Layu Set

Jay siuman's?

Covering his inner unrest with a fake smile, going through a heavy day seemed fine. But Roman was well aware of how Kinara really felt. All that was at his side right now was his body, his heart and mind were elsewhere and for others.

While at the hospital Jay struggled with death alone, there have been two days still no significant changes. Hana was so faithful to be by his side, guarding him with a prayer hoping for a miracle to come soon.

Stared at him with a limp lying weakly helpless, his tears shed without him noticing. As bitter as this is to love, as sick as this is to love.

"Hurry up and wake up. You have the right to embrace your love," he said softly on Jay's side. Suddenly his eyes widened, seeing Jay's lips say something. Hana watched closely, Kinara said several times from Jay's lips.

"Kinara.I'll bring her here Mas, " said Hana glazed, still Kinara in the heart of the man she loved.

"How's it going?" asked Angga who had just arrived, just outside Hana from Jay's room.

"Kinara, what's wrong with your sister. Is he going to let Jay die like this, isn't he aware of how important he is to Jay" he said in a high-pitched tone.

"I could never imagine how Kinara would feel right now. Don't blame him, "Angga still defends his sister.

"Egoist, very selfish, he only protects his own heart, no matter how Jay faces all this, "Hana replied with emphasis, silencing Angga's mouth to answer again.

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Kinara was cleaning clothes into the closet, some of Roman's pieces that made her realize that she was now a wife who should not think of other men too deeply. Then what about Jay, it's not easy to put aside all his sacrifices on top of the guilt that torments him even more.

"What are you doing here, why are you still at home like this? Jay might just be desperate to wait for you," Hana looks very emotional when she gets to Kinara's room.

"Hana? "

"Jay wait for you Kinara." said Hana with emphasis.

"Jay will survive without me" replied Kinara lowered her head.

"Yes..and then he was desperate and just died, that's what you want, right?" gertak Hana's.

"And even you don't have time to just say sorry and thank you," Hana added grinning.

"If I hadn't decided to get married, nothing would have happened. No one will be a victim, no one will be hurt like this. All this because of my fault, my fault that is insensitive to Jay's attitude, my fault that so quickly made up my mind. And eventually it hurt a lot of people. "

"All Jay needs is you, not your guilt. Hurry up to meet him, " said Hana ending the conversation. He realized this situation was indeed very difficult not only for Kinara, Roman the older brother must have felt the same way.

"Bring your wife to Jay, "he told Roman who was behind the door when the two exited. And it seemed to hear all the talk.

Roman undoes his intention to go into the room, his existence only makes a very gamang wife. The one on the one hand wants to be a good wife but on the other hand there is a heavy burden of putting her under pressure.

Long enough Kinara was frozen silent thinking of Hana's words that kept ringing in his ears. Locked up in the gloom that keeps him in a circle of doubt. Suppressing all his feelings because of a fear, a fear of many things. What if Jay left forever or even if he was cured. But Kinara still hopes Jay survives. Until finally after dismissing his doubts, Kinara rose.

"I want to meet Mas Jay, "his saying was soft on the husband who was sitting playing his dress while accompanying Evan to play.

"I'm anther, "he answered flatly.

Kinara did not dare to refute her husband's words. Roman then, led the wife's hand after saying goodbye to Evan and Bu Ira.

Not a single word was spoken during the journey, they chose silence with their own thoughts. Even Kinara was still silent when the car was in the hospital parking lot.

"Let's go in, "take Roman gently as he leads his hand.

Kinara looked at her husband's face, as if asking for permission again. Roman nodded, knowing what he meant.

Step along the hospital hallway. But suddenly Kinara stopped. Roman clasped his wife's hand, giving her the strength that everything would be fine.

"Don't burden each other, I just want a happy ending" Roman said in his heart.

And in the room was lying on the side of a slightly slanted position a severely injured man on his back. Roman slowly took off his hand, willingly letting his wife be on the other man's side.

Kinara was fixated with teary eyes staring at the figure, who had sacrificed so much for him all along. In his hands was that weak finger.

"I'm fine, why are you still quiet?" said Kinara sniffled.

"I'm sorry." he said, looking down, his tears couldn't stand it. Throwing Jay's hand that's still late in his nightmare.

The powerless Roman held back the feeling of his own heart that he did not understand, choosing to go out. Let the wife express all her feelings.

As soon as he came out, a middle-aged woman stood outside as if waiting for him.

"Then, for Kinara's sake my son pawned his future. Looking for and waiting for him for so many years, and now he's mortgaging his life for the same woman, your wife. "he said sobbing.

"What did he get, misfortune..is it fair to my son? say fair?" his cries broke while pushing Roman's body weak.

"Can you give up your wife for Jay, "he urged. Roman was silent, so his inner best decision.

"I beg you, give my son a little happiness, "please ask the woman with compassion.

"Mante don't worry, everything will end happily, "one sentence Roman said money, then stepped away carrying a load like a big chunk of rock squeezed his heart. Stiffness, pain...

In the room there, after almost thirty minutes, how surprised Kinara found Jay's fingers moving. I'm not sure, but it's true. Slowly Jay opened his eyes.

"You woke up, man? Are you conscious?" Mata Kinara buys a full day.

"I called the Doctor first, "turning around to step out. Instantly it also looks Jay's head.

Kinara paused her intention, she was back next to Jay. Jay's hands clasped him tightly as if to keep him away.

But Before long, a nurse doctor came in. They were also surprised by Jay's current condition. Soon they checked everything, and the results were indeed quite good.

"Thank God, this is truly a miracle of God, " said the Doctor with relief.

"Are you Kinara?" ask the nurse.

Kinara nodded, "she misses you so much Mba, " said the nurse smiling sweetly.

"In good care yes. "the nurse's message also feel happy.