Love Always Forever (Tanpamu, How Do I?)
Longs
A bad start. That's what Rifki thought. Maybe this time it really should be another way. He must keep his attitude and be more careful to do something. He was afraid that he would never see the person he loved.
Rifki is now in her private apartment. He actually lives in his family home not far from here. But he prefers himself. He prefers calm. It is the same for him at home or in an apartment. Because every day his parents are busy with their own work.
During high school graduation, he did continue his schooling outside the city because he followed his parents away to finish the job. And now he is in the middle of third grade High School who has to move again because again the work of his parents who are here.
Rifki getting into this High School really never thought that he would meet his past again. He really never knew if Fany turned out to be in school here. And his attempt to forget about Fany instantly crumbles apart when he sees Fany's increasingly beautiful face now in front of him.
The sense of wanting to have it somehow came back. The woman had succeeded in making her heart fall apart and irregular. And I don't know because of that he's too obsessed with getting it.
"Why can't I forget the same?! Why can't I see another girl in my heart? Why is Lo the only one I've always thought of?" said Rifki with frustration while on the balcony of his room while enjoying the beauty of the night.
Forgetting someone you love is not easy. Trying any way is not necessarily successful. He may be able to leave all but in the heart is always there. It's not about anything, but the feeling is always there and always will be.
Sometimes, he always forced his heart to bury deeply in those feelings. But he always fails. It was hard for him to do. He was actually tired of his feelings. He seemed to want to leave, but his heart again forced him to return.
"Do I have to suffer like this for the rest of my life?" riffi said with a complaint.
He who was standing on the balcony of his room, he enjoyed the night air and closed his eyes for a moment. Then he went into the room and sat down at his study table watching his laptop screen.
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After dinner with her parents, Fany went up to her room. Fany flicked the curtains at the window of her room. He looked out at the thousands of stars and lights of the city. His eyes glanced far ahead. I don't know what his mind is focusing on. He sent a short message to his lover, but now until nine pm there is no reply. He was back, and he missed him.
This afternoon both Ardhi's parents and her brother had arrived at the residence. And tomorrow afternoon Ardhi was also home from out of town. He can't wait to meet up soon. I don't know, he loved and loved her. It feels like holding back that longing is hard.
Fany closed the window and closed the curtain and then stepped her foot into the bed. He broke his body and he tried to relax his mind that felt very tired because of today's events. Not long ago, he too was asleep.
Fany was asleep, but she didn't seem to be able to sleep well. He always felt restless in his sleep. Then suddenly his phone on his desk rang indicating a phone call coming in. Then he opened his eyes slowly, he glanced at the wall clock which turned out to be twenty-two past thirty minutes.
With great difficulty he got up from his sleep and went to his study table. The video call is over. Fany sat down on the chair and turned on her study lamp. Then he tried to call back because he missed him so much.
It did not take long, his call was quickly answered. The screen of his phone showed someone he was missing. Ardhi was smiling looking at him while sitting and leaning on the bed.
"Hi Honey... I thought you were sleeping. Sorry I just had the news. I just came home." said Ardhi smiling but hiding his tiredness.
"Honey, it's okay" said Fany with a smile.
"Why aren't you asleep?" ardhi.
"Hem I was sleeping but woke up because his phone sounds" said Fany.
"Oh sorry if I disturb you from sleeping. Yes you continue to sleep again, tomorrow even bad luck." said Ardhi there.
"It's okay, later. I'm kangen. When are you coming home?" fany said with a chin.
"I miss you too. Patience is dear tomorrow afternoon I have arrived here." said Ardhi with a sweet smile. If only he had been next to her, he would have been eager to hold her tightly and kiss her forehead as usual.
"It feels like a long time yes you go." said Fany who increasingly misses.
"Then anyway? Very kangen yes the same I hehehe.." said Ardhi with a chuckle and smile, he was really anxious to see the spoiled face of his lover.
"You are that anyway! You're a bummer, mah guy in kangenin but never sensitive!" fany said with annoyance.
"Hehehe... Baby you're making me unable to sleep later. If I were there, I would hug you and I would not let go. I'm still here busy working so I can finish the trip back there. Why am I here so long, but what I always struggle with is there?" ardhi said calmly.
"Yes, if so you sleep there. You must be tired, right? Let tomorrow morning not bad luck too." said Fany with a smile.
"Don't wait, why are you, honey? I have noticed that there is something different. What are you thinking again? There's a problem again, right?" said Ardhi who made Fany staring at the screen.
"Ah no, I'm fine, baby." said Fany calmly and smiled.
"Hmmm... If there's anything else that bothers you, you can tell me all that. I am very busy. But for you, I will keep trying to always be there. I love you and I don't want anything bad to happen to you" Ardhi said calmly and with serious eyes.
"Yes, I know, darling. Thanks for everything. But I'm not okay anymore. I just thought about you, I just miss you. That's it." said Fany with plain eyes and made Ardhi smile.
"Yes dear, I promise I'll be home soon and meet you soon. And tomorrow again if I have a task far away, I don't want to know anyway you have to come with me anyway." Ardhi's remark was successful in making Fany widen his eyes.
"What! Why come along?" ask Fany in surprise.
"Yes, you have to come. I can't calm down if you leave it. I can't be far from you. So it's better that you take it with me." said Ardhi with a sweet smile.
"No need of that time! How can I leave my school? Just haphazardly you." said Fany by singing her lips.
"No ah , ntar you're even doing me a damn thing!" fany said shuddering in horror.
"You belong to me, remember that!" ardhi said with a smile.
"I've just become a girlfriend!" fany said calmly.
"Yes but you are my future wife" Ardhi said with a smile.
"Still a candidate! It's not legal and I'm still in school" Fany said with a satisfied smile.
"Emang really yes, the same bini debate will be seven days seven malls will not run too. And I believe it now." said Ardhi casually and smilingly holding back his laughter.
Fany just put her lips together to see her lover hold back his laughter because of her.
"Don't have your lips on them, ask to be kissed? Huh uh?" said Ardhi who again makes Fany want to punch him if Ardhi is in front of him.
"Basic boys! It's usually high blood!" fany said with a face as if very upset.
"Who are you not willing to give up?" ardhi said casually.
"Who's fault!" fany said with a sharp look at him.
"Yes, I know that the girl is right and will always be right. Isn't that miss?" ardhi said with a smile and it made Fany confused .
"Whatever you say. I'm sleepy to go back to sleep." said Fany, yawning and closing her mouth.
"Honey for a while, I still miss knowing! You don't miss me, do you? Or maybe you have another guy?!" said Ardhi who had heard his powerful voice, immediately turned sharp.
"Huh?" Fany said shocked by Ardhi's words just now.
"Why bengong? So, what did I say?" ardhi was still staring.
"By the way what the hell is , klo say the important aja dong. Wasting my energy!" say Fany with ease.
"I'm serious, honey...!" ardhi.
"Do I look like I'm lying?" fany asked back.
"Yes!" said Ardhi briefly with eyes focused on Fany.
"Ah time anyway? But I'm not lying!" said Fany innocently.
"Since when did you change your call so I'm gini's Lo?" ardhi said in surprise.
"God I forgot hehe... Ah yes, tomorrow we call. I'm really sleepy" said Fany who looks funny and makes Ardhi want to laugh but held back.
"Hmmm... Yes, baby, yes, you have a good sleep. Don't forget my dream." said Ardhi with a sweet smile.
"Yes, I will bring your smile to my dreams. Yes, you have also slept yes, so tomorrow you do not oversleep the wake." said Fany with a smile.
"Every respectable first lady" said Ardhi with a smile and a little chuckle amused with his own words.
"Bucin you!" said Fany who then immediately disconnected his video call connection unilaterally.
Fany smiled single-handedly staring at the picture frame containing her and her lover was clearly plastered in front of her eyes.
"Gue still did not expect, why am I the same Lo can date ya? Even though we are still in office even though it is delayed a long time. Fortunately we feel the same, try if only I doang. I eat my heart every day just look at Lo in the other girl's teketin!" said Fany with an indistinct smile while rubbing the photo in the frame.
"Have not slept if I think mostly!" said Fany while putting the photo to its original place and standing up. He took his foot to his beloved bed and laid his body and pulled out his thick blanket.
Soon, he too quickly fell asleep.
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