
If time can be turned back, maybe I want to better myself as a wife. My consciousness was late, I took less care of myself and failed to keep my husband faithful throughout the marriage until the end of our age.
I realized, used to be just busy taking care of the house. This lack of self-seeking marriage supplies in the science assembly also caught me off guard. I was unable to bring my husband closer to the Owner of Life, until the moment the Early temptation came, my husband was not strong enough in his faith.
Failing to be a wife who was able to hold my husband's eyes until this divorce, am I ready to remarry with Mr Julio in just a few months after we got to know each other?
"Be well rested. Tomorrow do not need to work first," said Mr. Julio melirih, his soft voice spread my thoughts while still waiting for him to say goodbye.
With a frown, Mr. Julio told me who was sitting on the porch of the house. Meanwhile, when he arrived earlier, Fahmi had entered first to clean himself.
The man stood on the porch steps, not intending to stop. He just drove us, took a moment to make sure of my condition and prepared to go straight home.
"I'm healthy. It was just tired of forgetting to eat," I replied I thought about tomorrow there was an appointment to meet with Ms. Salsabila.
"Don't be stubborn. Ignoring health is also shalim's name."
I fell silent, that thick-browed man as well. We both suppress the feeling after the incident I fell asleep supported by the sturdy body of Mr. Kevin.
"Yes, good health. See tomorrow, I have an appointment with the customer early in the morning," I said at last, but did not dare to tell if Salsabila I would meet.
"Hmmp. That's what he called Mr Kevin?"
"Yes." Yeah."
"You guys close enough?"
"So, I passed out in front of Mr. Kevin's room. But, I fell asleep after Luluk came home. Really, I didn't know Mr. Kevin was near me when I woke up."
"Yes, I believe."
"Why then just shut up?"
"I was just calming down, scared so talking hurtfully when my heart was upset. Never mind, teach a lesson to be careful. Good thing Mr. Kevin didn't do anything when you were alone sleeping that way."
No yelling, no swearing, the man kept trying to look calm. Seeing and hearing the attention of the tall man, my guess if Mr. Julio was a jealous was uprooted, it seems he was just worried something bad happened to me when he was with Mr. Kevin.
"I went home, said Fahmi," said Mr. Julio as he glanced at me.
"Thank you, sorry to bother."
The good man only gestured with his hand if he did not feel bothered, then slowly down the steps of the terrace stepped towards his car. His attitude left a question in my heart, is he really not angry anymore?
"There's a guest apparently?" asked his mother Mas Bayu, he just came out when I stepped slowly to take Mr. Julio to his car.
"Assalamu'alaikum, ma'am," said Mr. Julio politely.
"Wa'alikumsal. Her work buddy Hani?" ask the middle-aged woman again.
"I'm Julio, Fahmi's teacher. Sorry if you'll excuse me to go home." With a rash move, the good man continued his intention to leave immediately.
"For a while, I've heard his name ... " My ex-mother-in-law looked up at Mr. Julio who had gotten into her car.
"Oh, yes, I remember now. Julio's Bu Dito's son?" exclaimed the woman with a face similar to Mas Bayu, the name of Mr. Julio's car has passed through the gate of my house.
"Hmm, you, yes, have dared to take that man home!" grumbled my former mother-in-law while staring annoyed.
I turned my head around, expecting my ex-mother would act like that if she knew that man was Mr. Julio.
"Take to the bathroom first, ma'am."
"Eh, I'm still talking about being left behind!" My mother-in-law tried to reach my arm, but I had already passed.
I keep going, it feels unrequited to remain silent and appreciate my mother-in-law who still wants to be heard. If Mas Bayu could call to take care of his mother here and I would move house soon, but my ex-husband's cell phone number is no longer active.
The next morning, I felt well enough to leave for work. I looked at my phone, worried about telling Mr. Julio about my situation. Do I need to ask her permission to go to the office? But we don't have a marriage yet, so what's it for?
I put the phone on the dinner table, but a moment later picked it up again, repeatedly like that.
"Why are you? That's Fahmi's in the car first, late." My former mother-in-law rebuked with a look of wonder at my behavior.
"Yes, Mom." Immediately I gulped the remaining water in my glass and stood up to catch up with Fahmi.
"People ko early in the morning have daydreamed that man just to forget the time, huh." The voice of my former mother-in-law was heard murmuring, and I let her just let the middle-aged woman know I was ignoring her words.
Arriving at the office, I haven't told Mr. Julio yet. That guy didn't ask me, did he? Already, we should keep our distance if there is nothing very urgent to talk about.
"You have been waiting in Mr. Kevin's room, said Ms. Salsabila almost here," said Luluk when he saw me enter our room. My best friend is always able to discipline time, he often comes before me.
"You're healthy, right?" asked Luluk to look at my face.
"Yes." Yeah."
"What is it that Miss Salsabila wants to see you?"
"I don't know, he said I had to meet myself to quit the team."
"Wow, there's something like that. Just be mentally prepared, don't be a baper. Don't mention Julio's professional name." Luluk reminded me.
"Yes, thanks for the advice."
Making sure the clock is close to the number eight, then I move to the room Mr. Kevin. Arriving at my superior's room, the man greeted me warmly and tried to keep the look of his admiration on me so that it would no longer be seen.
"So Ms Hani is healthy? The guy who picked up with his son yesterday was Julio Wardhana, right?" ask the wise man.
"It's healthy, sir. Yes, that's Mr. Julio, he happens to be my son's teacher."
"Oh, that. Not a close friend of Bu Hani's?" ask again with the face starting to shine.
"Good morning." The greeting and knock on the open door kept me from answering my superior's question.
Mr. Kevin turned away from looking at me, and we simultaneously turned to the door of the room. I saw a beautiful woman with her pointy nose waiting for us to answer her broom.
"Please Miss Salsabila, morning too." Mr. Kevin hurriedly approached the woman who turned out to be a guest who we later came, he was Miss Salsabila.
Gracefully, Salsabila approached me. I immediately stood up from the sofa where I was sitting, commenting on the smile as I reached out to shake his hand.
I reply to the beautiful woman in front of me, it seems she is very good at taking care of herself until it still looks like a girl. My concern floated on Mr. Julio, do not understand why he could not mate for long with a woman as perfect as Salsabila.
"She's been wanting to see Bu Hani for a long time, you know. There's just a chance. Oh yes, Mr Kevin, can I have some time with Mrs Hani?" Salsabila asked Kevin.
My superior nodded doubtfully as she looked at me and Salsabila alternately, as if our guest this morning was overstaying her request. Thumping, I waited for Mr. Julio's ex-wife to say the word, but he was busy opening the screen of his phone.
"Who do you know?" Salsabila showed me her phone screen.
I sharpened my gaze at a photo that was shown to me. Seemed to me a pair of men and women in elegant modern bridal attire smiling happily, they looked very harmonious in good looks and matching beauty. My saliva was bitter, there was a tightness filling my chest cavity as I stared at the photo of the intimacy of the couple.
"That's Miss Salsabila?" askaku.
"Yes. And another mother knows?" Salsabila asked with a sigh, as if holding back the rumble of anger within her.
"Yes. That's Mr. Julio."
"Near what's Ms Hani with Julio? Do you know my ex-wife is stepping down from our project team?" ask Salsabila to investigate.
I didn't expect to get such a complicated question, the woman was unrelenting to make an accusation even when we had only met for a while.
"Sir Julio is my son's teacher. We also have a clan-making cooperation." I answered as necessary.
"Mom know I'm his ex-wife?"
For a moment I was silent and decided to shake my head, forced to lie to avoid getting caught in further trouble.
"What, you don't know?"
"We're just meeting now, aren't we?" I avoid his accusations.
"Yes. But, I'm not good at lying. You must have known I was Julio's ex-wife."
I didn't answer, then tried to look at Salsabila, asserting that I didn't understand what it meant to meet me.
"I've been separated from Julio for a long time, but he still has to pay the price for what he did to me."
"Bu Salsabila, we met to discuss our project right?" I firmly reminded the beautiful woman in front of me.
"Alright, let's discuss the project first. First, I only want the team to be replaced if there is a penalty for compensation. The second option, I revoke the project can be replacement money and nominal according to my request. Third choice, Ms. Hani remains in the team."
Salsabila grinned, feeling in the wind could pressure to continue working on the project from him. He stood up, then moved the two beside me.
"Be careful with Julio, he looks good just outside. I will not be willing that man can live happily with whoever the woman he chooses. He does not deserve a companion. Yes, the victim, and I won't stay silent to hear Julio approaching Bu Hani." Salsabila whispered in my ear with a heavy pressed voice, as if giving me a warning.
I shook my head, holding back the shock of hearing all his words. In the face of Mr. Julio, there is not the slightest doubt about his kindness. But this beautiful woman why can bring a similar incitement disgrace bad from a mature brown man.