
Roman stepped blankly, if only this reality could be bargained should not happen. Then he approached Hana who was sitting on a long bench.
Hana turned her head when the older sister was right next to her.
"Whatever is ours, as far as it goes, will eventually be ours again. We do not know what tomorrow and in the future it will be like, "he said smiling with sincerity while staring and gently holding his brother's hand, giving him strength.
Hana's remarks brought a coolness of their own for Roman, there was little relief from sincerity even though it began due to compulsion.
"Whatever your decision is, I will support it. Is not in the end what we want is to be happy, with or not with the person we choose today, "hana added.
Roman's eyes glazed over, "yes, you really are, we're going, maybe it's time I sacrificed for Kinara. "
"Everything will have its way, let time lead us where it is. I went back to Mas, "say Hana while carrying her sling bag, stepping away willingly if her love might not be for her. While Roman, still silently digested every sentence Hana. Convince yourself, it's time to do something for her love.
It did not feel the day had darkened, the hallway that had been milling around several medical personnel, now seemed quiet. With a gamang he stepped back into the room, peering out from outside the door Kinara was still in the same place. Down, propped his head up at Jay's side lying soundly. Their fingers were clinging to each other, as if they did not want anything to separate them. More testing of Roman sincerity.
Finally Roman decided to step in, at the pull of a chair, sitting on the side of Kinara. Slowly at the pull of the boduh Kinara, he took it into his embrace. Without taking off his fingers that Jay still held firmly linked to each other. Jealousy..? Of course, he was just an ordinary human. But at this time the feeling must be thrown away.
"Maybe this is the first and last time I've hugged you as a husband. Forgive me for not being a good man you can count on" he whispered in his heart, with tears he could not bear, dripping with the beautiful hair of his wife.
In silence Jay saw the scene, as Roman's warm kiss landed on Kinara's forehead with his own face. The first time Jay saw Roman actually crying for a woman.
The smell of morning air did not smell stinging in the room, but the bright rays of the sun made Kinara slowly realize that the day had changed. Gutting her eyes slowly, she realized she was lying on the sofa. Apparently Roman moved him, when he saw Jay's hand grip had been released. His eyes immediately ran towards where Jay was lying, a beautiful smile greeted him that morning.
"I'm sorry I overslept" he said as he approached Jay.
Jay just shook his head, "You must be cape, "he said softly. Their small talk was stopped when the Doctor and an assistant entered to check on Jay's condition. The good news is that Jay's condition is stabilizing and improving.
"I'm fine, you said the doctor, "Jay said.
Kinara nodded with relief, "i'm bribing, " Kinara said as she picked up a tray of Jay's breakfast. Feed spoon by spoon slowly into Jay's mouth, up to nearly a quarter of the way.
"What about Evan? isn't he fussy you've stayed this long? "
Kinara shook his head in doubt, "there is Mas Roman, "he answered softly as he lifted his ringing gawai.
"I'm with Evan in the parking lot, he keeps yelling at you. I had to bring it here, " said Romance from the other end.
"Yes, I'm out now, "immediately Kinara rushes out.
"Evan's out there, I stayed a while, yeah, "he was nervous about Jay, without waiting for Jay's answer.
"You're happy Kinara, I shouldn't be among you. Amongst your happiness, "inner Jay lamented.
Humped-gopoh Kinara approached Evan, "sorry dear mother, "he said full of guilt.
"Mother from everywhere, not coming home all day, "call Evan.
"Mother waiting for the sick Om Jay, "Kinara tried to explain carefully.
"If you're sick, do you want to wait! " evan's curse made Kinara flinch.
"Why Evan said that, of course, I want to wait, "between Roman muffle Evan's frustration.
"Same father Mom wants to go back to Jogja later in the day, do not papa if we meet for a while, "said Roman.
"Yes" Kinara felt guilty towards her husband, "I'm sorry, " said Kinara just to get there.
The car drove quickly to the residence of Roman and his family.
"Oma's grandson finally came along as well. Oma kangen kangen very dear, "greet Arini.
"Evan also misses Oma, "reply Evan hugs the grandmother with Erat.
"Oma have cooked your favorite food with your father, yuk for a bribe grandmother," Arini asked with enthusiasm.
Kinara immediately followed back to help prepare lunch, then they gathered at one table enjoying the slightly awkward lunch.
"Roman, from now on take good care of your wife's child. Make them happy, "doni's message is very dad.
"Every relationship has its own problems, its own tests. I just want you to stay strong, don't falter with anything. I also want you to give Evan a sister soon. Because I'm sure you'll make your feelings stronger, too" the mother's request they never imagined.
Having children, even love has not been started and somehow lasted how long.
"Mom.o., Evan is a kid, he still needs a lot of attention. If we were to be a match, there would be no one to separate us, "answered Roman, who knows how Kinara feels right now.
"Well, I just want you to be happy. I don't want this Mother's granddaughter to be less affectionate if you're not together," Arini miris imagines Evan's fate a few years ago before Roman arrived.
"Mother and Father don't worry, "Roman tried to calm the Mother.
****
After driving his parents to the station, Roman's face looked grim and pale.
"We go back to my house" he asked.
"Horee. We are in the father's house, "cries Evan overjoyed.
"You're not papa, are you? I just want to rest for a while, I'll take you to the hospital again, " said Roman flat.
"No need," felt Roman's dislike.
As soon as he got back to his house, without further ado Roman went straight to his bedroom unable to withstand the headache that suddenly attacked him.
"If you cape, you can rest in the living room first" said Roman as he passed.
While Evan, who did not want to separate from Roman, continued to follow in his footsteps.
"Dad wants to rest for a while, you play with Mom yes, "persuade her gently.
"Evan wants to come with me to rest, "his coolness.
"Well, "Roman lost.
Almost two hours passed, there was no sign of Roman waking up even though Evan had been out of the room since. A little worried, Kinara hesitantly entered Roman's room.
Seeing a pale face with shivering lips, Kinara immediately approached. And true Roman's body is very hot. Kinara immediately went to look for fever-relieving drugs as well as warm water to compress them.
Until midnight, Roman's fever had subsided a little. His eyes slowly opened, and Kinara looked down asleep at his side.
Roman smiled at the sight, "thank you, "he said as he gently stroked Kinara's head