
Staring at the ceiling of the ceiling of his room, the incident continues to be loved up there. One side of Hana was happy that there was at least that familiar time with the stiff man who had made her heart jump up and down a long time ago, but on the other hand tucked away the disappointment of knowing that deep Jay felt for other women.
"False feeling even in the right person," Hana smiled bitterly. Wondering which woman was so lucky to win the cold man's heart.
Not yet finished lamenting the fate of his feelings, his flickering phone kept calling. There's Angga's name there.
"Yes.what's up?" tanyanya.
"I'm outside now, come out." Pinta Angga sounded urgent.
"What time is it, I'm sleepy.." Hannah tried to reason.
"I wait for you to come out" chuckled Angga.
"Bas stubborn," muttered Hana while turning off the call. Inching down his legs lazily moved out.
"I'm hungry.make something," said Angga sneaking inside without further ado.
Hana furrowed her eyebrows, "why is everyone suddenly hungry inwardly."
"You are hungry, there are still many cafes open, why even here. I have no food," muttered Hana snorting in annoyance.
"Yes, have eaten you" with his mischievous gaze.
"Return back there, my brother came home angry with him," expelled Hana.
"Temenin I eat first!"
"I'm not a laper."
"Look at it..."
"There's no food either."
"Mi instant?"
Hana thought for a moment, "out of eating you go straight home!"
"Yes..."
In just about ten minutes, Hana had returned with a bowl of boiled noodles with a moon of hot steam on top.
In an instant Angga spent the noodles without rest. "thank you for tonight," said Angga.
"Tomorrow, tomorrow again or tomorrow again do not accompany another man's meal. I don't like it" Angga said with a different-looking face.
Hana was stuck with the statement, "it's too bad to go home" she replied coldly.
"You don't feel so good about being by my side. Do you like her?"
Hana turns her head, "you mean?"
"Nothing, forget it," Angga chose to rise rather than discuss the matter. More because he did not want to know the reality that would make him disappointed.
"That feeling comes without which we can point it at. Although maybe in the end that direction will change because of a situation," said Hana.
"Then will that direction be on me?" connect Angga.
"Run what's there" replied Hana.
"Until when?"
Hana just shook her head without a word. Repeatedly hang the feeling of Angga.
"Don't wait too long for a man who is wasting your time" Angga said as he stepped out of the door. The fact that the woman he craved so much was thinking of another man made his heart feel sliced, pained.
******
The running time feels slow, hopeful as well as surprising. Full of guesses as well as answers, although not a little leads to disappointment, regret and a little problem.
Almost one week Kinara resignedly waiting for news from Jay who suddenly disappeared. Her cell phone number could not be reached at all. What appears is only a hallucination, seeing a pseudo-shadow of his figure.
Indeed Jay's choice disappeared, trying to dampen his disappointment. Expect the feeling to slowly erode, rather than having to wait for time just to let it go with others. I don't know his mind is so narrow this time.
But time still favors them to greet each other. Melting longing that is buried in the recesses of each.
"My work is a lot," Jay answered covering up his nervousness.
"Thank God if just because of that, I'm relieved to see you're okay."
"I have to go now, next time I might see you again" said Jay.
"Maybe?" lirih Kinara said to himself. Words might make him think hard. A promised uncertainty, implied by the word.
His eyes glazed over Jay's growing steps away. I don't know where the courage of the two actually ran after him.
"Why? Tell why?" yang Kinara who still held back her tears.
Jay turned his head, "we'll talk later" he said flatly making Kinara unable to say anything more. Only tears that slowly drip can not be dammed again. Even though he tried hard to hold it.
"What's wrong?" angga asked surprisingly, appearing suddenly behind him.
"Eng.enggak.engkak papa," he replied stammered.
"So you guys got a problem?"
Kinara forced her smile, "life is indeed more of a problem right?" bitter answer.
"Kinara.I'm sorry," the arrangement appeared suddenly from Angga's mouth making Kinara clueless.
"For what?" confused look.
"No, it just feels like I have a big mistake with you" Angga replied feeling it's not the right time to open up to that truth right now
"This father is strange," replied Kinara.
"My dad misses Evan, you can take it home for the weekend?"
"Yes sir, I'm working on it. Then I go in first," said Kinara who sauntered in.
Tired of mind and body all day makes it look lethargic, many times open the net hoping that there is a special message coming in there. Actually empty. Until finally Kinara gave up hope, choosing to shift his mind rather than drain the heart.
The vibe from his play made Kinara smile, that's Jay guess.
"Are you overtime? This clock isn't out yet?" the voice was familiar but not what he expected.
"Yes, it might still be a while," Kinara replied reluctantly.
"I'll wait here."
"No need.."
"As far as you are" Roman replied annoyedly.
Kinara let out a rough sigh, leaning her body against the sturdy wall of the room she was in. He realized, Roman was actually a good man. But that doesn't mean he can easily be with her, there is a trauma that continues to torment her.
Fifteen minutes of Kinara waiting, finally decided to go out. Roman was gone, he thought. Stepping lethargic towards the online object that has been in the previous message.
"Not being overtime?" the voice made Kinara surprised instead of playing.
"Ke.ke.keoanoa is still here?" his face looks tense.
"There's still business."
"Yes already, I'm ahead" said Kinara nervously leaving.
"Wait!" Roman blocked Kinara's wrist tightly.
"Until when are you going to keep dodging like this? Am I not worthy of forgiveness? Don't I deserve to be a good father?" tanya Roman is full of pressure.
"Can't you just open your heart a little bit, not just for me but for our son" Roman added.
"I have to go home now," Kinara tried to let go of her hand.
"Because of trauma or because you decided to choose another man? Yes.., I should have understood, if I had never been present in your life you would have been happy with her, "roman smiled bitterly.
"I want to go home now, please let go!" pinta Kinara was like a daze.
Instead of letting go, Roman even more pulled his body. Both of his palms quickly covered Kinara's face. Then forcefully kiss the lips that are not his right. Kinara tried to push Roman's body, too strong against his power.Until finally released, and when he turned his head, Jay's figure had not been standing there since when. Then he turned around and left, misunderstanding.