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Fabian who was healthy from a month ago has returned to the routine. He still lives in Louis' apartment with his wife Margaret.
Their marriage seems fine when viewed from the outside but not with their tortured inner selves maintaining a household that one of them can not reciprocate the sincere love of his partner. Both Fabian and Margaret maintained this household simply because of their three children.
Hana who was still unable to accept the fact that Margaret returned to Fabian is now even very accepting and often blames herself when she often saw the Mami crying alone in her private room because the cold and rude attitude Fabian displayed blatantly when they were both.
"Mommy I'm sorry, maybe it's all my fault that I always wanted Aunt Jessica to be Mami's replacement. I admit my fault Mami forgive me." Inner Hana whenever peeked at the Mami from the open door of her parents' room.
"Bie, this marriage is open to only my heart that you hurt, but also to my life, as well as the lives of our children. Can't you forget him? Why did you change Bie? That night you said you wanted to start from the beginning with me but where is Bie, the reality is that Jessica's shadow in your life can't be forgotten. How can I take his place in your heart if you can't forget him? Why can't you appreciate my sacrifice all this time? Now I feel rejection not only from your Mommy Bie but also from you." Margaret said as she cried.
"It hurts my heart, Bie, you're listening to me as if you're imagining screwing Jessica, can't I protest with you, if I'm not appreciated like this by you Bie. I'm your wife Bie is not a puppet to vent your desires." Said Margaret again, who intensified her crying voice.
Fabian did touch her, but she always imagined having Jessica. Each groan is the name of Jessica who often hurt Margaret. Not only was Fabian hurting Margaret. Margaret often caught Fabian in the Company with her secretary Clara making out in her husband's study.
Fabian always refused to play with Clara but not now. Without being invited by Clara often in all-out combat by Fabian. Although he had given up and said pardon, Fabian did not stop his rough play on Clara until he got the release and strangled Jessica's name at the end of his release as when he played with his wife. Not only did Margaret feel unappreciated by Fabian as well as Clara.
Even Clara now feels very sorry to have tempted Fabian to want to touch her at that time and she also regrets giving up her virginity to the Man who only made her a momentary outlet of lust by fantasizing about playing with women someone who was once a rival. Moreover, Fabian threatened if Clara to contain the seeds, Fabian would not hesitate to finish him.
Fabian really turned out to be like this ever since he got Jessica's measles when he just woke up from his deep sleep, he had to swallow the bitter pill of his deep love which was thrown down by the woman he loved so much.
And plus when he was out of the hospital, the curiosity to meet is still so great, making him find out the whereabouts of Jessica. As she finds out, she learns that Jessica left her by choosing to live and live in her hometown, Andre. The pain and disappointment he felt made him act cold and rude to all women.
But despite the pain and disappointment he felt, he still could not erase the shadow of Jessica that had been attached to his heart.
While at the company, Fabian prefers to work in the AE room and sit at the desk once occupied by Jessica. All traces of Jessica are in the office on tapaki all by Fabian. Starting from his desk that he used to drink glasses that Jessica used to use now he uses.
All office employees think the CEO is too dead love for Jessica who has always been hurt.
"Indeed, the old man said yes Sil, if nothing new feels that his presence is really valuable." Whisper Lina on the head of her part that has become her close friend.
"That's not what people used to say but you're singing Linul." Sarcas Sisil responded to Lina's whisper in her ear.
"Hehehe... You're a lu Sil." Lina Cengengesan.
AE staff felt very awkward when they first worked one room with Fabian for hours but over time they felt used to it and the awkwardness was lost.
At Jessica's desk, Fabian ransacked all the contents of Jessica's desk drawer filled with paper which was a sketch of her face that Jessica printed and added scribbles on her face.
And not only do the graffiti on her face, Jessica added her words of expression to her mood as she was meeting with Fabian. Yes, Jessica during this time every meeting always print a sketch of Fabian's face, in between her busy busy recording important things during the meeting she was busy feeding her CEO with a sketch of Fabian's face that she printed.
When his heart was happy with Fabian. He will admire Fabian with a variety of words of praise written on the sketch sheet Fabian's face. Fabian read it until he made his own smile.
"My boss's handsome, my heart's adoration, my blaem-blaem, want to marry the same doi to improve the offspring, let's look charisma rich doi Allah." Jessica wrote on one of Fabian's sketch paper that made Fabian's heart flowery.
"You used to really admire me Jessica, I regret not replying to all the expressions of your feelings well that time, she said, if only I could return your feelings earlier maybe you wouldn't have gone away from me." Inner Fabian who then lethargic staring at the sheet of paper in his hand.
Yes, if Jessica's heart is upset and sad to find Fabian's anger, Jessica poured her regret into a sketch of Fabian's face that she printed. Jessica will make Fabian's face look geeky with glasses, a smile with teeth that look hollow because he hitami with pen and swear words that mention.
"Based on the ugly frog prince, I swear your life is not happy because it always hurts me, your secret devotee. No secret with the whole office know kok hehehe .. You also know but you refuse me, isshhh... Bad Om Duda if you say, sand ajah has a sieve when the mouth has no filter. Nolak but dekette-deketin continues." Write Jessica on a piece of paper sketching Fabian's face with her swear words.
"Your vows to me come true Jess, my life is not happy without you." Fabian returned to tidying up the papers he had taken from Jessica's desk drawer. When Sisil asked him to check the email from the Client.
Fabian asks Sisil to turn on the computer on Jessica's desk, he will see the layout that the Client sends via email directly from the computer on Jessica's desk only. Because he has opened it on the phone but the layout image sent by Client is less clearly visible from his phone.
When the computer was turned on, how his heart was so slashed felt a deep regret. Jessica posted a picture of her and her two daughters. It was seen that his two daughters were kissing Jessica's cheeks from left and right while smiling so happily. Written under the photo was the candidate's replacement Mommy on the way.
Fabian fell silent and continued to lament the computer screen in front of him by covering his open mouth with his palm.
"I'm sorry that I broke your heart that truly loved me Jess, I deserve you to fight like this, the pain I feel now is not worth the pain I once inflicted on you. Forgive me for being present in your life who once felt your affection and care but could not repay all the kindness and sincere love you gave us. Andre does deserve you because he always tried to make you happy from the beginning he was present in your life unlike me. But why is my heart so heavy to let go of you? God is punishing me Jess..." Fabian's mind is so soft.
Fabian was well aware of his mistake. Instead of opening an email from Client, Fabian went somewhere with his disheveled face.
On the other hand Melani and Suci are already in Central Kusuma Hospital, they were walking to the Ferry ward which was heavily guarded by Ferry people who had betrayed Ferry and became Brata's men but Suci and Melani only knew those people were still be a loyal Ferry man.
When it was in the room Melani immediately told the purpose and purpose of visiting Ferry.
"Ferry, how are you doing now?" Melani asked who was sitting on the edge of Ferry's bed.
Ferry could not answer Melani's question well because her tongue had been cut off at Jimmy's request. The sound that Ferry made was like the sound of people gargling. Melani who felt less clear was approaching Ferry's mouth to listen back to Ferry's answer.
"Mel, get me out of here! Whatever you ask I'll give you." Ferry told Melani to take her away from the hospital.
"Yes, I'm gonna get you out of here, but listen to my explanation first Fer." Said Melani who got the nod of the head from Ferry.
Ferry agreed to listen to the explanation Melani would give.
"Fer, I'm sorry I just got to tell you this truth, my second son who was raised by Nico is your real daughter Fer. Now he's not doing well in D with Abraham's extended family. I need a lot of money to take our daughter from there because the Holy Aunt needs capital to avenge her on their family." It was clearly Melani who made Ferry's eyes round staring intently at him.
"However you changed my daughter Mel, I you made me raise a daughter Nico while Nico raised my daughter for the revenge of your crazy aunt." Ferry's mind stared intently at Melani.
"Mel, get me out of here! Take me to town D meet me with my daughter, I'll model your aunt for revenge on them." Ferry said with the sound of his mouth-wells that can still be understood by Melani.
Hearing Ferry's reply, Melani immediately told Suci what Ferry had said to her. Suci was immediately excited to take care of the return of Ferry with Ferry men who stood guard in front of the door of his ward.
One of Ferry's men immediately informed the movement made by Melani and Suci to Brata.
"Follow them and keep on preaching with me, if I find out you are betraying me. You'll know the consequences yourself." Brata said on the phone to one of Ferry's traitors.
"Okay sir, we will remain loyal to you." Answer Ferry's men who became the closing sentence of their communication.
"Continue carrying out your bad plan that will make you fall into my trap." Said Brata with his sneaky grin.