
"I did it five years ago" the confession finally slid from Roman's mouth, having raised the courage hidden in his cowardly soul. Highlight his eyes dimmed, painting a deep sense of regret.
Hearing the confession sentence suddenly made Jay's anger peak, his eyes reddened, turning sharply towards Roman ready to blow a blow with all his strength.
The first punch immediately made Roman stagger, spitting fresh blood at the corner of his lips.
The second blow landed back when Roman could still get up.
"Why...why are you lakainin this huh...?" snarling as he returned to blow a lot, Roman just resigned to not reply at all.
"You're as happy as you are!" roman said that makes Jay even worse. Keep beating him until he's lying weak.
"Enough..what the fuck is this?" bluff Bu Ira who came out immediately when he heard the commotion, followed Kinara behind him.
Jay stopped the blow. While Roman limped trying to get up when he saw Kinara's face.
"I'm sorry, forgive me Kinara" he said kneeling before Kinara. Tears were not shed, draining his guilt.
"Go from here." cast him out firmly full of emotion, tears welling up in his arm. The hatred was evident from both eyes. Never expected it, the man was now in front of him. The man who took away her happiness was the man she had known all along. Unable to control himself Kinar chose to turn around, closing the door of his room.
"I'm sorry.." said Roman, looking down.
"Hurry and get out of here, don't disturb our lives anymore" Ira kicked him out.
Roman finally forced his frail body to bend, stepping furiously away from the place. And Jay just looked at him with clenched hands, not satisfied to beat him.
Arrghhh.Roman when he was in his car. Poking his head at the window glass on his side. Condemning himself for the mistakes that have accumulated, injuring many people. Forgetting the wound on his face that was very painful when felt.
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Evan's whining forces Kinar to rise, putting aside the dark lament of his fate. He looked at the window, it was so bright. Encouraging himself to escape the black confines of the past.
The look on Evan's face, made his heart riled. Because there was so clearly imprinted Roman's face, which he had never noticed before. Immediately put aside the feeling, because it is precisely with his presence that he is able to rise up to be at this point.
"Said Grandma, I don't work today. I want to go for a walk" whined the plain little boy. Can't yet understand the turmoil that Mother is feeling.
"Mom want to, right?" resolute again.
"Yes dear.while the mother takes a bath first yes," granted Evan's request.
Evan nodded happily, successfully breaking the mother.
In less than thirty minutes, Kinar prepared. Her pale face was disguised by the thin polish of simple makeup she had. Looks more fresh. Leading the impatient Evan, prancing happily.
"Mas...? Since when is it here?" asked Kinar who was surprised by the presence of Jay who was standing at the door.
"Just arrived" he replied.
"Om who?" Evan looked at her curiously.
"Call me Om Jay." Jay replied with a smile while aligning his height. Wiping the cute boy's head.
"I want to go for a walk with Mom. Want to come?" innocently taking Jay.
"Hemmm.may, if you're given to your mother," smilingly looked at Kinara, hoping to allow it.
"Come on Ma'am, the sneak says it's okay," whined Evan when his mother just fell silent.
"Yes dear.can," the answer that makes Evan prancing happily, followed by Jay's smile that expands triumphantly.
"Dear, same Om," asked Jay, guiding the tiny hand. Take him to the car he rented. Why from earlier his heart continues to lead him to the car rental, it turns out this is the answer.
Fortunately follow your heart.you are not overheated under this scorching heat, he said in his heart while focusing on the wheel.
Although not a fancy playground, Evan looks very happy. Laughs off enjoying every game, with Jay being very cuddly. Blending in familiarity with the little boy who already deserves to be his son.
Kinar was happy, seeing the child so happy. Choosing to dwell perpetuates that moment in his memory. Occasionally come into play if Evan starts to force it, the rest is enough to be a spectator.
What's that happy, if he has a father? I'm sorry, Mom, I let you be born without a father figure. Get rid of that thought.
A tiring and happy day for Evan. Satisfied with the joy he had never felt before.
"False Mas...Evan was very happy today," Kinar said as Evan slept in his lap, being in a car that drove at standard speed towards home.
"Never hide anything from me again.as bitter as the reality," said Jay stared fixedly at Kinara, although for a moment because there was a rudder in his hand.
Kinara nodded slowly, "sorry..."
The car had pulled over in front of a narrow alley towards Kinara's house. Jay immediately went down to open the door on Kinara's left, lifting Evan's body from his lap. Carrying him home. While Kinara just tailed behind him, following the wide strides of the athletic man.
Admiration returned, arousing the sense that he had forcibly been suspended for several years. Although in the end he was unable to deny the reality. That feeling was still firmly enthroned in his mind.
"Once again thank you Mas.." said Kinara awkwardly, his heartbeat roared again dag.dig.dug make a noise in the heart.
"Have a rest.You must be tired," said Jay softly, so attentive.
Jay also galloped out, for him did not need long to mince words to attract the attention of Kinara. Because he was sure, if indeed he belonged to her there would be a way to stay together to have each other.
As soon as he stepped out through the front door. The figure that he did not want to see the most now stood with his slender face, decorated with bruised blue on some sides to make it look more heartbreaking.
"What else did you come here for?" sergeant Jay with his sharp.
"I want to see my son" he replied.
"He's asleep. Don't come here for a while. Wait for Kinara to prepare her heart to talk about everything" Jay said with a very airy heart. Roman is Evan's biological father.
"Gue knows.gue takes responsibility for my actions" he said, making Jay smile cynically.
"Enough by not disturbing and disturbing their lives," replied Jay who then left. He believes Roman still has a conscience. Won't bother Kinara at this time.
Roman just stared blankly at the door of the house. I hope one day to be wide open to receive his presence. Blending happily with a child who had not been admitted.
While inside there Kinara stared at the roof ceiling of his house. Holding his chest that still rumbled as he remembered all about Jay. Although he still asked himself one question, he deserved it for him.
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