
Walking down the narrow hallway that feels so quiet even though the night has not gone late. One hand clutched the body of the little boy in his cradle, another tried to grab the hand of a woman who walked right next to him.
Kinara also widened, as one hand clutched in his fingers. Still feels foreign, even if not with a stranger he just knew. For a second, his eyes were fixed on the look of a flat face that was walking firmly next to him. As if questioning what he meant, but the look on Jay's face remained flat as if he had done nothing. Although in his heart he knew, the girl was not used to his treatment.
"You better consider moving house" he said without looking at Kinara, while his hands were still locked.
"Yes, but maybe not in the near future, moving house will need more costs. Evan is also the school here" replied Kinara.
"No need to think about the cost, I don't have much money. But I can work on it."
Kinara paused for a moment, looking back at Jay fixedly, "my debt is already too much Mas.." she explained.
"Let's keep piling up, become a burden that will make it hard for you to leave me," he replied without looking at Kinara's face.
"Yes..."
"Why? Is it too heavy to stay by my side."
"I'm just afraid destiny doesn't bring us to an end together" anxiety continues to creep in on Kinara.
"All right.we're getting married tomorrow," replied Jay briefly and toilet.
"Mas.." Kinara's call was full of emphasis.
"Why again? Do you wish Evan's biological father was by your side" Jay said.
"Why should you call it," Kinara seems to be very unhappy with the discussion about Jay's biological father.
"Not to be discussed again, I wait until you are ready," concluded Jay did not want to make the atmosphere even more complicated.
Deciding to step back, by removing the clothes of each finger. Walk alone with thoughts that may not be in rhythm and purpose.
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Bias of sunlight broke through the cracks of the white curtain that looked elegant. Stung the body that was still drugged in his reverie. Awakening him to immediately rise to stare and rearrange his life.the problem will not run out just with daydreaming.
Roman stared at the wall clock, nine o'clock and ten minutes. Remember it was fully collected again, the longing for a small figure of flesh blood was crying out to be unable to hold it.
Immediately enter the bathroom, either just wash his face or flush his body, which is definitely prepared to treat his longing.
The streets are quite quiet, not as crowded as the hours of work entrance. It only took forty minutes to arrive in front of the school building which could not be categorized as a favorite school. Moreover, the elite school as he thought for his son later.
The ringing of the bell rang loudly, a sign of school hours after. Roman gets ready to pick up Evan from the gate, there's no Bu Ira there.
"Om... dad?" Evan is surprised by Evan's presence. He still felt that the person before him now resembled him.
Roman can't answer anything, it's like he wants to say "i'm your father, son." but it's not possible. Kinara had to agree to it first. He couldn't hurt the girl for the umpteenth time.
"Can I hug you?" Roman as much as possible held back his feelings, holding back tears that might have been shed. Crying over reality, even after nearly five years of being able to embrace her own flesh and blood. A child who comes from his mistakes.
So tight the indentation, that made Evan speechless in wonder. He wondered in his heart, his mind was not as simple as other children his age.
From a distance Bu Ira who was a little late to pick up was only fixated on seeing the scene. He couldn't have directly asked Roman to stay away from his granddaughter. Considering Evan's own psychic impact, on the other hand he is his biological father. He deserves that.
"Om why hug Evan so fast?" asked Evan innocently.
"Kangen..kangen very similar to Evan," replied Evan while gently rubbing the top of his head.
"Hey...Who is that, don't you have no father?" ask a naughty friend in her class, interrupt their conversation.
"Who said I don't have a father? My father was working and now he's back, isn't he.." turned to look at Roman, never accepted always being ridiculed for not having a father.
Roman smiled, nodding to the statement, "let's go home and where will Evan drive?" it shows the soul of a father.
"Ok Well." answered Evan proudly while smilingly looking at the theme. Making the theme was choosing to take his mother directly away.
From that point of view, Ira's getting pity. Unfortunately, Evan was ridiculed only because there was no father on his side. Not only does Evan need a confession, but he also needs a father's affection.
"Grandmother.." call Evan when you see Ira's mom.
"Grandmother still want to? This is Dad's Om, who looks like me," the two words of the call made Bu Ira stunned.
The instinct of a child is not wrong, it is sinful for him to hide the reality is getting longer. Letting father and son be separated in ignorance.
"I'm sorry Mom.I didn't ask Mom's permission first," Roman said.
"No papa" he answered briefly.
"We're going home now," heading towards Evan.
"Sir.can't if Om dad wants us to go home," he asked.
"Our house is deket, dear..."
"But I still want to amen the same Om Father," whine Evan made Bu Ira unable to refuse.
"Alright, but if the Omnya agree," said Bu Ira agreed.
"Of course Om is ready." replied Roman looking very happy.
As soon as he got home, Roman rolled up his long-sleeved shirt, preparing to accompany Evan who invited him to play ball next to the house.
They both look very happy, playing like other fathers and sons. Something Evan always asked for.
Half an hour passed, running around under the hot heat making their sweat splash.
"Evan.. tell Omnya to drink first," cried Bu Ira after putting two glasses of cold water and one plate of red watermelon teasing.
"Yes, Grandma." said Evan.
And again, Roman's vision so painstakingly fed Evan made Bu Ira's heart slowly melt, he was sure Roman was well-intentioned.
"Rest first.Play it later again kasian omnya cape," said Bu Ira.
"Yes Grandma" he answered.
"Om..tomorrow to pick up Evan again yes, Evan to play again the same Om," he asked spoiled.
"It's a dear job." said Ms. Ira.
"Yes.but Om promise, if Om any holiday has free time Om will pick up Evan again. We'll play again" said Roman.
"What if Om was Evan's father, "" the plain boy's whining left the two adults by his side stifled in silence with no answer.
"Why? You don't want to?" sounds full of disappointment.
"It's not so dear__"
"Evan...would Evan really want to meet his father Evan?" Ira asked gently but hinted at something.
"Yes Nek.but why don't you go home," he replied beginning to sob.
"Daddy work but long ago, father does not love Evan," his tears began to break that made Roman unable to hold his emotions, his eyes began to pool.
Mom Ira immediately hugged Evan, "Dad Evan has come home baby" he whispered.
"Didn't Grandma lie? Where's Grandma?"
Bu Ira's view turned towards Roman, "he__he's father__father Evan," said Bu Ira accompanied by his sobs, finally unable to hold back to save the reality any longer.
"Dad.." though surprised Evan immediately hugged Roman. He is very happy, although there will be many questions that will be frowned upon later.
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Thousand sorry for everything.still not be able to up Ben day.may still be faithful waiting. Don't forget to comment so that the othor is getting fretted...😍