Love Always Forever (Tanpamu, How Do I?)
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The plane began to fly between the darkness of the night. Seemed clearly in front of the eyes, the man leaned his head that honestly now feels heavy on the chair.
Fany, who was sitting next to him, stared at the clock worn by the man. It had only been thirty minutes of planes above this dark sky. It is about an hour and a half away to land at Singapore's international airport.
"What's the matter, baby ?" said Ardhi who realized that Fany had just glanced at the clock.
"There's nothing. You just sleep first, later if you want to come down let me wake up. You were out on a plane for hours too , must be tired of your body" said Fany by continuing to hold the fingers of the man.
"Dear, I'm strong. You are calm." said Ardhi with a smile and clenched his hand.
"Recuredly ?" fany said with a look at him.
"Yes dong dear, you are here." said Ardhi while asking Fany to lean his head on the sturdy shoulder. Then the man kissed Fany softly.
For some reason, suddenly the shadow of Yuna's figure just appeared in his memory. Yesterday, on the plane Yuna leaned her head without being asked. Anything is done without asking.
But that's not why he remembers her, not because he misses her. But the man really felt stupid now. He should have done nothing with the girl. Shouldn't hug either.
This morning was the worst morning. Maybe he started first to invite the girl to repeat the story last night. And one more step he has managed to incise failure in him.
Although nothing worse happened, still he felt guilty towards this girl beside him. He has tarnished the sincere love story between the two by recklessly doing something inappropriate with other women. Moreover, the woman was her former lover.
Ardhi took off his hand and turned to embrace Fany's body. Then kiss her forehead again.
Fany was speechless, he was astonished by the man's attitude. What's up ? Why did that man become this cool to her? I don't know if he wants to think any further.
"Darling.." said Ardhi calmly.
"Yes?" fany replied.
"I love you dear." said Ardhi right beside the ear with a voice that sounded a bit whispering.
Fany frowned. It feels so foreign.
"You why the hell ? How do you think so." said Fany while glancing at Ardhi.
"Why did you ? Is there something strange ?" ask Ardhi.
"It's weird" said Fany casually.
"Then anyway? I feel more in love with you. I think it's getting less distant. It feels very comfortable next to you." said Ardhi by speaking slowly in front of Fany's ears so that successfully make the fur to stand.
"What the hell." said Fany while shivering with horror that made Ardhi just smile.
Fany felt comfortable in the man's embrace, and the man was now rubbing his shoulders gently.
Ardhi truly endlessly gave thanks to God. His relationship with the woman next to him is still fine. And hopefully it will be okay forever.
"Darling, you're the one sleeping. I will take care of you." said Ardhi in his soft voice.
"I'm not sleepy" said Fany.
Ardhi was silent not knowing what else to say. All he felt now was the feeling of guilt continuously interfering with his mind. He peeped once again at the girl he loved so much.
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"This is for you yes, room number 14" said Ardhi while giving cardlock to Bima.
Fany was surprised for a moment.
"Pak Bima is on the 7th floor ? What floor am I on ? Are we separate, then? What floor are you on ?" fany said with a question that filled his brain and made Bima hide his smile.
"Yes he's on the 7th floor. We will be on the 10th floor." said Ardhi calmly.
"We? I want my own room. I'm the one here. Here the card." said Fany while pulling his suitcase and raise his hand asking for cardlock that has been given to Bima.
"Not , don't. Ee... It means let me just be here. You guys are a couple, so yeah it should be room dong. Time yes guy same room guy. Not that good. So , I should be here." said Bima with a sweet smile while giving an explanation to Fany.
"Yes a couple, but it's not married yet" said Fany, who was disappointed with his words. The words seemed to make the two men think about the affairs of the room. Moreover, the brains of the men were not as handsome and as clean as his face.
"Udah is, he's a good boy. He's not as bad as you think. Just calm. Call me if you need help. I must have climbed straight up." said Bima calmly and casually speaking like that, even though both eyes of Ardhi was looking at him sharply.
"Have been, get out there. I'm tired, I have to rest." said Ardhi as calmly as possible.
"Every boss" said Bima who then dragged her suitcase out of the elevator.
Ardhi smiled in his heart, then he pressed a button inside the elevator to keep the door closed and pressed again the number 10 to go up.
In a few moments Fany just speechless silent nothing, he was confused how to.
Unknowingly, the elevator door was already open.
"Let's love, daze mulu." said Ardhi while stroking Fany's cheek to wake up as well.
Fany pulls her suitcase and gets out of the elevator with her fiance.
Not far from the elevator, the man stopped and showed the cardlock on the door. The locked door opened, and she led the girl into the hotel room number 12.
"We're seriously rooming ? Any more?" said Fany who stopped her steps after closing the door. He knew at this time the man was tired, so his words sounded careful because he did not want to make Ardhi upset with him.
Ardhi turned his body and looked at Fany with a smile.
"Yes dear. You know myself I'm tired again, so there's no way I'm a macem-macem." said Ardhi who then took off his suit and put it on the sofa just like that.
"So I'm not sure" said Fany by putting her suitcase next to the suitcase belonging to a handsome man who was closing his eyes while leaning his body on the sofa.
Fany put her tenteng bag on the table and sat on the sofa right next to Ardhi. He unbuttoned his jacket and removed it from his body.
The girl opened the bag and picked up her phone which she had not touched at all. He opened his WhatsApp application and opened several incoming messages from his best friend.
A few minutes passed by focusing on the screen of his phone. He was unaware of the man beside him who was still in the same position.
Fany put her phone back on the table. He put his body aside to get close to the man. Handsomest. This handsome husband-to-be. It turns out he was so lucky.
The girl smiled for a moment looking at Ardhi's face.
"Darling, wake up" said Fany, shaking slowly on the man's shoulder.
"Darling, sleep there. Move to bed first, don't sleep here." said Fany calmly.
"Hem... Very tired dear, help me dong." said Ardhi while draping his hand on the neck of Fany.
"Yes let me help you" Fany said as she tried to hold Ardhi's hand on her shoulder.
Ardhi walked as if there was no strength in his body. Fany who seemed to object was still trying to stand up to the man.
Approaching the king size bed, Ardhi made the girl jump in shock. How not, the man gallantly just lifted Fany's body suddenly.
"Eh rese yes! What a bummer! Get down no, I'm afraid of falling." said Fany with his hands embracing Ardhi's body for fear of falling.
"Maybe they fall. How many times have I carried you? Never fell down, did he?" ardhi said with a calm smile as he lowered his head looking at Fany's panicked face.
"You're so tired, aren't you? Why should I think gini ? Very little work. Take a break, get me down." said Fany with a whine asking to go down.
I don't know, Ardhi's words made his chest rustle.
"Have you rest, tomorrow you have to work, right?" fany said calmly looking at the sleeping Ardhi facing her while propping up her head.
Ardhi smiled as he unbuttoned his shirt at the top near his neck. Honestly, it made Fany feel wrong.
'Why do you do this again, man ? Again tired instead of sleeping even make the act mulu. Holy hooch!' said Fany who was so complaining in her heart.
Honestly, he doesn't want to. But he was only afraid of what would happen if both of them forgot themselves.
"Aren't you hungry ?" asked Ardhi casually.
Fany only fell silent while staring intently at the man who was releasing the tie wrapped around his neck.
"Darling, why did you get it?" ardhi said with a look at him.
"I'm not a laper. I'm just surprised that it's the same with you. Why can it be so nyebelin." said Fany who then wanted to wake up but unfortunately his arm was held by Ardhi. "What else?" fany said calmly.
"Where are you going?" ardhi said in surprise.
"You take hp , my hp is far away" said Fany.
"What do you do is dear, it's already malem nih" said Ardhi who then turned off the sleeping lights on a small table beside the bed.
"Hem, yes, you're sleeping." said Fany.
"Honey.." said Ardhi calling him right in front of the ear.
"Don't start" said Fany calmly as possible while adjusting his breathing.
Ardhi was getting closer to his fragrant neck. He kissed her once and looked at her again. Because of that kiss Fany was getting carried away by the atmosphere of a silent night.
"I don't want you to macem" said Fany by looking at Ardhi's face who was staring at him anyway.
"No dear. Trust me." said Ardhi with a smile that then kissed the cheek next to the girl who looked panicked.
"Please calm down, you're enjoying tonight. I can love you, I won't do anything. I just miss kayak first." said Ardhi calmly.
"I just want to sleep hugging you. That's it." said Ardhi with a smile.
Ardhi's words made Fany again believe and calm. He understood what the man's words meant.
"Yes, I'm sure you can. After all, the night after the wedding should be even more beautiful. Soon enough, be patient." said Fany with a smile who then gave a brief kiss right on the man's lips.
Fany then fell silent. He looked at Ardhi who was now awake and sitting next to him. Not enough until there, Ardhi took off the shirt he was wearing. The watch is also removed and placed on the table. The man pulled out a blanket to cover his body as well as the body of the girl he missed so much.
"Darling, come on. You started loh just now." said Ardhi who looked sulky saw Fany silencing his mouth with his own two palms.
"I don't want to be out of breath. Don't you just rest. Tomorrow you have a job." said Fany still did not open his hands.
"I just want this, baby, we're sleeping" Ardhi said with a smile to seduce him.
"Keep if not kiss first can not sleep? Strange as you are." said Fany who then pulled his hand.
"Darling you are so bad. I'm missing again, so don't mess with dong." said Ardhi with a happy smile and immediately grabbed Fany's hand. It links its fingers to Fany's fingers.
"It's not that, you're the one who reses. Do not use kayak gini all the reason, sleep yes sleep so that." said Fany still denied.
Not wanting to answer Fany's words, Ardhi just kissed the girl's lips. If he hadn't shut him up, the girl couldn't have stopped talking.
Dissolved in the game he created, it feels he does not want to stop. It's a shame to end it. He was eager to hold the kiss for even longer, but the girl below him was already starting to get drunk. The unlocked hand now began patting the innocent back of the man who was still enjoying his game.
I don't know, for the umpteenth time the man had a kiss that felt very soft and comfortable. That is why he must stay awake and not let him get carried away by the atmosphere that protrudes to other activities. It's just that for time , he can't hold it for too long.
Not infrequently , and he can say indeed every time he was together like tonight , he felt the man was actually trying hard to resist his lust. Sometimes it made her feel pity, yet it was impossible.
"Darling, why ?" ardhi said calmly after adjusting his breathing.
"I'm, I'm thirsty. I want to drink first." said Fany by trying to get up. But the man held her back again.
"I take. You are here." said Ardhi who then revealed the thick blanket
Ardhi walked towards the table to pick up a bottle of drinking water. Fany gulped his own saliva despite feeling dry in his throat. How not, he was looking at the figure of a man whose body was very attractive.
A tall body that seemed to tease the power of his faith, making his imagination spin around actively. That flat-looking stomach seemed so hard it made it feel like it wanted to touch it.
Not to mention that his head looked so perfect. His face that often makes forget, whether it's the eyes, nose, or lips are the most dangerous. It felt so complete with that messy hair. The effect is just getting more dazzling.
And that man will soon be his. It is truly the dream of every woman. But his shadow made his guts shrink, what if later the man wanted it all the time ? Is he willing?
"Honey, wake up first" said Ardhi by sitting next to Fany who was still lying.
Fany sat down on the pillow and saw Ardhi who had opened the bottle cap so that he could drink it straight away.
"Thank you" Fany said after sipping the water.
Ardhi smiled at Fany's words, who then gulped down the water as well. Put the bottle on the table while looking at the watch. It's ten in a few minutes. It's been quite a night.
"Darling, not sleepy yet?" said Ardhi looking at Fany who was still leaning.
"Udah. What time is it ?" said Fany.
"It's ten o'clock" said Ardhi.
"I'm sleepy. Come on, let's just sleep." said Fany who then returned to lay her body and pull the blanket.
Seeing that the girl was already lying comfortably, Ardhi smiled. He laid his body beside the girl without leaving any distance. Then he tilted his body to face the girl who had closed her eyes.
"Honey.." said Ardhi with her melodious voice, and it tickled Fany's ears.
Again Fany opened his eyes which he had actually been resistant to keep closed.
Not answering , Fany just looked at Ardhi's face while frowning.
"Here dong dear." said Ardhi with a smile while pulling Fany's body to get closer to him.
Fany who felt anxious immediately rolled her body into the warm body of the man. His face was under the man's chin, right between his neck and his upper chest.
Ardhi smiled satisfied to enjoy the embrace given by the beautiful girl. Not wanting to waste the opportunity, the man dyed his smooth forehead for a moment.
He used one hand for a pillow on Fany's head and another hand he wrapped around his body. As if giving warmth because tonight the air feels so cold.
Deep down, Fany felt very comfortable in the man's arms. If only he had been officially married, it would have been much happier. I can't wait to see that happy day.
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