
It was not easy for Kinara or Roman to go through the early days of their marriage. How Kinara arranged the heart, readying himself to dig up his love again for others. Keeping his past love at the bottom of his heart, as it was impossible for him to forget Jay with the bitterness and pain he had lived through because of his sacrifice.
Not an easy effort for Roman to win himself from the shadow of Jay, the legend that will never be replaced in the heart of Kinara. The real form of attention, affection, and patience that he hopes will make him enthroned in the heart of the woman he loves.
There is nothing wrong with Kinara's attitude as a wife, carrying out her duties, fulfilling her obligations well. But behind that sweet smile, there was still something she was hiding and Roman seemed to understand that.
Perhaps this was the punishment for him, which was difficult to have a full Kinara. Maybe time can change everything.
"Tomorrow my work is quite free, in the afternoon we check with the doctor, yes, "persuade him to the wife while they are sitting in the family room together to accompany Evan to play.
"As for me, " replied Kinara with a faint smile.
Roman doesn't like that kind of answer, "why is that up? Don't you want it, our second child? " emphatically Roman.
"As far as I was concerned it meant that after Mas aja, "Kinara remained calm.
"Evan has been flirting, I anterin to the room first, "Kinara leads Evan to his room.
While Roman who is still disappointed chose to move to his study.
Kinara was looking for her husband who was no longer seen in the room, in the room was also not there.
"Udah malem, do you want overtime? " he asked when he found Roman in focus with several sheets of files.
"You go first? " a cold answer.
Kinara approached, choosing to sit right in front of Roman, "maybe tomorrow the results are good all," she said gently by holding her husband's palm warmly.
And that just makes Roman melt. "I want it so much, enjoy the times I've wasted while you were pregnant with Evan."
"Are you ready, go up the neighboring tree picking mango, find an ice teller middle malem, or nyari hodgepodge early in the morning? " Kinara with her wry smile.
"Why not? " Roman is full of confidence.
"Whatever I will do for you and our children, "he added again while gently rubbing the face of his wife who also has not faded in the slightest.
Roman's attitude and patience have been slowly able to make Kinara feel comfortable, even though the feeling originated from a limited liability. Not yet opened my heart completely.
And the next few tests they had a good result, no problem whatsoever. But there is one message that Dr Rahma personally conveyed to Roman.
"Make your wife comfortable when you are in a relationship, does your wife often feel depressed? " ask Doctor Rahma who is still a relative of Roman.
"Yes, there is a trauma that Kinara experienced, he was never comfortable when we were in contact, "Roman's face looked lethargic.
"I think the trauma that causes it can be because it happens that is too painful, or the impact of the incident that is more painful and even lasts for a long time. But rest assured, keep trying.. " Doctor Rahma patted Roman on the shoulder, cheering him on.
"And one more thing, don't force anything. You have Evan too. Put all the same above.
Roman thought about what Dr. Rahma said, could it be the impact of the incident that made it difficult for Kinara to get out of her trauma.
"Dad really long anyway, "evan protest waiting for Roman in the cafeteria.
"So my dad stopped by the toilet, stood in line, "we went back, lifted the body of the boy who grew bigger.
It seems Roman's attitude seems different, even several times ignoring Evan's words. And it did not escape Kinara's eyes, making her full of question marks.
"Mas why? " question Kinara approached her husband, after they were at home.
"I'm sorry baby, even I can't make you happy completely" said Roman.
Roman pulled Kinara's body into his arms, "I will remain patiently waiting for you to truly accept me dear, this is my punishment that has made you suffer all this time, "hugging her even more tightly.
*****
Elsewhere Hana who felt stuffy all day wrestling with her work, went out of the cafe looking for fresh air. But how few steps he walked, there was a sight that made him gaping. Someone was beaten up by some burly man. Horrified, afraid, but also unbearable.
"Police.please.." his shout loudly made some of the burly men run away irritatedly, easily fooled by Hana.
Hana also approached the battered man, "Vino... ? " surprised by that face.
"Your call is not very good to be heard, "he said, smiling thinly.
"Babak belur gini can even say that, what should I call? " Hana nodded at her behavior.
"I'll be older, call dong 'Mas' or what kind of cake it is, it sounds better, "the story.
Hana just smiled amusedly with that answer, "where do you know? "
"Stalking your medsos, "reply Vino.
"To what clinic where there is, treat your wounds! " get Hana.
"Buy the ointment at the pharmacy, you are the medicine, "Vino smiled intently.
"Yayayya. All right, let's go to the pharmacy. This time I was again kind, "Hana stepped first, followed by Vino who was smiling with satisfaction. That fast they look familiar.
Vino sits on a bench, while Hana walks into the pharmacy.
"Cleaned the wound first, "Hana started to clean Vino's wound carefully.
Vino grimaced in pain, "pelan dong, "his protest.
"Yes this slowly, and this was staying in the love ointment, "with more care Hana applied the ointment on the face of Vino.
Unblinking Vino stared at Hana's melancholic face, her heart leaping uncontrollably. Hana also began to be uncomfortable with that look.
"Udah finished, "Hana pulled her body, but Vino held her back.
"This one hasn't, "to lead Hana's hand to her chest.
"It's also sick, "he said without taking his eyes off Hana.
Sontak Hana pushed him hard, "what the fuck? " sneers.
"Aowww.. sickt, "spoiled Vino moans.
"Mending you go home, this medicine you use yourself, "Hana thrust the ointment earlier
"I can't smear it myself, must you, "gida Vino.
"Masa bodo.., "quickly Hana turned around, stepping back into her cafe.
Hana.. lu actually-has robbed my heart.
"Tomorrow morning I came here a real song, " cried Vino who made Hana step faster.