Love Always Forever (Tanpamu, How Do I?)
Break#3
Hope is just hope. He didn't want this to happen.
There was no other way, the man ended up looking for wind oil to resuscitate the girl.
Returning to room & room , the girl still closed her eyes. Ardhi came up to him and sat down on the edge of the bed.
"Yuna... Wake up, please wake up." said Ardhi while trying to give the scent of wind oil in front of Yuna's nose.
Not long after, Yuna finally woke up. The girl blinked her eyes. His gaze was blurry as he saw someone before him.
"Yuna, thank God you are conscious" Ardhi said with a smile of relief.
"Where is this?" ask Yuna.
"We're at the hotel." said Ardhi calmly.
"The hotel? Why can?" yuna said in shock and tried to get up to sit down.
"So when we were on the beach you were crying mulu right, maybe that's why you fainted. I'm confused where to take you. Yes, so I went to this hotel just the nearest place" Ardhi explained.
"I fainted? Up her side?" yuna said as she rubbed her face.
"You drink first." said Ardhi by giving a bottle of mineral water.
"Yes thank you. You are so good with me. I also did not think that I was wearing all fainting." said Yuna who then drank a few sips.
"You're exhausted. You're too bodo'amat your condition. He passed out." said Ardhi.
"Yes, I don't care about my own situation. This is still malem, right? Do we want to stay here or what?" ask Yuna.
"The hotel distance to your house takes hours and now it's night. You know what the night air is like here. Are you sure your body isn't strong if we continue on our way home?" ardhi said casually.
"Actually my head is still dizzy. But.." said Yuna and hung her words.
"But why?" ardhi said astonished.
"It's nothing. Where will you sleep?" yuna said with a plain look.
"I? Oh calm down, I sleep where I can." said Ardhi calmly.
"Yes deh." said Yuna calmly as possible considering tonight he will spend the night with a man who still has his own place in the bottom of his heart.
"Because you're not feeling well anymore, we're just eating here. What do you want to eat? Let me stop now." said Ardhi.
"It's up to you" said Yuna.
"Yes, I have eaten food. You just rest first yes, I want to take a shower for a while." said Ardhi.
"Have you not taken a shower?" yuna said.
"Not yet, it was ngurusin you to quickly realize" said Ardhi.
"Oh that's it, yeah. You take a shower." said Yuna.
"Yes, briefly doang kok not long" said Ardhi who then went out of the room and prepared to take a shower. Ardhi also brought a change of clothes into the bathroom.
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"Why not tell me the news? Here's someone else trying to do it." said Fany with an annoyed heart.
Fany seemed to feel uneasy and her heart was not calm. He also tried to contact the whatsApp number of the man he was missing.
Calls just ignored. Two to three times he tried to call, but still ignored.
"Silent. Don't emotion. Let it go first." said Fany by putting his phone in bed.
Fany came out of room & went down into the dining room. He opened the fridge and cut out the chocolate cake he had just bought this afternoon.
With her left hand carrying the cake and her right hand holding a bottle of cold mineral water, Fany set foot into the living room to watch television.
The eyes do continue to look at the television screen that occasionally sees the cake and scoops it to eat. But the attention to the flow of drama on television is getting messy.
The heart is also the feeling that makes it fall apart. As calm as possible enjoy life, try to be indifferent. But the fact is, the mind stays everywhere.
Fany breathed out a rough breath.
"Biarin. I'm sure and I believe he's a good man. May he come home soon." said Fany with a smile to calm his own heart.
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Yuna heard the bell ring, maybe it was the hotel staff delivering the food order.
Ardhi has not yet come out of the bathroom, so Yuna finally got up and went to the door to pick it up. Some food boxes Yuna brought inside.
Yuna put the food on the table and sat down on the sofa. On the table also lies Ardhi's cell phone. Actually, there was a curiosity and eagerness he tried to open the phone. However, he was afraid that Ardhi would find out. After all, it's someone else's privacy.
"Eh, have you come to the food? In open dong continue to be eaten not just dilihatiin." said Ardhi casually while drying his wet hair with a small towel.
For a moment, Yuna felt stunned by the man's good looks. How not , appeared suddenly with a fresh face. Perfect. A word he could only say in his heart to the man.
"Yes. Just came." said Yuna by staring at the food box again. His heart was beating so fast.
Ardhi sat next to Yuna and then he turned on the television. Beside her, Yuna poured the drink on two glasses. Then he drank it first. Because suddenly his throat was very dry.
"Oh yes, you're still dizzy? Eating a lot of the same drink enough mineral water to heal quickly ya." said Ardhi calmly while occasionally staring at Yuna and also opened the food on the table.
"Yes. How do you care about gini to me? Tumben." said Yuna who also occasionally glanced at Ardhi's face.
"Emang why? You don't like it?" said Ardhi casually and focused on looking at Yuna who is now managing her feelings.
"It's not like that, like you'll make it hard for me to sleep well" said Yuna who continued to act normal and began to take sushi for her to eat.
"Why is that?" ardhi asked and also started eating.
"Well, who the hell can be ordinary if I believe this story? Your attention, your attitude, and the look of your eyes are very difficult to ignore so just ignore." said Yuna who was honest.
"Now, right?" said Ardhi who is now even smiling.
"That's bummer!" yuna said, focusing on food.
"Udah, eat first" said Ardhi casually.
Yuna continued eating with a feeling that somehow felt very chaotic. That feeling he really could not compromise with. How else would you like? He still loves and loves that man.
Human hope is sometimes not in accordance with the destiny that God has outlined. And again back to the point where he had to accept his life.
Ardhi also grabbed his phone. Also, he wants to open the smartlock, the phone turns off suddenly because it runs out of battery. Ardhi stood up and looked for a charger to charge his phone. After that, he again sat next to Yuna.
"What on earth?" ardhi said with a glance at Yuna for a moment.
"What?" yuna said confused by what Ardhi meant.
"That's it, how are we going tomorrow morning? Do I want to go home or do I want to go home alone?" ardhi said calmly.
"It's a pity, when I stayed last night" said Yuna who then sipped mineral water from the glass.
"Much less? Less what else?" ardhi said with a look at him.
"Why is that? Want to give me my will?" yuna looked at him too.
Ardhi smiling.
"Now. But don't be weird." said Ardhi calmly as he leaned on the sofa and watched television.
"Really?" yuna asked because she was unsure.
What's with this guy next to her? Why is his attitude like this now? It was as if they were now lovers who loved each other.
The look in the man's eyes was very moving, as well as his soft voice that sounded like verse. Not to forget, his smile can also be said to be a death smile.
Tonight is a night that will never be forgotten for Yuna. A thing as beautiful as this, maybe he will remember until the time he closed the age.
"Udah full. You just end it let the spit out to heal." said Ardhi calmly.
"I'm healed. I'm not dizzy anymore" said Yuna while cleaning up the leftovers on the table so that neatly does not fall apart.
"Seriously?" said Ardhi who directly touched Yuna's forehead. Check if the temperature is normal or not.
"I'm healed" said Yuna while looking at him with a funny facial expression.
"Yes, I believe it. Yes, it's not too bad yet. What did you want?" ardhi.
"What?" yuna was still confused.
"Around here is a park, right? Wanna there?" tanya Ardhi who also gave advice.
"Bole tuh. We go there now." Yuna said with a happy smile.
"Yes let's go there" said Ardhi with a smile.
"I get ready for a while" said Yuna who then went into the room.
Ardhi smiled seeing the girl happy. He hoped that after this night ended, the girl would calm down the next morning when she parted with him. And he wanted to see the girl smile when he came home.
"Come on. I'm ready." said Yuna, awakening Ardhi from her daydream.
"Yes, okay we leave" said Ardhi who then turned off the television and immediately grabbed the jacket.
Without further ado, Ardhi and Yuna set out. Both of them took the elevator down to the ground floor.
"Eh, I forgot to bring my phone" Ardhi said as soon as they got outside the hotel.
"And you were new in the cas" said Yuna.
"Oh yes. Let it be , at least not yet full" said Ardhi and now they continue the journey.
Outside the night air it feels cooler. Ardhi was wearing his jacket. However, a second later he glanced at Yuna who was only wearing a dress. Dress that does not seem too thick.
I don't know, the feeling of a man who was sensitive to the situation was finally moved. Ardhi stopped stepping and took off his jacket and put his jacket on Yuna's body.
"No need. I'm okay anyway. You are the one who uses it." said Yuna while trying to refuse.
"I know you need it more than I do. Do not refuse, you have to wear a jacket so as not to hurt anymore" said Ardhi calmly and ended with a smile.
"I'm really okay" said Yuna who seemed resigned to wearing a jacket by the man in front of her.
"Well, it's not cold. Don't be stubborn" said Ardhi by patting Yuna's shoulder gently. "Let's walk again" said Ardhi as he grasped Yuna's fingers and invited her back to the road.
Instantly, Yuna fell silent and lowered her face staring at that grasp.
"Why? Let's go." said Ardhi.
"Yes come on." said Yuna who finally started smiling.
Tonight is beautiful. The moon and stars so brightly shone coloring the vastness of the sky that looked dim.
The shadow of the girl who was almost ignored by him. How's things going? Is he okay? Does he miss her?
Ardhi is very sure, his fiancee must be waiting for news from him. After all, the girl he was leaving behind was the girl he was fighting for right now. Yes, now and forever.
"When was the last time you visited Tokyo?" yuna asked the one who successfully broke the contents of Ardhi's brain.
"I? Emm has been a long time. Why?" ardhi said calmly.
"That's it, you can forget something. You are a smart person." Yuna said with a smile.
"I don't know what else to do. What's clear is that I'm in Jakarta too much work" Ardhi said casually.
"By the way, do you love your current girl?" yuna said.
"Why?" ardhi said with a glance at it.
"It's okay, she's a lucky girl who can get a guy like you" said Yuna.
"Yes thats. I am the one who should be grateful." said Ardhi with a smile.
"Why?" yuna said.
"She's a girl who's almost near perfect" Ardhi said.
"Congratulations" Yuna said with a sweet smile.
"Don't give it up. You know because it is not time to meet your true love. Tomorrow if you meet, believe me. You will definitely be needed like a queen." said Ardhi with a smile.
"I'll wait for those most beautiful moments" Yuna said with a calm smile.
"Trust me the same." said Ardhi by embracing Yuna's shoulder with a smile.
In 'heart, Yuna really felt that happy.
'This is your embrace. Suppose that... Ah already. Can't cry. Can't do. Yuna, you should be able to.' Yuna said inwardly.
"I have to believe and I have to" Yuna said with a smile and looked confident.
"Well, that's dong" said Ardhi with a smile.
Yuna looked happy to enjoy the footsteps carving those memories. Both walk through the park which is now not too crowded visitors.
"I want to buy snacks" said Yuna.
"You what?" asked Ardhi while glancing at the left right.
"What yes? Ice cream." said Yuna.
"Hey, aren't you cold?" ardhi.
"Well, too long. It's not cold to be calm. You want?" yuna said.
"Hem... If I'm okay." said Ardhi.
"OK us there. Over there is ice cream." Yuna said with enthusiasm.
"What do you want?" ask Ardhi.
"Dear there is a dear?" yuna's words made Ardhi look straight at her.
"There" said Ardhi with a smile.
"Where?" yuna said.
"Yuna... We buy now. I paid for it. What do you want to taste?" ardhi said calmly.
"Chocolate" said Yuna.
"Yes, you've sat here for a while and rested. Let me buy it." said Ardhi.
"OK." Yuna said with a smile.
The girl looked at Ardhi who was buying ice cream in the shop not far in front of her.
The heart cannot lie. Feelings that are created for too long are not easy to ignore. But honestly, it feels so claustrophobic behind her sweet smile tonight.
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