Love Always Forever (Tanpamu, How Do I?)

One Mistake

"You are beautiful." said Rifki by tucking the child's hair behind his lover's ear.

"Where's your phone?" laura said without caring about the attention of Rifki.

Rifki was smiling. He closed the curtain on his window and gently pulled Laura's hand. Laura kept quiet and followed. Honestly, he was a little scared. He was afraid that something bad would happen to him.

"Whenever here? Outside" said Laura calmly as she stopped her steps as Rifki opened the door and took a step inside.

"Beautiful for a while, hp I'm here" said Rifki with a calm smile.

Laura remained silent. His mind began to think of other things outside of his consciousness.

"Darling... Come on.." said Rifki staring at Laura's face with her shady eyes.

Laura slowly stepped into Rifki's room. He tried not to think badly.

"Why don't you go to the same house, why are you?" ask Laura .

"The fish here can be independent" said Rifki with a smile.

"Living at home with parents also does not mean you can not be independent. Depending on you, you can be independent or not." said Laura as she looked at herself in the mirror.

"At least living alone is freer, no one wants to live. You see, I'm a child who doesn't like to be arranged." said Rifki by ruffling her long hair Laura until the owner was upset.

"Ah is that. Where is your phone? I'm just here because I want to see you doang yah!" laura said with a sharp look on Rifki's face.

"Tauk, find it yourself" said Rifki calmly and casually and then sat on the sofa.

"Now that is! Where the spit says." said Laura while looking to Rifki's study desk.

Rifki was unconscious with her eyes. He really didn't understand why he was this brave. He did often invite friends to the apartment guy, but only this one time he brought a girl. It's completely out of his mind.

It's not just a Rifki like this. He often sees other apartment dwellers when they are in or out must always be with different people. But , will he be okay right now without anything?

"Finally." said Laura with a satisfied smile when she had managed to find her lover's mobile phone that turned out to be under the blanket.

Rifki also woke up from his daydream. He looked towards Laura who was sitting on her bed. He smiled at the beautiful face of his lover who had no idea what was in his cell phone.

"You pinter right now, the content of the email is clean there is no trace of it." said Laura casually but meaningfully.

"What the hell, baby... What are you looking for?" rifki said in a successful soft voice making Laura look at her for a moment. Rifki approached Laura. "Searching my email for Tifany?" rifki is now sitting next to him.

Laura turned her gaze and sighed violently.

"There is no dear. I deleted everything about him. Because right now, I just want to focus on you." said Rifki by stroking her long hair Laura.

"Where's your laptop?" laura said wryly, she is really nervous at the moment. He was confused how to manage his feelings. He was afraid to get carried away so he tried to be a little indifferent.

"It's at the table dear." said Rifki with a calm smile.

Laura stood up from her seat and went to the study table. He also explored every file stored there.

"That's a hell of a bitch! You pinter guy is also about ginian." said Laura with annoyance again.

"Udah you believe me dong. I'm not macem anymore, baby." said Rifki who is now standing behind Laura and bowed her body. And what makes Laura shocked is when Rifki's chin rests on her shoulder. What a thing that makes the feathers stand up and goosebumps.

Laura was silent and stood up. He turned his body and looked at Rifki.

"Well, let me go home. I'm tired." said Laura calmly and expressionlessly.

Rifki was confused. He breathed and threw it away rough. But he must remain soft.

"still angry? You think I'm still lying? There's nothing I'm still hiding, baby." said Rifki, staring at Laura.

"No. I believe it. I want to go home I'm tired" said Laura with a flat smile and she turned her body and stepped out of the room.

"Honey.." said Rifki calling Laura as she grabbed her wrist. Laura who had just stepped one step was stopped instantly.

"What the hell? Come on, I want to go home." said Laura, trying to get her hands off Rifki's.

"There's something I want to give you" Rifki said calmly.

Laura just frowned.

"Here sit first" said Rifki carrying Laura sitting back on the side of the bed.

"You close your eyes, baby. Just for a minute" said Rifki.

"Don't be weird" said Laura.

"No dear." said Rifki confidently because he knew the girl was frightened.

"Take a look at macem-macem! I killed you!" laura said with a snot that she then closed her eyes. Rifki smiled at her lover's behavior.

Rifki also opened a drawer on her bedside table. He took something from there.

"Open his eyes dear." said Rifki with a smile.

Laura opened her eyes slowly and she saw a small jewelry town opening up. He looked at the beautiful ring in confusion.

"I have long wanted to love you. But lately we've always done a lot of work so I forgot." said Rifki as if she knew what her lover was thinking.

"Make me?" laura asked back.

"Dear to you, I'll use it." said Rifki.

Laura was silent to see Rifki who was reaching for her fingers. Rifki put the ring on her ring finger.

"It's really pretty in your day" Rifki said after the ring was attached.

"But this is serious for me? Not for anyone else maybe?" laura said deliberately while staring at her fingers.

"It's a shame you don't have to talk about other people. I know what you think. This is really for you." said Rifki confidently.

"Eum... Yes, thank you, yes." said Laura smiled for a moment. I don't know his heart is still a little upset.

Rifki glanced at the clock on her wrist which turned out to have shown it at eight p.m.

"Honey.." call Rifki by looking at Laura's pretty face.

"What else? Come anterin I came home already this lazy." said Laura by pulling Rifki's wrist.

"It's also only eight o'clock dear, not too lazy to tauk" said Rifki flatly.

"Yes, I can go home by myself" Laura said as she stood up. A few steps back he stopped.

Rifki hugged her from behind and it made Laura nervous. He was silent for a moment before he finally woke up. Laura tried to let go of the embrace.

"It's just a little bit dear" said Rifki calmly.

Laura doesn't know what to do. He also fell silent. Then he was shocked when his body turned to face Rifki. Reflexes he closed his eyes for a moment when Rifki who suddenly immediately kissed his ranum lips.

Instead of enjoying, the more panicked. Laura's afraid. He was afraid when he felt Rifki's hand holding his nape to hold his kiss. Laura doesn't know what's going to happen. His hand can now only hit Rifki's shoulder from behind and pull the shirt.

I don't know, Rifki really misses a moment like this. It's been a long time since he's done that. As long as he was dating Laura though, this was the first time he dared to touch her.

Finally, his first kiss was gone. Laura still closed her eyes not daring to open her eyes. His first kiss turned out to be a success in taking Rifki, his lover.

"I love you so much." said Rifki with a smile.

Not enough to get there, Rifki continued by kissing Laura's forehead and two cheeks.

"Udah dong already." said Laura who finally spoke as well.

"Still missing dear." said Rifki by grabbing Laura's body brought into her arms.

Laura was silent for a while, I don't know why she felt so comfortable in Rifki's arms.

"I'm going to be very sick if someday you make me disappointed" Laura said in her arms.

"I promise not to disappoint you dear." said Rifki by stroking her long hair Laura.

"I'm sorry... I've made a lot of mistakes." said Rifki calmly.

Rifki tried to restrain herself from being able to control her will. He wanted to be with his girlfriend for longer. He thought a thousand times to do that.

"Honey.." call Rifki still by holding Laura's body.

"What?" laura answered.

"I'm sure you won't, but tonight... I want you here to keep me." said Rifki calmly.

Laura widened her eyes and reflexes she instantly released her embrace. He stared intently at Rifki's eyes.

"I? Tell nemenin you? Usually alone, right? Why should I ask for everything? Don't be weird!" said Laura who really protested with Rifki's invitation.

"Once a while, baby... I also promise not to say anything about you, seriously." said Rifki pleading.

"Omongan like that is really not trustworthy with any girl." said Laura with a little annoyed.

"But really, baby... I just want you to be here. There's no need to do anything either." said Rifki by looking at Laura's face and trying to pull both shoulders back.

But somehow Laura put both of her palms on the chest of the Rifki field. Strenuous. And now look at each other. Laura doesn't mean to be weird, she just wants to push Rifki's body.

"Ups... Sorry sorry I didn't mean it." said Laura hanging up her words.

Really shit. Rifki just smiled sweetly to see her lover lost his mind.

The frightened Laura could only shake her head and walk backwards to try to dodge. But his efforts are nil. Free of charge he walked backwards, he just stuck and hit the wall.

Laura was panicking. He was afraid and his brain kept turning traveling everywhere. It would be difficult if in a situation like this, the two in the apartment really could not make themselves calm.

In fact, the awareness gradually began to disappear and the defense began to feel shaky. This was the first time he had been touched like this. His heart really felt unceasingly rustling.

Breathing was very felt in his neck. Laura bit her lower lip and endured her own pain.

"Don't believe it... Try saying, 'What do you want?" laura said as calmly as possible.

"I want you to know I'm this malem, baby." said Rifki who then immediately kissed Laura's lips.

Rifki felt a very hot air. He's really hot. He finished his kiss and took off his shirt and threw it on the sofa with origin.

Laura instantly covered her face with her palm. Rifki smiled at the adorable behavior of her boyfriend.

"Open his eyes, baby... There are no ghosts so you don't need to close your eyes" Rifki said calmly.

"You're the ghost!" said Laura who still did not want to lower her hand.

Without thinking for a long time, Rifki actually carried Laura's body and lifted it.

"God! You are crazy! Down no? I don't want to! Cepetan get off me! Aaaaaaaa get off me! Help me!" said Laura who was shocked not playing, he thrashed and hit the chest of the field in front of his eyes.

"Dear syuutttt, well don't yell at the neighbors at the horrors!" rifki said with teasing and funny facial expressions.

And foolishly, Laura was instantly silent. He didn't realize his stupidity that the apartment was actually soundproofed. No outsider can hear it.

Rifki put Laura to sleep right in the middle of her king-size bed. He saw clearly how panicked his lover was because of his actions.

"Don't macem-macem yet. We're still in college. I don't want to be like that! Please." said Laura pleaded solemnly while looking at the face of Rifki who was now on it right.

"Darling... Come on once. No matter what happens, I will never leave. I promise I'll never go anywhere" Rifki said, looking into Laura's eyes.

Laura racked her brain, but there was little chance she could escape. Does this have to be his way of life like this?

"And if something happens and you run away irresponsibly, I make sure I will kill myself right then and there. Suck it!" laura said with a sharp eye.

"You can hold my word, baby... I'm sure we'll be fine." said Rifki with a smile.

Without giving Laura a chance to speak again, Rifki again silenced her lips with an intoxicating kiss.

I don't know, maybe the devil has taken control of him. Laura closed her eyes withstanding the heart beat that was crazed due to Rifki's touch. The touch of the naughty hands that started wandering everywhere.

"Darling.." said Laura holding the dress to be removed.

Rifki looked at him for a moment. He went down from the bed to the wall and turned off the bright lights. Now he turned on the dimly lit sleeping lamp on a small table.

Rifki went back up to the bed and pulled the thick blanket to cover her body and also Laura's body which was below her right.

Laura widened her eyes in disbelief at what she was seeing now. He shuddered in horror.

"Oh baby." said Rifki, staring at Laura with willpower.

"I'm scared." said Laura in a soft voice.

"I'm not going to play rough. As long as you know, this is the first time also for me." said Rifki calmly as he removed the cloth still attached to the body of his lover one by one.

Now, the opportunity to leave is no longer there. There is no door open. Fighting is not fighting is also only free. There will be no result. The result remains the same. She as a woman is not able to fight when things are like this.

If he thrashed, it would make himself much sicker. Yes, because he will definitely be forced. With a heavy heart, he must accept this.

A single tear dripped from both corners of his eyes. All this time he kept himself, but tonight he let go.

Laura wrapped both her hands around Rifki's neck by closing her eyes. He held back the increasingly turbulent taste in his chest. Resisting the pain that really does feel very painful.

"Sorry sorry, but I promise. After this, I will only be yours." said Rifki in a soft voice continued with a kiss and a game.

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Like the moon shining brightly, he was never lonely. The stars always accompany him.

And it was the same with himself, he was trying to fill his emptiness. He is always in the struggle for happiness.

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