Love Always Forever (Tanpamu, How Do I?)

Forgetting

Day after day has passed. The moon and the year seem to erode the time to come.

There was something dazzling in his eyes that was still closed. A person slowly opened his eyes and revealed the thick blanket that covered his body.

The clock still shows at 06.30 WIB. Time is still early in the morning, but the sun has radiated its rays.

Yes, Fany who has now climbed to 3rd grade High School is gnawing her eyes. I don't know how many holidays he spent with his family and sometimes his grandmother's house.

Fany grew up to be a beautiful and smart teenage girl. Has a tall body stature that ideal long hair, pink lips, thick eyebrows with pliable eyelashes plus a sharp nose and bright white skin that makes it more charming.

A kind and polite attitude and not arrogant, never discriminating in making friends makes him have many friends who are familiar to him. Many guys are interested in becoming his friend and even becoming his lover. But until now Fany is still loyal to his singles status.

And today , school holidays that make it saturated because it is only at home with his mother while his father was this morning at 05.00 WIB had to go to work outside the city for 3 days. And again his brother chose to live in an apartment alone because it was closer to the campus and his papa company which has now become his responsibility as well. Although still in college, Fany's brother named Irfan was already fluent in leading his papa-owned company.

Fany got out of bed and went into the bathroom . He also cleansed his body. Half an hour later she had finished her bath and changed into a casual home outfit with shorts and a short t-shirt then tied her long hair into a ponytail to make it look fresher.

With his leisure steps he walked down the stairs while carrying his favorite cellphone.

"For Mama.." greeted Fany with a smile on her mother who was in the kitchen .

"Yes dear morning, wow Mama's child has taken a shower, is it already very fragrant? Where are you going ?" mama said while stirring her warm tea.

"Ah mama nih, usually I if the morning is also diligent shower." said Fany while walking to follow her mother to the garden of her house. "Mama, I want Ma's vacation." he said again while sitting next to his mother.

"Where are you going on vacation ?" ask the mother .

"Ehm confused Ma... Where's yaa?" fany said as if thinking.

"Ceak there." said Mama .

"Do not want ah Ma, not exciting if there is not together anyway" said Fany.

"Where are you going on vacation, baby?" ask Mama.

Then heard a WhatsApp notification that indicates there is an incoming message on the phone. Open that message.

(Reza: "Beauty parts ... Where else are you ? Cave wants ajakin lu street, would you?")

Yes, Anreza or often called Reza is a schoolmate also one class with Fany. He is also one of the most popular boys in school. Many are infatuated with Reza's charm. She and her three friends have always been the main topics that girls talk about.

But many also know that Reza liked Fany since he first entered the High School. But unlike Fany, he considers her only as his best friend. Reza was always watching and guarding like her daughter master. But I don't know why Fany can't force her heart to love Reza more. Though Reza has also often played to his home and is familiar to his parents.

"Mama , Reza I'm sure I'm on the road . Can you please Ma?" ask Mama for permission.

"May dong dear, it's okay to not go home malem yes" said Mama with a smile.

"Yes Ma, the way is only for a moment" said Fany who then replied to a message from Reza.

(Fany: "Yes Za, morning too.

The cave is at home again.

Um can Za, where are you going?" )

Shortly thereafter there were ringing voice calls on his phone bearing Reza's name. Then he answered the call.

(Reza: "Hello Fan..." )

(Fany: "Hi Zaa" )

(Reza: "What if we go to the beach, would you ?" )

(Fany: "Yes, the cave wants Za, has not been to the beach for a long time either." )

(Reza: "Okay if that's how you're ready, cave otw Lu's house." )

(Fany: "Cock already, are you ready too ?" )

(Reza: "Udah was from the cave, just pick up lu doang. hhehe..." )

(Fany: "If for example the cave did not want how ?" )

(Reza: "The cave is certain that you will not refuse, so the cave is sure it is ready." )

(Fany: "Dihh lu emang yah nyebelin yah !! Yaudah is okay ! The cave is ready. Ati-ati in your street. Hye!" )

Without waiting for an answer from the phone across there , Fany had already cut off the phone connection unilaterally which made Reza there smile knot .

"This girl really makes the cave very comfortable anyway" said Reza who then rushed into his car.

 

30 Minutes later Fany had changed her outfit to a calana long black jeans short t-shirt and her jeans jacket. Then he used his sneakers . She let her long hair just dyed while polishing her face for a while with a little thin makeup so as not to overdo it and look natural. Fany was finished and went down to the living room to meet her Mama and Reza who had just arrived.

"Are you ready?" ask Reza .

"Udah dong." replied Fany with a smile.

"Yaudah Aunt Reza permission to take her Fany the way first yes .. " said Reza asking permission .

"You guys have breakfast? Breakfast was yuk.." said Mama Vina.

"Later I was with Reza having breakfast outside of Ma. ", Fany told Mama.

"Yaudah if that is so, you are careful on the road" said Mama Vina with a smile.

"OK ready Auntie ! Fany is safe and Reza will keep watch. Aja calm aunt . " said Reza as usual because it was familiar with Mama Vina.

"You're this Zaa !" mama Vina smiled at Reza's words.

"Hhehehe yaudah Tante we left first yes. " said Reza saying goodbye by shaking hands with Mama Vina.

"I walk first Ma... Mama be careful at home ya.." said Fany who also shook hands kiss the back of his Mama's hand.

"Yes, be careful too.. If there is anything contact Mama ya." said Mama Vina advised.

"Ready Ma!" answer Fany .

At a glance he looked towards Fany, Fany had installed her seatbelt first. Then Reza smiled.

"Why you?" fany asked looking at Reza who glanced at him with a smile.

"Smart kid!" reza said as he rattled Fany's head.

"What the hell are you! Ntar messy cave hair, don't bring a cave comb.." said Fany like a child while fixing his hair.

"Cracked or not you are still beautiful in the eyes of the Fan cave." said Reza casually while turning on the car starter.

"Lebay ah you!" fany said, turning his eyes to the outside of the car window . He saw, Mama Vina waved at him and Fany also replied to his mother's wishes.

The car also drove at moderate speed while enjoying the view of the morning that seemed lengthened not as much as the day before. Yes, because today is a holiday so the streets are not filled with students who leave school.

"Oh yeah, which beach are we going to ?" tanya Fany broke the silence .

"Gua wants to ajakin you to a beach, a place that is guaranteed to make you calm. Gua sure you like it very much. "reza said with a smile while glancing at Fany's beautiful-looking face .

"Hemmm yaudah... This time the cave was just the same you yes . " said Fany who then played mp3 songs in Reza's car.

Fany played Davichi's song This Love and he sang along with the lyrics of his favorite song. And it makes Reza smile enjoy the sweet voice of Fany.

At a supermarket, Reza stopped his car.

"You're not coming ? " ask Reza while taking off her seatbelt.

"What are you looking for ?" ask Fany back.

"It's up to you to buy what . Jajan as much as you there is a cave that pays" said Reza with his leisure.

"Really yeah! Hhehehe" said Fany who then released her seatbelt and prepared to come and go to the supermarket.

"Yes a real cave, did the cave ever lie to you? " reza said then he got out of the car Fany was following.

Arriving inside the supermarket, Reza picks up a basket for shopping.

"Lu want this ?" tanya Reza shows milk uht on Fany .

"You're so fucking cave" said Fany with a sweet smile like a kid getting candy.

"Trus moreover ? Take it as you like, bakery cake snack fruit drink whatever is up to you.. Caves can not klo milihin for you.. The cave that bawain aja lu who milih. Okay!" reza said at length while following Fany walked to choose what to buy.

Fany took a potato snack and another snack for a snack. He also took two packs of chocolate-filled wet bread and drinks such as mineral water, tea, and milk.

"Tell me Za, don't do much. Who wants to eat?" fany stopped choosing groceries.

"Recuredly ? Is this just this ? Not less? Haven't you had breakfast yet, or are we having breakfast at a restaurant?" reza convinced Fany.

"Yes already this, the cave took bread for breakfast later in the car. No need to go to the restaurant, lunch!" fany said as he dragged Reza's arm towards the cashier.

"Yes-iya deh mister princess, wait for the car there you have to pay!" said Reza told Fany first to the car because the payment queue at the cashier is quite a lot. He did not want to see Fany tired of standing waiting in line.

"Temenin cave !" fany said he didn't want to go.

"The queue is still a lot of Fan, ntar you are tired of standing mulu." said Reza with attention.

"But you gapapa cave stay ? Sure ?" say Fany .

"Yes cave gapapa. I just got in the car first" Reza said in a soft voice. Fany went and got out of the supermarket and got in the car .

Just 5 minutes in the car, Fany saw Reza's mobile phone lying just like that in his steering chair. And he accidentally saw the screen of the phone when there was a notification that made the screen turn on for a moment. Fany is shocked to not believe that there is a photo of him on the screen. Photo in a beautiful frame in one corner of the screen .

"Why do the cave photos in the so-called wallpaper ? Do you really like the cave? Ohhh kok cave so fret how is that anyway !" fany was confused with himself.

Fany actually does know how Reza feels about her. But what can be done, Fany only considers Reza as his best friend and nothing more. Reza is too kind to him, Reza has considered him also as a big brother in school.

To the extent that Fany feels that now he has forgotten someone in his childhood who promised to always meet him. Until now Fany still hopes that the school holidays this time someone he hopes will actually come. Because Fany until now also never knew the news about someone who missed it.

He was really tired of missing someone without knowing where he was, what he was like now and how he was. For years he had always hoped someone would come, but it was always disappointing.

"Hey!!! Dreaming of you! New guests know your taste!" said Reza who suddenly entered surprised himself who was daydreaming considering the past.

"That's a hell of a bitch!" said Fany realized and hit lightly Reza's arm that was carrying groceries in the back seat.

"Abis lu early-morning gini daydreaming . Hhehehe sorry a long time ago" said Reza laughing, who then turned on the car and drove his car across the city streets.

"It's for you" said Fany while giving bread to Reza who was driving.

"Bukain dong." pinta Reza without looking at Fany.

"Udah cave open, you're the one who didn't see! Kan gua tau you again nyetir where can open by yourself!" say Fany with her bring.

"Hhehehe sorry, okay thank you . Tumben lu well hhaha." said Reza while receiving bread with one hand.

"Rese is really you !" said Fany who then opened the bread for herself.

They also enjoy the trip while eating bread for breakfast and eating snacks for snacks.

There was no stopping them from joking and telling stories. And there are many things that make Reza feel happy but also feel sad. Happy to be able to make the woman he likes laugh and sad he is not able to have his heart.

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#Being happy is simple

If you can't make her laugh

Don't make him drop tears

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