Love Always Forever (Tanpamu, How Do I?)

Awal

"All I know is, you never have heaters, so I'm sure this is from someone important to you or someone you already know but you forgot." said Bima who saw Ardhi seemed hesitant with a letter on the table.

"What the hell, Lu heard the story from the receptionist downstairs? How's story?" ardhi said casually but his heart started to feel a little unsettled.

"Yes I take it anyway, about the characteristics of the same and then he came twice to the office. Same intention. Want to meet you. But you came home yesterday. And worse, there is no one whose name he is." said Bima with a serious expression.

"Yes" said Ardhi.

"But, honestly you're the same as me, you don't have to play with other girls right?" bima said that made Ardhi look at him annoyed.

"Nothing you said! Sorry, but I'm not interested in the other one. My girl is more attractive." Said Ardhi casually.

Curiously, Ardhi slowly opened the envelope containing a letter for him. His eyes widened in shock as he focused on reading the name on the lower end.

"What? I see dong." said Bima curious.

"Have you read. My males." said Ardhi by putting a letter on the table again without knowing what the contents of the letter.

"Wah the signs." said Bima as he reached for the letter and prepared to read it.

"Hey... How are you doing? I'm sure you'll be fine.

I'm happy because this is all beyond my expectations. I didn't expect to find you so soon.

And look, I proved well that I really learned Indonesian well and correctly.

Wh-wh-what for? Just to see you soon.

Am I a fool who still intends to see you after you dump me?

Not stupid, but I promised myself I'd see you back.

But it turned out to be this hard just to find you.

And it's okay, I know you're an important person and must always be busy.

If indeed meeting you must be by agreement, then let's say you promised me that I could meet you for a while.

I hope a lot through this writing. Because only in this way can I talk to you.

Tomorrow, I'll come back. I hope you promise me.

I hope you still remember me, I miss you...

Yuna."

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"God, why?" bima said gawking after reading it. "And now, this girl is here. Crazy." said Bima again.

"What is my life?" ardhi said with a chuckle.

"Trus you want to see him tomorrow?" ask Bima.

"Lu's crazy, why do I have to meet him?" ask Ardhi.

"Yes that time, he was from far away" said Bima.

"Don't mess up my future" Ardhi said calmly.

"Gue knows you're fiancee. But how is it... Cassian him." said Bima.

"You know what you've found, take the road or make it number two all of you." ardhi said with a smile while scratching his head that did not feel itchy when he saw Aera go inside without the knowledge of the two men.

Aera who heard her boss say to her lover made her facial expression suddenly change.

"Can you just. But unfortunately what he's after is you're not me!" bima said calmly without knowing Aera who was stepping behind him smiling cynically with an annoyed heart.

"Yes even if you are not the one being chased, you have the right to pursue him. Sir, this report is done. Excuse me sir." said Aera who did not care there was the boss room. His speech to Bima as well as submission to Ardhi that makes Bima die of fleas but it makes Ardhi hold a laugh.

"Darling... Wait a minute, I didn't mean that. It was just him who just carelessly said." said Bima by approaching Aera who was stepping out of the room.

"I don't care and I'm busy, so don't bother!" said Aera flatly while trying to release her wrist held by Bima.

"You don't get mad dong. You misunderstood doang. Everything is not like what you have in mind." said Bima trying to hold Aera and give her understanding.

"Gue did not want to interfere, we were just kidding, not serious. So you don't need to make any noise. Inget , noisily in my office cut your pay this month" said Ardhi casually.

The way deserves a thumbs up and Bima is very grateful to Ardhi who has made Aera think again to continue her anger.

Despite this, Aera's heart was still upset at the two men. To him, the two men were like angel-faced land crocodiles.

"Udah let's eat first. I'm sure you're still angry with me." said Bima with a smile while linking her fingers to Aera's fingers.

"Have you gone there, don't be so friendly in front of my eyes!" ardhi said with annoyance.

"Iri ya lu? Go home." said Bima curiously. He was a hobby to raise his boss' blood.

"Udah spit go there sprawl!" ardhi said with annoyance.

"Yes, he wants to go too. Bye.." said Bima with a smile that then took Aera out of the room.

That one pair really makes Ardhi sultry. A boss becomes a mosquito repellent for his own subordinates. That's very funny.

I don't know, she was a woman in her past that back teased her. Ardhi grabbed the letter and read it again. He breathed a rough breath.

"Gue must be how it is." said Ardhi with himself.

A second later, he grabbed his cell phone and contacted his brother. And quickly, his call was answered.

"Hello.." said Alex.

"Sister... I confused the oath. Why the hell would he come here? You didn't say yes if I wanted to get married." said Ardhi to the point to his brother.

"Initial time he wanted to hear a story about you, I said. But don't tell me when he comes last, I think you should say that again. You have to convince him yourself." said Alex.

"Should I meet him?" Ask Ardhi because she is confused.

"Find me, tell me the truth. I'm sure you're the same Fany later will definitely stay fine." said Alex.

"Relatedly? I was doubtful. I can't even imagine how Fany would react if he knew Yuna was here" Ardhi said flatly.

"Take a quick trip to Yuna, so she can get away as fast as possible. You were from a very weak time faced with a girl, haaa! Good thing your ex is just that one" said Alex who sounded a little upset.

"What do you say!" ardhi said immediately hung up the phone unilaterally.

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"Where are you going?" ask Fany who just woke up. He went down the stairs while yawning when he saw the Mama and Papa dressed very neatly in the living room.

"Same Papa go first yes, want to come to the wedding of his son Temen Papa outside the city. Maybe tonight's new night at home. Oh yeah, you have class later?" mama Vina.

"I don't have Ma's class anymore" Fany said as she sat on the sofa.

"If so you go with Mama now. How's it?" mama Vina said with a smile.

"Don't want to ah. Go to my office later." said Fany casually.

"Whose office? Your brother what's your husband?" ask Mama Vina.

"Huh? It's going to my sister's office." said Fany.

"That's a big tumben, what's up?" ask the Papa.

"Yes want to come. Can't you, huh? Mama Papa left there" said Fany calmly.

"Yes, Mama Papa is leaving. Be careful when you bring a car. No speeding." said Mama Vina while peeping Fany's forehead.

"Basic , children today can not be at home. Yes it's fine." said Papa by messing with the hair in the crown Fany.

"Hah Papa makes a mess of mulu know yes I have not taken a shower" said Fany with surprise while staring at the steps of his parents are increasingly away.

Fany rushed back into the room and into the bathroom.

An hour is over. Fany walked out of the house to the car in a knee-length dark green dress with no arms. Complete with black flatshoes and carrying her favorite bag. His long hair he intentionally left without tying it.

The clock on his left wrist shows 08.05 wib. Fany also drove his car at medium speed to the office of his brother. I don't know, this morning he felt so cheerful. His life seemed happy and fine

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Lunch time is over. But Ardhi still looked agitated. He is like a confused person.

Whether this decision was right or not, he had already decided to accept Yuna's request. Ardhi already said there would be an appointment with the woman at the reception. But it's daytime like this, why hasn't it come yet?

With a slightly messy concentration , Ardhi also had to look back at the computer screen in front of him. His job is more important than wasting time waiting for the impossible.

Until half an hour passed, finally there was the sound of the door on tap. Ardhi let in without taking his eyes off the computer. Then he heard the door shut again. Then he saw who was coming.

Instantly, Ardhi looked at the woman without a blink for a few seconds. Until he finally turned his face away. The world was indeed very narrow for him, why did he have to meet the woman again?

"Sit down." said Ardhi calmly looking at the beautiful face of Yuna who was more beautiful than before.

Yuna fell silent. He's not sitting. He stood a few steps from the door. Ardhi waited for him to sit opposite him. However, it looks like the girl is still staring at herself in silence with a flat face.

"I ask, sit down first." said Ardhi again.

"Is that your welcome to me?" Say Yuna with a flat face.

Ardhi let out his tight breath. It seemed like he had started to feel an uneasy air in his mind. Ardhi was hesitant, but he stood up and stepped from his place towards the central room where Yuna was standing.

"You went far away, and left me just like that. Are you happy here? It seems that you are doing very well because from then on you never went there again" Yuna said with a smile even though it was a grievous smile.

"I'm busy with work here. How are you doing there?" ardhi said calmly.

"I'm trying to be okay. Although it's not easy." said Yuna.

"You're gonna be fine. Believe me." said Ardhi with a smile.

"I'll be fine with you" said Yuna who made Ardhi a little lazy. He is lazy to have to deal like this.

"Hey listen to me carefully. I know you've fought this far for me. But you have to remember what I said first." said Ardhi calmly as he held onto Yuna's shoulders.

"I was almost crazy back then. When you dumped me, left me and never came back even once. Why are you that kind of a bitch? I know, from the beginning you didn't love me. But I'm sure, as time goes by you'll love me too. I still continue to hope until now." Yuna said with as loud as possible.

"But that can't happen. I can't be who you want me to be. I'm never coming back. I'm not the right person for you. I'm sure that one day you'll find someone who really loves you more than you love her. How many times do I have to say the same thing?" ardhi said patiently.

"I know, but I promised. You tau? I refused the man who wanted to propose to me. And it's because of you." Yuna said with a look on Ardhi's face.

"And I don't mean to hurt you anymore. But I'm engaged here. I'm getting married." said Ardhi solemnly.

"It turns out that's true" Yuna said in her heart.

Unwittingly, tears trickle down Yuna's smooth cheeks. And that made Ardhi's heart a little moved. I don't know, Ardhi confused how else.

"Don't cry. From now on, please stop shedding your tears. Don't cry for something you won't have." said Ardhi as calmly as possible. He still saw the tears falling repeatedly to the floor.

"Are you really getting married?" yuna asked while looking at Ardhi's eyes even with eyelids full of tears.

"Yes. I'm getting married. I hope you can understand." said Ardhi calmly.

Unexpectedly, Yuna hugged her body tightly as if unwilling to let go again. The shocked Ardhi was confused as to how. The girl sobbed in front of her chest right.

"I love you." Yuna said on the sidelines.

" Why does it have to be like this? Wh why? I can't even forget you even though I'm asleep. I always struggle to find you. But why is this?" said Yuna who was getting sobbing.

Ardhi did not understand what to do. His body was tightly hugged. And for some reason, his chest felt slashed. He knew this was indeed painful for Yuna. His long struggle has no results.

Slowly, Ardhi's two hands moved touching Yuna's body. She hugged him. And maybe this is the last hug for her.

"In this world nothing is impossible. But there's something that's set it up. All of this is God's destiny. And about love, love it doesn't have to have. You even like a lot of men. But you don't like it back. The man is sick too. Same asyou. I'm sure, there's something better than me. Believe me.." said Ardhi calmly as he gently rubbed his back to calm down.

Unexpectedly, the door opened and saw someone. They stared at each other with their eyes wide open. I can't believe what each one sees.

But without saying a word, he went out from before the two people who were hugging him without closing the door again.

Really, big trouble is coming.

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