Layu Set

Getting bitter

Am I pregnant? No. No way. Don't think like that, it could be prayer. Trying to shake off the suspicions slipping in his brain.

Those who have not been pregnant many times. Her memory floated on some of her friends who had done such a relationship several times.

But this morning, he was really drunk. A day just lying in the UKS without taking lessons.

Fishing curiosity Anin, especially after catching nausea in the toilet.

"Why you?" ask Anin with a ketus.

"No papa" replied Kinar without rising to greet him.

"The rich nests are pregnant again" she said grinning.

Kinar did not respond, choosing silence. Although his heart felt stopped for a moment, leaving a pain that invaded his mind. Because the fear of the word happened to him.

"Check to see a doctor.who knows if you are really pregnant," he said again.

"But it's impossible with my brother" he added. Makes the Kinar more cornered.

"Next time don't sell cheap," Anin said, humbling away with a wry smile on her face.

Even too valuable for just money, I'm not that low.

The bell rings, a sign that school hours are over. With her weak body, Kinara returned to class only to pick up her bags and books.

The nausea subsided a little, the hunger was getting worse. Seeing the flush of chili on fresh fruit makes his saliva almost dripped.

"One yes Ma'am." he asked the Mother who sold fruit.

"Do you care, what is it?" ask the seller's mother.

"Yes ma'am, that's really bad."

Just five minutes, a packet of fruit had now been in the hands of Kinar. Looks like the food can be received mouth and stomach like no other food. Quickly and quickly he finished it.

Then he stepped back, rushing towards the house. Resting his weak body.

A calendar is attached to the wall of the room, making the view switch. Open, sort and calculate the numbers displayed there.

"The 25th, I usually get on the 12th. Last month and this month not yet..." Kinar palpated his stomach, "what is possible..? Ahhh.no way, no way," still trying to deny the reality that might happen to him. Although the real fear is growing.

A week passed, the complaints he felt grew. His body was getting weaker, his stomach could not fill a mouthful of rice was forcing Bu Ira to take him to the nearest Doctor. Kinaar repeatedly refused.

"My son why is it Doctor?"

The doctor was silent for a moment, hesitating to explain. Look at the girl's buying. He sure hasn't married. "Sorry Mom, is your son also late for the month?" he said maybe.

Deggs...Mom Ira was surprised by that. A question sentence that also raises a question in his small brain. Unable to answer, just turned his eyes to Kinar.

"Mba Kinar, when was the last menstrual period?" turning to Kinar who was squeezing the strong skirt she was wearing, ducked fearfully the cruel reality that would soon sound clear and clear.

"Two months yet" he replied weakly.

Bu Ira's gaze stared intently at him. Pregnant, that one word was crammed full on his head. A word that is mild in the word but has severe consequences for his current condition.

"The age of the content of Mba Kinar has been more than ten weeks, this is a drug and vitamin that must be taken," said the gamang Doctor, he knew that the news was not good news for them.

"Thank you Doc, we're saying goodbye," disappointed, angry, Ms. Ira left the doctor's office. Followed by Kinar who tailed behind him with a feeling that was difficult to explain, destroyed.

why do you still add to this trial God. I could no longer bear it, complaining inwardly as I swung his steps with trembling legs.

Kinar was just speechless, clear circles flowing uncontrollably from his eyes.

"Do you think that with your tears, you can solve everything?" sergeant again.

"Tell me who, I'll ask to take responsibility" Ira urged.

Kinar just shook his head, unable to answer that question.

"I can't see his face." she answered among sobs that she couldn't stand.

"It wasn't your stepdad, was it?" bu Ira's memory goes back to what happened back then.

"I'm forced.I really don't know who.." his tears broke.

Kinar sobbed, began to tell him about the story that happened to him that night.

Ira ma'am said, her heart melted after hearing everything. He believes his nephew can't lie.

"Bu de will think of a way out" he said, breaking down a hug, giving Kinar strength.

Why this bitch...God give her strength not to make her vulnerable with this ordeal. His heart begged expectantly.

Kinar could only immerse his cries in that warm embrace, a hug that made him a little calm. Decisions that make him feel alone to carry it all.

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"Get up, your school is only a few months away. You have to graduate. After that we move from here," Ira said gently.

"I think when you graduate, your stomach is not too big. Be calm..."

"Yes Bu De, thank you.." Although not ready to accept it, at least the support of Bu Ira made Kinar force him to be ready.

But reality was far from their expectations. Anin whose hatred had soared, so intensely observed and searched for information to prove her suspicion.

Not difficult for him, because some of his close friends live in a complex with Kinar. Make the movements of the Kinar monitored at any time. Two months in a row check to Midwife even Anin knows it. Makes her more sure of her suspicions. There is only one piece of evidence left to open it.

Unfortunately the evidence did not stop him, forcing him to do more recklessly.

"How many months?" his tan smirked, staring at the belly of Kinar who was beginning to look bloated.

"What?"

"hehh.malang fate you were born without a father," while feeling the stomach of Kinar. Which immediately made Kinar retreat away.

"Why avoid it, do you think you can keep it hidden?"

"Please Anin.Don't be like this again," Pinar said.

"I know I have a debt with your brother, one day I will pay it" Kinar added.

"Pay? By what? Of love? do not joke Kinara.even your body is not worth paying for it. Stupidly my brother.." with a laugh full of insults.

Kinar who could not stand Anin's words, chose to stay away. Darted leaving him.

But unexpectedly, other students were seen clustered in front of the school's information board. Mutually gossiping then staring cynically as he passed by himself.

And when urgently looking at the board. How flabbergasted, a piece of paper containing the results of a pregnancy test in her name was clearly displayed. Though he himself never felt he had it, but wrote the truth.

His heart was getting shapeless, the air space felt empty making it difficult to breathe. His eyes were heating up but unable to drain the tears that had already dried up, somehow unable to drip at this time. The whispers whispered sharply in his ear. It made him want to bury himself right then and there.