Love Always Forever (Tanpamu, How Do I?)
Misunderstand
The car is traveling at medium speed. Nobody starts the conversation. Slender. The atmosphere is really awkward. The silent Fany did not dare to speak. Ardhi was busy arranging his heart to calm down.
Minutes by minutes passed. Boring indeed. Fany looked at Ardhi. But what he lyrics is focusing on driving a car with a flat face. Fany's heart was screaming. He could not survive in such a situation for too long.
Fany was increasingly agitated when he felt his journey was far enough but not even up. The busy afternoon he did not know where.
"Where are we going?" said Fany carefully while glancing at Ardhi who was focusing on driving.
"We walk for a while" said Ardhi without taking his eyes off the streets.
Fany was silent for a while because he was confused about having to say what else. He was afraid because he knew Ardhi was not doing well.
"I have nothing to do with him" Fany said, venturing into words. It took me a while to get an answer.
"Are you sure and can be sure that he will be fine without disturbing our relationship?" ardhi said calmly.
One sentence that said it made Fany silent for a while. He doesn't understand what to explain. Especially about the email, he did not understand what the content of the email was.
The car stops and Fany realizes where she has been taken.
"I know you're angry. But I don't play with anyone. Including him earlier." said Fany by staring at Ardhi who was releasing his seatbelt.
"I know who he is" Ardhi said with a smile.
That smile is not a happy smile. That smile was terrible for him. Ardhi got out of the car and walked around the car opening the car door for Fany.
"Anterin I went home" Fany said with a flat face.
"We just arrived" said Ardhi patiently.
"I don't want to go down, I want to go home!" said Fany still with her flat face.
"Beauty soon" said Ardhi, releasing Fany's seat belt.
"Why are you here?" fany is still in the car.
"Awhile it's not long." said Ardhi pulled softly Fany's wrist and invited him down.
Just a few steps after entering the villa, Fany immediately felt an uncomfortable air. She was afraid that Ardhi would do something bad to her right then and there.
"Let's go home I don't want to be here" said Fany trying to release his hand from Ardhi's grasp.
"You must not make my patience run out" said Ardhi who was looking at him with eyes that are difficult to understand.
"If you want to be angry, just get angry. It's free that you're angry with me, I don't know anything. As for her email, I don't know. And what you saw was nothing. I never knew I'd see him again" Fany said boldly. He tried his hardest not to drop his tears.
"I'm not angry. I just can't calm down as long as he's around you" Ardhi said, looking at him calmly.
"He is my ex. But I have no feelings for him. I have been trying to avoid it before. But I never knew he was in the same college. How else do I have to be? I should what?" fany said with an intense look at Ardhi's eyes. It was clear that both of Fany's eyes seemed to have a puddle.
"I don't want to see you close with him. I know he'll keep chasing you until he gets it. He's not asking to be a friend who's really just a friend" Ardhi said by stroking Fany's long hair.
Fany was silent for a while. Then he took a breath and exhaled violently.
"I'm ready if you ask us to be fiancee" said Fany, expressionlessly making Ardhi smile.
"No dear" said Ardhi who made Fany look at him in wonder.
"Why? You doubted me? Oh or even you don't believe me anymore?" said Fany who smiled and subconsciously dropped her tears flowing down her smooth cheeks.
"No. That's not my reason. Not exactly in time. I will propose to you someday. I believe in you. I believe you can take care of it for me not for anyone else" Ardhi said calmly as she wiped the tears on Fany's cheek with her thumb.
"I always take good care of myself. I never intended to leave you. You are more than enough for me. I am so grateful to love and be loved by you. You are the one who makes me always hope that my wait will never be in vain" Fany said with a slight sob.
"sorry. I will not disappoint you who have been patiently waiting for me for years" said Ardhi by peeping Fany's forehead.
"Please don't think badly of me. I have no other meaning. I've never had such a bad mind" Fany said, staring at Ardhi.
"I love you. That's why I'm afraid you're gone. I will do anything to keep you by my side. No one else is in your heart." said Ardhi with a smile.
"Yes I promise there will be no one in my heart but you" said Fany who was calm as she touched Ardhi's chest with her fingers.
The gentle touch of Fany's fingers made her feelings calm. His chest rippled, he looked at Fany deeply and kissed her. He misses moments like this. As if to evaporate the taste of kangen that he craved.
Fany followed the game. Honestly, he also misses the touch of his lover.
A moment later, Fany pushes Ardhi's chest in hinting for him to finish.
Ardhi understood that and ended his kiss. He kissed Fany's forehead for a moment and looked at her.
"Now you have to focus on finishing your college, after you graduate I will marry you" Ardhi said firmly.
"What about engagement?" said Fany.
"You'll be patient, I'll think about that and find the right time." Ardhi said with a smile and pulled Fany's body into his arms.
Fany closed her eyes for a moment in that embrace. A hug that makes him feel comfortable and calm. It was no longer a compulsion that he felt. Fany now really believes in her lover. He is a good man who can take care of him perfectly.
Fany wrapped her arms around Ardhi's body. Ardhi smiled feeling that. He won't let go of his embrace before Fany asks to let go.
"What are we interested in here?" fany said without changing his position.
"There's something I need to finish" Ardhi said calmly.
"What?" fany said with his head up looking at Ardhi's face.
"You." said Ardhi briefly.
"I already know! You mean besides that?" said Fany.
"You take the file I missed, then I took a nap here keep forgetting" said Ardhi.
"Udah? That aja?" said Fany.
"What else do you want?" said Ardhi with a smile staring at Fany who fluttered himself to hear Ardhi's words.
"Well, what the hell." said Fany.
"Why do you do it again, dear? Come on, I'll take it as long as I can." said Ardhi calmly.
"Wouldn't do anything. Yep... Yes, if so you take your file that missed it. I'm waiting here." said Fany, slowly releasing herself from her lover's arms.
Ardhi exhaled his coarse breath.
"I still miss dear." said Ardhi by pulling back Fany's body and hugged him again tightly.
Fany doesn't know what else to do, he's just quiet enough and harmless. He let Ardhi embrace her without disturbing her. Fany gave her a hug again.
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Day after day passed so quickly. Fany is increasingly busy focusing on the courses she takes. Ardhi was also so, he was busy with the company he led.
But it was different with Rifki. He is still trying to take Fany's heart secretly. He is not desperate even though he knows that Fany already clearly has a lover. He really can't erase his love for that woman.
Fany searches for a book in the library, he seems to pick out a few books. He was alone because both of his friends were in class. He took one book and put the rest back in its place. The thick book of articles about psychology he brought to the table and read it.
In the midst of his concentration on reading, Fany was surprised when he realized that there was a man sitting next to him. Rifki again. Yes, the man again teased him no matter how many times. Fany is upset to have to hold on to his patience continuously because the man did not also resign from his game.
"The Gua is sure you will avoid again. But please this time do not go, the cave does not disturb you. Continue reading." said Rifki who saw Fany closing his book about to leave.
Fany didn't just leave, but she shifted her seat further away from Rifki. He also continued reading.
From afar, it appears Raffa saw the younger brother of Irfan was approached by the man who had been told to him. He walked over to pick up the book and sat down next to Fany. Raffa deliberately sits between Fany and Rifki to make Rifki upset because of his actions.
"Sister Raffa? Is it here too?" said Fany was shocked to find Raffa suddenly sitting next to him.
"Yes, I want to read the book again. Alone, you?" raffa said familiarly.
"Yes my own sister" said Fany with a smile.
"Oh yes, join the cave bentar yuk." said Raffa and Fany was confused.
"Where's sis?" ask Fany.
"So in cariin lo's brother. Yuk.." said Raffa who then blinked one eye.
Fany knows what Raffa means. He closed the book and put it back in its original place. After that, Raffa took Fany out of the room.
It was obvious the annoyance on Rifki's face at that time. He was completely invisible in the eyes of the one he loved for the umpteenth time. He also wondered why Fany could get along easily with other men while with him, close like a friend never.
In the campus corridor, Fany and Raffa go hand in hand which makes other students also look at each other. Raffa invites Fany to walk to the cafeteria and meet her brother.
Up behind Irfan, Raffa patted Irfan on the shoulder and it was a success to make him shocked.
"Nih cave bring gifts" said Raffa with a chuckle seeing Irfan shocked.
"Even this child from earlier said it turns out lo nyariin adek cave? Why did you bring this spoiled child here?" said her sister Fany who pissed her off.
"Absolutely speaking? Said nyariin's sister? What the hell?" said Fany.
"You need to practice lo Fany, sit here first" Ericko said by preparing a chair beside him.
"No! Sana lo, you move there! Fany's sitting here." said Irfan, telling Yodi to move out of the side and then told Fany to sit next to him.
"Ah has also hit the cave" said Yodi while sitting next to Ericko.
"What do you want to eat? Brother who paid me." said Irfan casually.
"Done! Just have a drink." said Fany with a smile.
"Yes, he pesen himself there. Nih.." said Irfan while giving a piece of money a hundred thousand rupiah to Fany.
Fany went to order a drink. It didn't take long, Fany came back with a glass of chocholate drink and he put it on the table.
"The change" said Fany, offering some of the change to Irfan.
"Simpen aja for jajan. When did you get your own car?" irfan said by looking at Fany who was drinking his drink.
"New week, why?" fany said, looking back at her sister.
"Do not bring your own car, where is the driver?" irfan.
"There's. Why bring your own car? No problem" said Fany.
"Yes afraid, girls bring their own car to why on the road how to try." said Irfan with attention.
"Where campus child would you be husband? Tell nganterin dong." asked Raffa with a smile.
"Yes, we also know dong ya.." said Yodi.
"Or even the same campus we are just hiding?" ericko said, which made Fany confused.
"No. He's the CEO of the company." said Irfan cut off when suddenly Fany slapped hard on his brother's arm. "Ouch! Crazy pain!" said Irfan complained of pain while rubbing his arm that feels hot.
Fany looked at her brother. Then smile towards Raffa, Ericko, and Yodi.
"Not to be horrified, he is very good at doang. Hhehehe.." said Fany.
"The cave really knows!" irfan.
"What the hell!" fany Ketus.
"Honest of all? Is it purposely hidden so no one knows if you have a boyfriend? Or even let it look single let's get another girlfriend? Gua said tau tau tau luu.." said Irfan casually.
"What the hell is it! Yes yes, okay. But enough 3 of them this sister who knows. Watch out for others!" fany said with annoyance.
"Yes, we can keep secrets. Come on cave curious who is the guy who managed to win the heart adek pretty lo this.." said Raffa enthusiastically.
"He's the CEO of Pratama Group. You must know who the leader is." said Irfan calmly followed by the sour face Fany.
"Any real one? Seriously?" yodi said with a widening of her eyes.
"For a moment, the cave seems to also work there" said Raffa recalls.
"You guys are really equally lucky dong.." said Ericko.
"You know? Recognize?" fany said with her innocent look.
"He doesn't know, but he knows... Who does not know him. The people of the company are getting ahead of that." said Yodi.
"Emmm that's it." said Fany.
As a result, Fany simply fell silent and let them say what.
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