Love Always Forever (Tanpamu, How Do I?)

Someone In The Past

Fany's seriousness in learning is not kidding. He is obsessed with his brother and girlfriend. Two great men and he greatly admired thanks to his cleverness. They were for him extraordinary and he was very grateful to be in the midst of the people he loved so much.

In school ', Fany still remained loyal to her best grades and always ranked first. And in the second place there is Airin and then the third is Zahra. Three great women with their intelligence.

But behind the success of the three of them, not infrequently there are those who desperately hate him. There are girls at school who hate him because all the guys are always watching him, but all that doesn't matter.

They also think, every human being must have envy. But they still feel grateful, because most like it more than hate it.

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The bell home from school sounded so loud and the teaching and learning process ended with prayer. Students walk out of their classes.

Fany and her two best friends set foot to the school gate. Once they reached the gate, they were picked up by their respective drivers. They separated from each other to return home.

 

The day quickly changed night. After dinner with Mama and her Dad, Fany immediately headed to her room to do her schoolwork. He momentarily forgot his phone on the bed that kept vibrating signifying an incoming call and some short message notifications.

Fany continued to do those tasks until ten p.m. He finished his job well and cleaned his books to put in a bag. So that tomorrow morning all the subjects are not left behind.

Fany felt her eyes start to get heavy to open. He turned off the study lamp on his desk and set his foot on his bed. He grabbed his phone and checked if there was anything. And sure enough, there were five incoming calls and several short message notifications from her lover.

Fany patted her own forehead for her negligence, leaving her phone in vibrating mode. Yes, because during school he could not activate the ringtone on his phone and he prefers to use silent or vibrate mode.

With a smile Fany also ventured to call back Ardhi. He was afraid that his lover was angry because Ardhi might think that he had neglected him. And before long, his call was immediately answered.

Seen , the face of an Ardhi who was lying on the bed with a sour face staring at him. Then Fany smiled.

"I'm sorry, I was working from school. Just finished this. Keep the phone earlier I forgot that it is still vibrating mode since I was at school. I forgot that... I'm sorry, don't be angry dong.." said Fany innocently and showed a sulking face hoping that Ardhi would not be angry with him.

"It's okay, I'm not angry" Ardhi said with a quick smile.

"Lying, are you angry? Looks like you're angry!" fany said with his lips.

"Dear, I'm really not angry" said Ardhi, who smiled sweetly this time.

"Really?" fany said he still couldn't believe it.

"Yes dong Darling, I'm seriously not angry. Have I ever been angry with you? Naw, right? I can't be angry with you, dear." said Ardhi who then woke up from sleeping and sat leaning on his bed.

"Ehm... That huh? Yes, thank you. I promise I won't forget you again." said Fany with a smile.

Ardhi smilingly looked at the screen on his phone which showed the beautiful face of his lover with irregular disheveled hair. Then he laughed.

"Why you!" fany said in surprise.

"You're done what's really a mess, your hair is messy so why are you hah?" ardhi said in between his laughter.

"Jeez, I'm not doing anything! I was dizzy with my tauk duties!" fany said in a high tone.

"Tomorrow if you are dizzy working duty, you can ask for help as I darling. I can help you. Let you not be like a person who is stressed." said Ardhi calmly and smiled.

"You're busy! How dare I disturb" said Fany with a face that looks sour while putting his body in his favorite bed.

"I am ready for you. Eh I mean that if you ask for help or whatever it is I will do it." said Ardhi with a smile.

"Hmm tomorrow again. Why aren't you asleep?" said Fany.

"Where can I sleep if I miss you" said Ardhi casually.

"Yes, you are sleeping there now. Tomorrow you don't have bad luck." said Fany.

"Yes, I slept. You also sleep, tomorrow do not be naughty at school." said Ardhi with a smile.

"That's bawel yah! I'm no longer a naughty little boy. I'm going to sleep" said Fany by unilaterally deciding his video call that made Ardhi shake his head.

"You see tomorrow if I go back there" Ardhi said with a smile.

Then Ardhi typed in a short message

"Good sleep dear, good dreams. I Love You😘.." That's the message from Ardhi that makes Fany smile read it.

Fany didn't reply because her eyes were already heavy. A second later, Fany fell asleep.

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In the morning as usual ', Fany and Airin and Zahra were also friends in the classroom following the teaching and learning activities that were taking place.

A break came and all the students left the class. Either go to the cafeteria or to the library or some remain in the classroom because they have brought supplies from home.

Fany and her two best friends went to the cafeteria to find food because her stomach was hungry. The three of them ordered food and drinks which then sat down at a table facing the park directly.

Shortly after they sat down and chatted laughing, a man suddenly came and stood before them.

"Of all , can you join here?" said the man kindly. The presence of the man made both Fany's friends stunned. Yes, he's a guy who is now being talked about a lot of girls. New students transfer from other schools that are now highly admired for their achievements and also their cool appearance.

"Oh yes, join it is okay. Here sit down." said Airin who was sitting alone, while Fany sat down with Zahra. And damn it, the man sat opposite Fany right.

"Thank you for joining here. I know my name is Rifki" said the man with a smile that turned out to be named Rifki.

"Oh yes, my name is Airin Zahra and the most beautiful is Fany" Airin said quickly with a smile.

"Okay, I'm happy to know you guys. Hopefully in the future we can be good friends" said Rifki.

"Oh yeah what do you want to eat? Not yet pesen? If I haven't done it yet." said Zahra volunteered.

Soon their food came. Then the four of them enjoyed their lunch quietly.

Fany's two best friends secretly glanced at each other Rifki who was eating the food. But unlike Fany, Fany seemed silent and focused on the food in front of him.

"Gue is no stranger to his face, have I ever known him?" fany said in his heart by chewing his food.

"It turns out I'm not wrong anymore, he's really someone who used to make me love to die" said the man in his heart.

"Ehm, I'm sorry to go to class first. I have something forgetful. First yes." said Fany quickly up from his seat and made Rifki Airin and Zahra turned towards him.

"Well Fany, hurry up very you. The food is not finished yet!" airin.

"Hehe has nothing to fill me with, and I'm already" said Fany and then stepped foot to go from the cafeteria to her classroom.

"That's Fany why? Does he like it because I'm here?" rifki asked the two girls next to her also in front of her.

"Oh no, it's okay to join here. He was just that if there was interest, he liked it. It's not necessary to think about it." said Zahra calm down maybe Rifki think of all sorts. Because indeed from the beginning he knew , Fany did look like he did not care.

The three of them continued to eat lunch again with their own thoughts until they finished.

"Oh, have you been in this position for a long time?" ask Rifki.

"We have been in office since entering this High School. And may our friendship last forever." said Airin with a smile.

"Yes amen. You guys look compact too. And you are amazing you can be a student with the best order of values. It was a matter of pride." said Rifki with a smile. His praise made the two girls smile as well.

"Lu is also now you are trending in school. Because of your good looks and also your cleverness. You are also in the top five. It was also a pride. Moreover, you are a guy." said Zahra praise back.

"Yes, yes, although it is like I will not be able to defeat your intelligence hehehe.." said Rifki chuckled who then drank the drink he ordered earlier.

"It doesn't matter if you can hahaha... I am ordinary. I am thankful for the love of God. No pinter is also not anything important I can breathe and live in this world hehehe.." said Airin with a laugh.

"Basar lu ya! I can have a Gini model friend. Pinter-pinter but stress on you!" zahra said withholding her laughter.

"It's okay, in a friendship it's not fun or incomplete if one doesn't act silly." rifki said with a friendly smile that made Airin and Zahra like her even more.

I didn't feel like the class bell was ringing and it ended up being a break this afternoon. Airin and Zahra return to the same class and Rifki to the next class. They continued their lessons as usual.

However, there is something unusual about Fany. He now has bad thoughts about Rifki. Because he already remembered who Rifki really was. And Fany is afraid that Rifki's presence in her life will destroy her life now that she feels is perfect.

Fany kept thinking until he could not concentrate on learning. He thinks Rifki already knows about him or pretends not to know at all. If indeed he really did not know, then he would be very grateful for all that. But if it's the other way around, he doesn't know what to do.

Moments later the bell home from school sang aloud. All the students and students finished their studies today and prepared to go home. As usual, Fany was always with Airin and Zahra when she left the classroom and headed to the school gate.

But once at the school gate, Airin and Zahra were picked up. I don't know if Fany's driver this time was late to pick him up. Fany's two best friends went home first because Fany was invited together did not want to and preferred to wait for the driver to come in front of the gate.

From a distance, Rifki is seen coming out of the school gate. Fany felt herself somehow nervous at once. He knew Rifki was now walking closer to where he was sitting waiting for his invitation.

"Not been picked up yet? You wanna be with me?" ask Rifki who is still standing next to him.

"Ah, don't do it. Wait until who picked me up" said Fany who seemed indifferent without looking at Rifki.

"Yes, if so let me stay here. Can you?" said Rifki calmly and smiled and then sat down next to Fany who had a long chair available.

"Gue is okay alone. Lu if you want to go home first is okay" said Fany trying to calm down.

"Gue can't bear to see you alone like gini" said Rifki who looks calm.

"But I'm really okay. You just go home first." said Fany who this time looked at Rifki's face for a moment. Fany's words made Rifki look at her.

"Lu why don't you like me so much? Okay sorry I'm sorry if I have a lot wrong with you Fan about the past. But this time I can see you again for a little while. I'm not going to force your heart to make love or love me again" said Rifki by looking at Fany's face looking straight ahead.

And right, Fany doesn't think wrong who Rifki really is. Fany who is a girl who is very easy to cry or cry, she can not hold her anger. His memory returned at that time. A painful time he had ever felt.

And now it has been seen in front of him the car stopped, that's the driver of the Fany family to pick him up. Before Fany left, Fany thought hard to answer Rifki's words.

"Lu ain't wrong any Rif, please just let me go of your life. There is a heart I must take care of. He is my reason for all this. So please, don't bother my life anymore. I'm sure, out there you'll get someone much better than me. Sorry I'm Rif, it's not my intention to make your heart hurt again. Excuse me. I went home first." said Fany who then stood up from his seat and went into the car to go home. Of course during the journey with an unsettled heart.

Yes, Rifki is the guy who became Fany's past. The old Rifki made his days feel beautiful. At that time Fany and Rifki entered the same Junior High and one class as well. Rifki secretly likes Fany and Fany knows about it.

They had a relationship. Although sometimes the love in the Middle School is often touted as just the love of monkeys, but Rifki has really fallen in love with Fany since first sight. And Fany also accepts Rifki's love because she thinks that there will be feelings that grow over time. Because at that time Fany did not love Rifki.

Fany ends her relationship with Rifki because she feels she cannot force her feelings to keep trying to create love for Rifki. Rifki at that time really felt bad because of the end of their relationship in just a short time, which is approximately four months.

Fany felt unable to cope with her feelings. It is still in a waiting moment. He is always in wait. Yet he is forced by circumstances to love others. And it makes Fany like her inner pressure. And with great courage, he also broke his love relationship with Rifki.

Fany always hopes that Rifki will get someone better than him and always happy even without him. But what is power, now he returns again in the midst of his happy life.

Arriving at home, Fany went straight into his room. He threw his body on the bed. He wanted to cry, but he couldn't look stupid about it. He was just afraid that something might happen in the future.

He is afraid that the presence of Rifki will bring change for himself and his lover.

Fany felt that her body and mind were very tired, and she was sleeping still with her school uniform fully attached to her body.

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