Love Always Forever (Tanpamu, How Do I?)

Not Hate part²

In between your cries, is there boredom?

Or maybe hate?

And could it be that there is an intention to end?

Unfortunately, no.

The taste in every heart cannot be the same.

Many are trying to replace...

But, the memories will never disappear.

Try once again, survive and fight.

God never changes anything for the worse...

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The clock has shown at 19:20 WIB and the night has arrived. Outside door , Ardhi was already knocking on the door asking to enter. But , Fany was bathing so that he did not care at the knock of the door and besides did not forget he had to lock the door so that the man did not carelessly enter.

While outside , Ardhi is still waiting by sitting on the floor leaning against the door while sending a message to Bima that he will not enter the office tomorrow. He plans something tomorrow. So he asked Bima for help to take care of the office for a while.

Soon, the door suddenly opened and shocked Ardhi who was still leaning. Fany looked at Ardhi with no expression.

"What a intention well." said Ardhi while standing.

"What the hell? What's here too?" said Fany who then passed and went down the stairs to go down. Ardhi followed behind him.

"Where are you going?" said Ardhi asking who looked at Fany opened the main door to get out.

"Back home!" said Fany which made Ardhi shocked.

'Home? No way!' said Ardhi in his heart while following Fany who stepped towards the car.

Ardhi stood in the doorway and watched Fany open the back door of his car. Seen he put out a shopping plastic. I don't know if it's anything but it looks pretty heavy.

"You need help saying, don't need prestige. Eating prestige ntar miserable himself." said Ardhi as he grabbed the groceries and brought him inside.

Ardhi left Fany who was looking at him upset because his words just now seemed to make the lion sleep in him disturbed.

Inside, Ardhi brought the groceries and placed them on the table. Then he turned around again walking out looking for Fany. Outside, Fany was sitting in the back seat with the door open. Fany seemed to be drinking her favorite uht milk that she had bought earlier.

Knowing the arrival of Ardhi , Fany again showed a flat expression while occasionally drinking.

"Let's go baby, let's go in. Why are you still here?" ardhi said by grabbing Fany's first fingers.

"Find the wind" said Fany with origin.

"Now not a coward anymore?" ardhi.

Actually, Fany's starting to get scared here. Whether it was fear of the situation or even fearing this man before him. Because this man could have done something stupid to him, yes because no one here would know.

"I'm scared as long as you're here. So you better go home" Fany said by getting out of the car. He closed the door and stepped inside the villa.

Again Ardhi must hold back his emotions that are always on the fishing line. Ardhi rubbed his face rough until his hair looked messy. And it made it clear how frustrated he was to face his girl.

Fany looked at Ardhi who had just entered. Then a second later he woke up and shook his head. He could always fall in the charm of the man who was making him rise in blood. So sucks!

"How should I let you excuse me? I don't have to say anything about you just to make you believe in me?" said Ardhi while looking at the face of Fany who was leaning on the sofa.

"And if you macem with me, I will never forgive you and will never see you again" said Fany calmly as she looked at Ardhi's face.

The two eyes that met each other made it difficult for them to decide.

"Urus was once your ex" said Fany, who then turned her eyes to stare at the phone screen on the table that rang.

"Hello ma.." said Fany answered the incoming call from Mama Vina.

"Where are you, baby, not at home?" ask Mama Vina.

"Ohh ... Mama has come home? I was in villa Ma. I want to stay in the villa." said Fany calmly without caring for Ardhi who was staring at him.

"Well, why are you there? Who are you all the same?" mama Vina said in surprise.

"Again aja ma , here there is Airin same Zahra also really. I'm so calm mama I'm fine here and tomorrow we're home" said Fany calmly so as not to sound lying.

"Emm yes that's it. Be careful there. Take good care of yourself. Tell Mama if there's something." said Mama Vina.

"Yes ma, okay... Mama took a break." said Fany, who then ended the call.

"Who's lying?" ardhi.

"Why? I had to lie. I can't go home in this mood." said Fany flatly because he was uncomfortable with lying to his parents.

"Yes, I know, because of me. But I'm serious, I don't have any intentions with Yuna. I never even knew if he wanted to go to Indonesia" Ardhi said by grabbing Fany's fingers and holding it.

"He came all the way from Tokyo, and you were in vain? You don't like him?" fany tried to lure him.

"God baby, what are you talking about? I don't hate him. But I don't want him to come into my life which is now clearly you" Ardhi said.

"I won't make a difference to you if you still want to be with him. I see, he's okay also fighting alone to meet you. And if I were in her position, I would have been devastated." said Fany calmly but made Ardhi look at her annoyed.

Maybe the girl he's about to marry is talking like that. How could?

"I'm the same as him. And I hugged him sincerely for the last time after I told him I was getting married soon. I can't have you or her. One of them will be sick. And I make sure you're not the one who's sick. I have no intention of the same him. Nothing" said Ardhi clearly and with a very close distance.

"But I'm scared. Are you sure he'll stay fine without bothering us?" said Fany.

"I'll get him home soon. And do not be afraid anymore because there is nothing you need to fear." said Ardhi with a smile while stroking Fany bangs that cover part of his forehead.

Want it to feel he touched, when he saw Fany who just fell silent. Ardhi completely brushed aside the distance between them until there was nothing left. Maybe the devil has tried to master it.

"Inget what did I say? Watch out for macem-macem! Go no!" said Fany by banging Ardhi's chest which is now locking it.

"No dear macem-macem, just kayak usually aja" said Ardhi with a smile.

Again the smile always makes his concentration messy.

"Honey.." said Ardhi with his distinctive voice.

"No way!" said Fany while closing her lips with her two palms firmly.

Ardhi took a deep breath and exhaled his coarse breath.

"I'm sorry I miss. Just a moment." said Ardhi by looking at Fany's two eyes that looked panicked.

"Seek that kiss your ex!" said Fany who then hit Ardhi's arm with his elbow and fled.

Ardhi could not believe that his future wife was that strong. He stroked his arm which was quite painful while looking at Fany who was running towards the kitchen. He catches up with her, he won't let the girl get away with it easily.

"Strong to you too. I think I should be more careful now" said Ardhi who was standing in the doorway.

"God! What anyway? Don't follow me mulu! Not tired of what!" fany said with annoyance while looking at him. Honestly speaking, he was actually afraid that Ardhi would actually reply to him. Because he hit him hard.

"Sick tauk! No intention of apologizing?" ardhi said as he walked closer to Fany.

"Nothing! Who told you to kayak that." said Fany.

"I'm a lager I'm going to cook first. Don't bother me if I don't know who I'm eating!" fany said loudly for a second then he widened his eyes and closed his mouth tightly.

'Crazy ones! Bego lu, why can you talk like that! His brain is perverted, surely he thinks pervert! Ah , find me dead!' fany said in his heart, condemning his stupidity.

"What's? You want to eat me? Oh my goodness, baby, I want to. Come... Where do you want to eat me?" said Ardhi whispered with holding back his smile while bringing his ears closer.

"No-no! Go there don't bother!" fany said while shaking his head while still closing his mouth.

"Ah dear, I'm also a laper tauk. Yes already if that's so we eat together ya." said Ardhi by wrapping his hands around Fany's waist and then pecking his cheeks.

A second later, Ardhi ran out of the kitchen to avoid her girl who might be going berserk because of her actions.

But , Fany was fixated for a while. He looked really stressed to face the man. Not yet he officially in his marriage , it feels very tired to face him. And that doesn't include the bed.

"God my brain was badly damaged! Argh!" said Fany who almost shouted.

Ardhi could still hear Fany's scream, but he only chuckled while massaging his arm slowly which still hurt. Then he got out to get something out of the car.

Not half an hour later, Fany finished cooking. Then he stepped into the kitchen door to see what Ardhi was doing. The man looked like he was staring at his laptop screen.

"I've said that from earlier, if you're busy just go home there take care of your work anymore and I also didn't tell you to come here" said Fany who came because he intended to take his phone.

"I work a lot but can take care of Bima. But... No one will be able to replace the work I made you take care of here." said Ardhi with a satisfied smile.

"Whatever!" fany said, which then passed.

Ardhi looked back at the laptop screen with a smile.

"Not eat? If not, eat it yourself!" said Fany yelling from afar that makes Ardhi immediately approach him and leave his laptop open.

"Eummmm... My wife is cooking pinter too." said Ardhi look at the dinner table that has been prepared food.

"Wife? Which one to how many? That too if so." said Fany casually without caring about Ardhi's gaze.

"We'll eat first, baby... Let it be strong if you want to continue the debate. Okay?" ardhi said patiently. He wondered why it now seemed to be two people who were hostile to each other like this.

The atmosphere of the two humans' dinner was truly very quiet. Only the spoon talks to the plate. Actually, Ardhi was very grateful. Because even though the girl was upset at him, the attention he had in his mind was not lost.

Ardhi smiled looking at Fany who was washing dirty dishes from her dinner.

Kitchen business is over. Fany walked out.

"Darling, what are you going to do?" ardhi said as he aligned his steps.

"Why? Want to bother me again?" fany said with a glance at Ardhi's face.

"Aren't you tired of how angry you've been?" ardhi.

"No! I want to watch, don't bother me. Do your job there." said Fany who then went to his room on the second floor.

"Why am I staying? Dear.." said Ardhi while staring at Fany who was climbing the stairs.

Fany did not want to look again and continued to step into the room. Ardhi sits on the sofa. He opened the laptop and looked for something for the sake of the plan he put together tomorrow.

And in room ', Fany was drifting off to her favorite Korean drama that she was watching. Until he doesn't realize the next episode will start again. That means that he has more than an hour staring at the screen of his laptop.

Just now he was thankful that his life was quiet, a second later he heard his door being knocked repeatedly. Fany came closer to the door.

"Well?" said Fany.

"Open the door, dear." said Ardhi outside.

"You sleep next door or whatever you want to use which room is important don't bother me" said Fany a little scream that made Ardhi smile.

"Yes I know. But open the door for a second, hp you missed in the kitchen." Said Ardhi calmly.

'Oh yes, why can you forget the heck ah-anything!' fany said in his heart. He was upset that he failed to lock himself away from the man.

Fany turned the key and opened the door a little.

"Where's hpku?" fany said as he raised his hand.

Ardhi smiled at the girl's behavior. Open the door a little and just show her side of the face. It was so adorable for him.

"It's like that?" ardhi said calmly.

"No need to talk, cepetan mana hpku" said Fany impatiently.

Enough with one hand, the door managed to push until it was wide open. The unprepared Fany, obviously overwhelmed. He just looked at Ardhi with a look of killing eyes after Ardhi entered the room.

Not only was Fany shocked, Ardhi also looked at her with eyes that could not lie that she was nervous. It was hard for him to swallow his own saliva. Seeing the beautiful scenery in front of his eyes made him blank.

How not , the girl only wears shorts above the knee and tops you can see only. That's what made him not open the door. He was used to sleeping in such clothes because it was comfortable.

Ardhi smiled and closed the door and turned the key around. Not enough to get there, he pulled the key and put it in his pants pocket. And that made Fany widen her eyes confused as to how.

"The key is why.." said Fany who then fell silent.

"Why? Let you not run away. Hp you." said Ardhi casually while smiling sweetly.

"Don't macem-macem! I don't want you here! Get out now, spout!" Said Fany by banging Ardhi's arm.

"I won't do anything, baby. Seriously. Don't be angry mulu" said Ardhi while blocking both wrists Fany.

"But I want to be alone. I don't need you here." said Fany.

"Darling... Please, I'm sorry about everything. You haven't apologized to me before." said Ardhi calmly.

"What's the point I'm sorry you said tomorrow-tomorrow like that again? I'm not always by your side every second so I never know what's going to happen" Fany said.

"Gosh, I'm only doing this once. Yesterday I never did that. If you still don't believe, okay. I'll show you everything and I'll marry you as soon as possible. Let you be sure that the contents in my heart are only you praying. I'll take care of all the preparations and we'll be married in two weeks." said Ardhi calmly without hesitation who made Fany look at him in shock.

"Crazy you? I haven't passed the tauk!" fany said he didn't accept it.

"I don't care. Even if we marry now you still can go to college too, right? Trus what's the problem I have to wait until you graduate but you always have doubts about my loyalty?" said Ardhi who makes Fany can not dodge anymore.

"Yes. I'm sorryin. Now get out of my room." said Fany, releasing her hand and turning to the door.

Only then did he turn around, his body raised. Ardhi held her in his arms which made Fany hysterical. But it was useless that he shouted, only God heard him.

"What else?" asked Fany by looking at Ardhi's face on it.

Slowly, Ardhi got on the bed and put Fany to bed in the middle.

"Don't cause any more trouble. Let's go to bed. You can kill me if I macem with you" said Ardhi by lying next to Fany who then hugged him.

"Can you really?" ask Fany innocently.

"Can. But after this." said Ardhi who then quickly kissed Fany's lips without giving him a chance to escape again.

Sweet kisses on him as if opium. Smooth cheeks and his favorite forehead always pull it. He also held his favorite girl until they unconsciously slept.

That night was not the first time she slept together. But it has been a few times and the great man is truly amazing. He gave comfort to the sleeping girl sleeping peacefully.

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