to Miss's house" the man said.

Jessica gave the keys to Anna's motorcycle. Jessica was in the car. Jessica sat in the back seat of the car driven by Anna.

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