Love Always Forever (Tanpamu, How Do I?)

Earnestness

Seeing a loved one happy with another is a situation that makes him tormented in silence. Just being able to see her smile from afar was more than enough. Never thought it might have been the way in his romance story.

Now it has been almost a year Rifki can only look away from the girl he loves. During that time he always complained to himself why it was so difficult to erase his love for Fany. How not difficult if almost every day he still looks at the face of the girl.

"Rif, aren't you busy?" said someone awakened his daydream.

Rifki turned her head and stood the sweet girl beside her. Laura was smiling and looking at her.

"No. What's the matter Ra?" riffi said with a smile.

"What's up? This is a task from our teacher! Because we're a team ya gua want us to work together dong!" said Laura.

"Where? Sit down first lo.." said Rifki asked for a tablet PC held by Laura. Laura gives him her tablet PC and sits next to Rifki.

"We work here?" laura asked.

"Emm we work in the park aja yuk.." said Rifki looked at Laura for a moment.

"Can." Laura said with pleasure.

"Look.." said Rifki standing up.

Rifki also walked along with Laura to the campus park. Arriving at the park, Rifki sat on the green grass by enjoying the breeze. Laura sat down next to him and put her bag on his lap. Rifki and Laura also began to do the task with occasional punctuated by their laughter.

An hour had passed, and their work was done. Rifki and Laura tidied up the books and stationery scattered over the green grass.

A second later, Rifki laid her body on the grass. He looked at the blue sky that looked so bright.

"The cave goes for a while, yes, do not go anywhere you just wait for the cave to return" said Laura who without waiting for an answer immediately rushed to go somewhere.

Rifki closed her eyes for a moment.

"Rif, wake! Do you sleep?" laura patted Rifki's arm slowly.

"The cave does not sleep, the glare is why the cave brushes" said Rifki with his eyes open.

"The two bawain drink this, drink it first." Laura gave Rifki a bottle of water.

Rifki looked at Laura for a moment and then got up and sat down. He received the cold drink bottle.

"Thank you Ra." said Rifki with a smile.

"Yes" said Laura who then drank the drink she held.

A few minutes passed in silence. Nobody starts the conversation anymore. Their minds were busy themselves no matter what.

"Bec... You never like someone but that person is more choosy than you?" rifki said calmly without looking at Laura.

"Lo's in that position again?" laura looked at him.

"No need to go back, the cave asks the same lo" said Rifki by staring at Laura's face.

Unexpectedly, Laura smiled sweetly and then chuckled amusedly.

"Yes yes gua tau lo certainly again in this position" said Laura who made Rifki anxious.

"Ra.." said Rifki staring at Laura.

"Cave ever. It hurts so much. Every day his shadow appeared. Caves of several years can not move on. Even until now the cave is still hesitant to love men. But finally the cave opens a new sheet in the cave life to focus on the lecture and lupain him by busying himself" said Laura with a smile.

"Gua thought you had a boyfriend, it turns out singles too. Beautiful singles." said Rifki with a smile. Rifki's words involuntarily irritated Laura and slapped her arm.

"The two are single! But quality singles. There is a real love to the cave, but the cave refused first for a while because it wants to focus on college" said Laura calmly.

"Aren't there any guys who are lyricist here?" ask Rifki.

"There was. But the cave is still unsure." Laura said with a smile.

"Why not sure?" Rifki.

"Fear of being wrong again. After all if there is a guy who likes the cave with sincerity, will definitely try somehow to make a cave dapetin right.." said Laura with a smile and averted his eyes. He looked up at the blue sky.

Rifki stared at Laura's smooth face that was blown by the wind. Shortly thereafter, he woke himself up.

"Emmm... Ra.." said Rifki stopped. It was clear from his face that he was thinking about something.

"Yes" said Laura, tilting her head and looking at Rifki.

"Gua wants to ask for help lo.." said Rifki stopped again.

"What?" asked Laura in surprise.

"You can do it, you want to accept the cave as your girlfriend?" rifki said, looking into Laura's eyes.

"Haha... Ngaco ya lo!" laura laughed, covering her mouth with her hands.

Rifki held onto Laura's wrist and lowered it. Laura stopped laughing.

"Bec... Cave seriously.." said Rifki.

Laura widened her eyes, she could say nothing more. He didn't expect Rifki to talk like that. He admitted that he had a taste in him. He admires the Rifki. But he was afraid that the feeling in his heart would only remain his taste. He was afraid of a feeling in his heart that would never be possible.

"Lo?" said Laura.

"Yes. Serious cave." said Rifki.

"Are you sure you can bales the cave feeling?" laura said briefly but the effect was amazing.

"Cos sure. You can make the cave fall in love. Again." said Rifki with a smile.

"Why do caves have to sacrifice their own cave feelings for something that ultimately does not make the cave happy?" laura said calmly.

"Work promise. The cave will be as serious as you." said Rifki.

"But how is your heart? Can your heart make a compromise?" laura said with a smile as she pointed at Rifki's chest.

"Give the cave a chance. The cave will try to make you." said Rifki confidently.

"If the cave wants to, what does that mean for a stupid girl cave?" laura said unconsciously that her eyelids were bristling.

"No Ra. No." said Rifki.

"What is a Rif? The cave is stupid that nerima lo cave! The cave likes you! But why do caves also make you fall in love with caves? Gua knows someone's love story is not always in line with expectations, but why should the cave be like this again?" said Laura with her face flushed red because it held her emotions and also held the hot sun.

"Lo calm. The cave will prove that the cave can be." said Rifki by holding Laura's fingers.

Laura looked at her fingers that were in Rifki's grasp. He just looked at her silently.

"OKAY. Ye... Look at it later..." Rifki said with a smile.

"Hem... Ye? Me?" said Laura innocently.

"Yes dong! Lo grotto mulu time is not good to be horrified.." said Rifki with a pair of sour faces.

"All right..." Laura said with a smile.

"Yes, we go to class yuk, it's hot for a long time here" said Rifki invites Laura.

"Tomorrow." said Laura who then packed her bag and prepared to stand up.

Rifki reached out her hand to help Laura stand up. Laura grabbed him and stood up smiling. Laura hoped that her feelings would not be ruined again and again by a man.

Arriving at the campus corridor, Rifki and Laura cross paths with Zahra, Airin, and Fany. The cheerful-looking Fany was joking with laughter with her two best friends. I don't know, it still feels tight in the chest.

Rifki tried to keep the heart for the girl who was beside him. Seen, Fany looked at him with her flat gaze for a moment then smiled in response to her best friend back.

Fany was busy with his thoughts, he did not really understand who the girl who was in the Rifki's gang was. All he thought about was how it was possible for the man to now appear with the girl who was his classmate.

The appearance of the girl with the man who always harassed her was a happiness for Fany. He really hopes that Rifki really loves that girl. Not just toying and not making it as a mere impingement.

"Fany, will there be an event? We watch together yuk.." said Airin excited after telling the Korean drama that will air soon.

"There's no show. The cave wants to, where's it going?" fany said with a smile.

"In Airin's apartment. While introducing his new apartment he dong.." said Zahra with a smile.

"Oh yeah, great idea! The cave agrees." said Fany with enthusiasm.

"But don't make a troublemaker!" airin said wryly.

"It can be set" said Zahra patting both Airin's shoulders.

The three beautiful girls also joked cheerfully like a child playing. Until the time they have to follow their respective classes.

After each lecture, Fany drove his car to follow the car in front of him driven by Airin and Zahra. They also headed to Airin's new apartment which was apparently quite far from the campus.

Like most teenagers, the three girls had free fun as if there were no burdens in their lives. But in reality, their hearts were in a state of stress.

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At nightfall, Fany sat in her study chair staring at her laptop screen in focus. He did a little work that he hadn't finished. Unknowingly he had ignored his phone that displayed some notifications.

Moments later, he heard three knocks on the door of his room. He did not answer yet, the door was open and Mama Vina went inside to approach her daughter.

"It's still busy, son?" ask Mama Vina.

"No, no ma... I finished this. What's the matter ma?" fany said by closing his notebook with his laptop.

"Yes let's go down, there are guests" said Mama Vina with a smile.

"Guests? Who's ma?" fany said curiously.

"There we are, so let's go down" said Mama Vina.

"Should I change my clothes? Gini sleepwear period." said Fany by paying attention to his appearance who was wearing a suit and shorts.

"It's okay. Let's spit." said Mama Vina by walking first.

Fany followed Mama while tidying up her long hair that from then on only the origin of the ass looked irregular. Fany was led by her mother to the living room.

How surprised he was when he went inside, there was Ardhi. But Ardhi is not alone. Ardhi sat down and beside him were his parents.

"Hey Fany... Oh my goodness, how are you, baby? You are big now... The more beautiful you want." said Aunt Anisa while standing up from her seat then approached Fany and hugged her.

"Emm Aunty can do it, good news. Aunt how are you? When did you get home and suddenly it's here?" fany said after they finished hugging.

"Well, too, news. I have arrived here" said Aunt Anisa kindly.

"Oh that... Come Aunty sit down again." said Fany welcome. Fany shakes Om Arya's hand politely.

After shaking hands with Mr. Arya, Fany also shook hands with Ardhi who was sitting staring at him. Unexpectedly, Ardhi did not want to let go of Fany's hand but instead he held her to sit next to him.

"Sit's sitting there" said Fany's father with a smile.

Fany smiled, nodding wrongly to herself.

"Let's say, prove that you are a papa child." said Mr. Arya talking to Ardhi with a smile. Ardhi smiled as well by nodding his head.

"So because Fany is already here, and I also brought with me papa mama intends to ask permission from Om and Aunty. I feel like our relationship is serious and I want to give a reassurance for Fany and for the family. I want to get engaged to princess Om and Auntie." Ardhi said calmly as if echoing in Fany's ears endless.

"You are like your father... Brave. And for that request, Om himself is happy with your good intentions. You know you're a good boy. So, Om will let you. But, let's see Fany. Because it all depends on him. How's Fany? You want to get engaged to Ardhi?" said Mr. Farhan smiled as he looked at his daughter who was holding back his nervousness.

"Ep... That really?" said Fany by looking at Ardhi's face beside her.

Ardhi looked at her with a sweet smile and nodded. Fany frowned in surprise. He was confused what to say. She's nervous. How not to be nervous, all eyes are now only on him.

"Where is my mom?" fany said looking at his mother.

"Make it up to you, baby. Whatever you decide, Mama will support you. Your happiness is Mama's happiness too." said Mama Vina calmly.

"alright. With the permission of my mom, I want to get engaged to you. But, there is one desire from my om tan... I beg her awareness when talking about marriage. Because maybe everyone also knows if I still have to finish college" said Fany calmly as possible.

"Dear, it's okay, no problem. We as parents will not force you or force him to get married. We just want you guys to get engaged and bonded. And about marriage, we leave it to you both." said Aunt Anisa with a smile.

"So what if the engagement's in two weeks?" said Mr. Arya with Mr. Farhan.

"It doesn't really matter, but isn't it too soon?" said mr. Farhan.

"It seems faster will be better" said Mr. Arya excited.

"Alright, we agree." said Mr. Farhan with a smile.

I don't know what Fany was thinking. For a few days he had not met his lover but now he still did not expect if Ardhi was that brave. The man really made him endlessly thank God for the happiness he felt.

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