Layu Set
Testu is not on his side
"I'm sorry excuse me for a moment, " said Angga who can't stand being depressed like that.
The shadow of a tall, well-built figure was seen in the darkness as Angga stepped out of Bu Ira's residence. The shadow of the figure slowly moved away. Angga immediately chased after him.
"slow right? Kinara decided to pawn her feelings because of the circumstances, and it was because of you. Lu who never had firmness," snapped Angga full of anger when he was right behind Jay.
"Kinara would be happier without me" Jay replied without turning to Angga.
Increasingly annoyed with Jay's words, Angga pulled Jay's body, lifting one fist violently.
"Then never to appear again in front of Kinara, get out of her life, "the bluff again with fire, with a puddle of tears that Angga could endure.
*****
The marriage that had been in plain sight made Roman almost in disbelief, but he was beset with guilt in the corner of his heart. She understood perfectly well, Kinara agreed to it no more because of the compulsion.
"Are you sure of your decision?" tanya Roman who was feeling her heart like it was swaying.
Kinara paused for a moment, gathering word by word to answer the question.
"Surely or not, in fact the circumstances are more supportive for us to be together."
Roman clasped Kinara's hand gently, "there's still time for you to think about it again, all you need to know is that I just want you to be happy. With or not with me," Roman's gaze was full of sincerity.
Kinara who felt that way, without being able to control her tears sank slowly. Approve that man who once made his life at a very difficult point a few years ago.
Roman rubbed the tears gently, then carried Kinara into his arms.
"Let's raise our child together, Evan needs us parents who can be examples for him, not selfish parents. Whatever your decision is, I'm ready for Kinara" Roman said.
Kinara simply fell silent, drowning her cries in Roman's embrace which this time felt comfortable for her. Could it be that he was getting more and more convinced to start a new chapter with the man, could he throw away all his feelings for Jay.
*****
That night Angga was completely disturbed in the unrest that continued to ponder his inner self. Tucked into a weird place that makes it uncomfortable. Not because of her problems, but Kinara. He's still not sure if Jay could just leave Kinara like he is today.
Crazy idea and maybe his boyish came up, without a second thought he took his phone.
"Meet at Retro cafe tomorrow!" the message he sent Jay.
The same message he sent to Kinara, at least the two people had to speak his mind. Angga just didn't want Kinara to regret that big decision of his life. Moreover, the wedding day has been determined by both parties, one more week.
The plan was successful, Kinara was sitting quietly in the cafe that Angga mentioned and only about five minutes later Jay appeared to enter the cafe. His eyes go around looking for Jay, but Kinara is seen in one corner. The eyes of the two also met and locked for a moment, Jay only realized this must have been Angga.
While Kinara was quite surprised, trying to calm down. Peace with his suddenly troubled heart.
Now the two of them sat facing each other, yet were quiet without a word. Both choose to enjoy their inner person.
"When is your wedding? " that question finally came up despite being so hard on Jay.
"Next week, " replied Kinara briefly.
Jay offended half his smile, leaning his back against the chair, "good luck" he said.
"Thank you, may Mas also be happy with Mba Renata."
Hearing this, Jay's face changed. But Kinara couldn't figure out what that meant.
"Why, is there anything Mas covered up? " lick Kinara who began to suspect.
"I'm just happy, to be back with him," Jay's mouth deceived his heart.
"I'm glad to hear it," Kinara's eyes began to tear up, still as painful as this felt.
"I go first, take good care of yourself, "Jay gets up, goes away unable to stay on Kinara's side longer. Because it might make him change his mind. The thing he was so afraid of, because bui was waiting for Kinara if that happened.
While Kinara was only looking down, it was also impossible for him to see Jay slowly drifting away, disappearing from the reach of his eyes. Her tears flowed unstoppably, weeping over the unsettling circumstances united with her love.
Beautiful all stories
Which is passed in one love
We who have ever dreamed
Live it all, it's just us
But it turns out in the end
There's no way I can force it
Rest is not on side
On us
Our story forever?
Didn't cross my mind
When my day is without you
It's the way I tried
Keep our love
I've put it in my prayer
But I can't fight blessing
But it turns out in the end
There's no way I can force it
Rest is not on side
On us
Our story forever?
Didn't cross my mind
When my day is without you
It's the way I tried
Keep our love
I've put it in my prayer
But I can't fight blessing
Ho-ho-wo-oh
Ho-oh-oh
Our story forever?
Didn't cross my mind
When my day is without you
It's the way I tried
Keep our love
I've put it in my prayer
But I can't fight blessing
The singing of the song from Singer Mahalini echoed in the room, the picture of him is in the lyrics of the song.
He is the one who gives up, or the circumstances that make him lose. But in fact, blessing is not on our side, his heart said accompanied by tears that continue to escape with a rush.
And the real Jay was still sitting out there, staring at Kinara guiltily. Because he doesn't want that either. He wanted to run, hug and embrace his love again. But she was able to hold back, Kinara's happiness was more important to her than forcing herself to have it.
You have to pay dearly for my pain this Kinara. Don't make me regret my decision, be happy...
Jay finally chose to step away, letting Kinara still sob in there. Heavy, very heavy for him. But this is the best.
Now he only hopes that time will heal his wounds, though the heart will not forget. Because he never intended to forget his love, a woman who has changed him a lot. The woman who made him willing to sacrifice even though his life. Although in the end they had to be defeated by circumstances by an impartial blessing.
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The day is not always cloudy, after this may be bright bright bright bright bright cheerful...😊
