Love Always Forever (Tanpamu, How Do I?)

Not Toys

Nothing in this world is impossible. Happy people are not always happy. Happy there will certainly be a time where you have to feel the bitterness of the journey of life. It is not impossible that what we dream of will forever be our eternal possession.

Something we can't avoid may always hit us. Even a very big desire sometimes we can not achieve it if it is not our destiny to get it.

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"Fany wait!" said Rifki who suddenly appeared from behind and it was a success to make Fany shocked.

Fany was shocked by the presence of Rifki in front of him after a year he did not say hello. Fany looked to the left.

"Lo.." said Fany calmly.

"Follow me!" rifki said as she pulled Fany's arm.

"Where? Release me!" said Fany who was walking to follow where Rifki would take her.

Rifki stopped her steps when she reached the park. Fany was confused why Rifki suddenly acted like that to her.

Rifki grabbed Fany's right hand and looked at his ring finger.

"Seriously engaged?" rifki said with a look at Fany's face that looked confused.

Fany nodded her head expressionlessly.

"Why?" said Rifki who had let go of Fany's hand. Rifki rubbed her face violently. He sat in a chair beside them standing.

"What's the same?" fany said calmly.

"Originally you know, I can't" said Rifki slowly as if he was desperate.

That instant also Fany's heart seemed to stop. He was suddenly afraid. Fany was speechless.

"Gue was tired of pretending to continue" said Rifki again by looking at Fany's face.

"How are you doing Laura?" fany said without looking.

Rifki stood in front of Fany and looked at him with a glaring look.

"I don't know myself anymore. He loves me the same. But my heart cannot. I have been with him for a long time. But why do I do it like I always have to?" said Rifki who made Fany more afraid.

"What does this have to do with me?" fany to the Point.

"Because lo. It's just that I can't see his love for anyone else." Rifki looked at him deeply.

Fany also lowered her head while her fingers were held by Rifki.

"In my heart, there's still my love clearly. It's not that easy to remove. I still can't believe now you already have someone else" said Rifki.

"And what else do I have to do?" say Fany as calmly as possible.

"Do I still have a chance?" said Rifki who made Fany look at him in wonder.

"A chance for what?" said Fany.

"The opportunity for me to have you again" said Rifki.

"Lo's crazy!" said Fany.

"Gue knows you're engaged. But the fiancee is not married yet. Not completely yours to be someone else's" Rifki said seriously.

"But don't be crazy! There is no chance for us to be together. I can't" said Fany by trying to release his fingers held by Rifki.

"Gue please. I love you so much. You never know how much love I feel for you. We only dated for a few months, but I'm happy. I want to be happy again" Rifki said with a smile.

"There's someone whose heart I have to take care of. I can't mess around anymore" said Fany confidently and with great emphasis, who immediately stepped out of the park. He was afraid that Rifki would force him again.

"Gue knows that. I know you are engaged. But that doesn't mean I can stop that." said Rifki while looking at Fany who walked quickly and then disappeared from his sight.

Rifki reached into his pants pocket right left looking for his phone but nothing. He dropped the bag and checked it. There's none either. He stepped into the parking lot and got into the car. But the phone is not inside.

"Ah shit! Why should I miss it! Think about what try until I forgot to bring!" rifki says he is his own negligence.

Meanwhile, Fany hastily collides with a woman who makes several books fall to the floor.

"I'm sorry I didn't mean it. This is the book." said Fany while helping pick up some books and handed them to the woman in front of him who was also picking up some sheets of paper.

"Laura... Um sorry yes. It was really unintentional." said Fany once knew the woman was Rifki's girlfriend. Fany was wrong.

"It's okay. Thanks for helping. Lo Fany yes." said Laura calmly.

"Yes. Do you know my name?" fany looked confused.

"Yes youah. Who does not know the same. Oh yes, why kayak so rushed." said Laura mince words.

"Ah yes. I was in a hurry to wait for the problem. Yes, I did first. See you.." said Fany with a smile who then immediately left the place.

Laura walks leisurely in the corridor and runs into Rifki, her boyfriend. It was clear where Rifki was trying to calm down and be warm to Laura.

"Hi Honey... Where the hell are you?" said Laura.

"Not anywhere. Earlier from the car looking for my phone but nothing, maybe missed" said Rifki with a smile.

"Yes, we went to class." said Laura with a sweet smile.

"Yes come.." said Rifki with a smile also while embracing the shoulder of his lover to go to class.

"I want to say one important thing" Laura said as soon as the two of them sat in a quiet classroom and just the two of them.

"You why the hell? Seriously it's his face, what? Say it's okay." said Rifki calmly and smiled.

"I hope it's not true and it's just my feelings that are wrong" said Laura who then stopped.

"What do you mean?" said Rifki began to feel there was an unpleasant air in his eyes. But he remained calm and relaxed as possible while looking at his lover's eyes.

"I'm just waking up now. It turns out that there was a big secret that I didn't understand long ago. You got something wrong? Aren't you?" said Laura to the point that makes Rifki instantly blank.

"What a pity.." said Rifki confusedly.

"It turns out she's prettier than I thought. Pantes aja difficult to remove." said Laura with a smile and increasingly make Rifki curious what more speech will come out of the lips of the woman in front of him.

"What are you talking about? Who?" riffi tried to calm down.

"I didn't think the same of you. All this time I tried to always be there for you. Always fight for you so you love me back. But why can't you prove what you said?" laura said as calmly as possible.

"I.." said Rifki who suddenly stopped.

Laura looked at him with a hopeful look.

"How many years have we spent all of it? I accidentally saw a picture of that girl on your phone. You begged him. And just so you know, I don't see it just once. Make what? Who do you think I am in your life?" laura said with annoyance. He really couldn't resist the frustration in his heart.

"I can love all that. Trust me." said Rifki, staring at Laura.

"I don't mean anything" said Rifki confusedly having to say how.

"No need to be stupid!" said Laura who then stood up and passed leaving Rifki who was still confused to string the words.

"Gosh how am I supposed to be? He must be very sick." said Rifki with a voice that was almost inaudible.

I don't know, from the incident this morning he really felt slapped. She is slapped by a woman who loves her and slapped by the woman she loves. His heart was starting to have no clear direction.

There's a sense of unwillingness if Laura leaves her. Because after all , the woman he loves is now also engaged. It is very unlikely if he is still chasing someone who is clearly already owned by someone else.

Unknowingly, her classmates had entered and Laura seemed to be swapping seats with her friend. He deliberately sat on the back bench. Rifki looked at him and Laura looked sour with no expression.

Lecturers entered and tutoring courses began to be discussed.

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"Do you believe that first love hurts? Has anyone ever done anything?" zahra asked on the sidelines of her lunch.

"Gue ever. It hurts cuy... Sampe now still inget hehehe." said Airin with a chuckle.

"You're Fan? How's it? There's dong ya first love." Zahra told Fany who was eating.

"Huh? Nothing." said Fany casually.

"That's a lie to you!" airin said he did not believe it.

"Serious." said Fany again.

"Don't believe me!" zahra.

"First love what's your first boyfriend anyway? My first girlfriend was not my first love. How's dong? Hehe.." said Fany, chuckling softly.

"Anjay is a child! Not really you!" airin said he did not believe it.

"Trus how's the story anyway? How can you?" zahra.

"Can. What the hell I can't live." said Fany with a smile.

"Good job! But I'm curious anyway. Come on, story." said Airin.

"My first love was this one. But he's not my first girlfriend. My first boyfriend is different again and you don't know about it when I was Junior High." said Fany with a little laugh as if he was joking.

"Ah, really you!" zahra.

"Yes really. First love is not necessarily the first boyfriend! It was only in your expectations. A lot of it is like me. And even though we're dating the first love it's not necessarily ours forever either." said Fany with a smile who then drank the drink he ordered.

"Yes anyway... Ribet well your romance, hehe.." said Airin with a chuckle.

"Yes ribet. Even until now." said Fany unconsciously saying that.

"I mean you?" zahra.

"Ah no no. It'sit's okay. We ate first, I want a class" said Fany with a wave because of his careless speech.

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Finally, the teacher took his foot out of the room. Rifki glanced at the back corner and there Laura was tidying up her stationery. Rifki picked up her bag and walked out first.

Unwittingly, Laura looked at him with an annoyed look as Rifki was seen ignoring him. He also thinks his feelings are right.

"Basic crocodile!" laura said with annoyance.

Laura finished cleaning the stationery and put it in a bag and carried it. He walked out of the room. Just stepping on door , he was shocked because suddenly his left hand was pulled by someone.

"What the hell!" said Laura so know that interesting is Rifki.

"Don't be angry dong dear." said Rifki with a smile while stroking the top of Laura's head.

Irritated, Laura ignores Rifki's treatment and attempts to remove her wrist from Rifki's check.

"Darling.." call Rifki begging.

Laura was silent but expressionless and looked away.

"If you don't like that ah.." said Rifki with his lips.

"What else? Just wanted to say break up, right? Okay we broke up. We are done! Take off my hands, I want to go home!" said Laura with annoyance while trying to release her wrist held by Rifki.

"So your mouth is yeah! I don't want us to break up. I've never had such bad thoughts" Rifki said, patting Laura's right cheek.

"Keep... What else?" said Laura who somehow felt calmer now.

"We're on yuk... What do you want me to buy" said Rifki as she put her arm around Laura's shoulder like a friend.

"Seriously?" laura said casually.

"Yes dong dear." said Rifki with a smile.

"Can you buy happiness? If you can, try buying it for me." said Laura with a sharp look Rifki. Rifki smiled hearing that.

"could. Come on, I'll prove it, baby." said Rifki with a sweet smile.

Unwittingly, Fany hears Rifki's remarks. He also laughed in his heart.

"Cih... Basic guys no morals yes. This morning please be with me. Now go back to his girlfriend. What kind of guy is he why is he like that now? Strange deh.." said Fany while watching those who are increasingly away.

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"Why should I come here too?" said Laura who is now confused because she was taken to her apartment.

"Later I clear. We go up first yuk.." said Rifki with a smile.

Laura follows Rifki and gets out of the car. Rifki also approached her lover and took his fingers.

After pressing the password, the door opened and they both went inside. The door is now closed again.

"Sit down, baby." said Rifki while putting the car keys and bag on the sofa. Laura just nodded and saw Rifki go to the kitchen.

Laura now walked towards the window and exposed the curtains. He saw the world glitter. He himself lived in an apartment, but only on the 3rd floor while now he is on the 10th floor.

"God! Just be surprised!" laura said as soon as she felt someone blow behind her ear. "Oh, I swear, you really made the blood rise!" laura said again as she rubbed her ears.

"Why are you daydreaming?" rifki asked calmly as she looked at Laura's pretty face.

"Who is dreaming? I just look at the lights." said Laura, looking out.

And it turned out to be true, the scenery outside was very sparkling. Rifki only smiled because she too often ignored the beautiful atmosphere of the night from the window of the apartment.

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Not a natural thing actually. I don't know maybe his brain is completely blank. A student and student who is almost done with his studies. Not without reason anyway, he only wants one woman who is able to make himself focus.

But , that way turned out to be a big mistake.

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