I REPLY TO MY HUSBAND'S AFFAIR

Chapter 39. Lara in the Dark of the Night

Bayu POV

"What do you want to talk about?" my question was short while staring sharply Dini.

My mind started to fret about going home and meeting Fahmi. I began to get a little upset at being forced to follow Dini's willingness to go home with her, whereas I wanted to quickly go home to see my son.

"It's time for us to get married" whispered Dini as she brought her face closer to mine.

"But I haven't been able to divorce Hani," I said, beginning to worry about losing my son after hearing Hani tell me about Fahmi by phone at the mall.

"Easy, we'll marry. Your wife's gonna ask for a divorce."

"So you've been thinking about that? Didn't you feel sorry for my wife's child to refuse to touch me? Why do you talk about it now?" cecarku fierce.

"Yes! That's the only way to get my honor back. What can a woman who no longer has a future do?"

"I don't understand. How can you not have a future? Your education is S2. Even a good career."

"That's what you see of me now?" I look at me sharply.

"Yes, aren't you that successful?"

"You don't think, a dozen years ago what was the state of a Dini after knowing that his hero had married another woman?"

"You mean?" I began to worry, guessing the direction of the woman's talk with the flick-eyed.

"I want my honor as a woman you took a dozen years ago. Give it back and give it to me Bayu!"

"Honor?" my question was shaking, I was getting restless.

I gripped my shoulder tightly. He fancied softly, reminding again our story in the past when we had to separate after graduation. I am frightened when I will be left Early home to his hometown, as well as he worries our closeness will not be okay when far apart later.

"When I comforted your restless heart as we were about to be far apart, did you forget us that you had done that night? You lulled me into oblivion and the next day I returned to my hometown without bringing honor as a girl again!" pekik Dini sobbing.

"The incident that night? Aren't we both doing it? Not spared your mistakes too, Dini! Not my fault entirely. The letter I sent always came back to me."

"Our house was sold, papa's business went bankrupt. I was so busy taking care of my sick mama that I never got to tell you, I thought you were loyal, I kept waiting for your promise to marry me."

Obviously, you disappeared. I'm not wrong to marry another girl."

"I want you to keep your promise. Only you can restore my honor. It's time, marry me!"

"But..."

"I don't have the pride to be able to get through the first night with my bride-to-be if that man isn't you. Think you, I can be humbled if my future husband finds out I'm no longer a girl? The entire marriage will be broken. I can't stand it! You're my bride-to-be, only you!"

Sobbing, Dini shook my shoulder until his breath stinged. He then spoke while lamenting his misfortune when he returned to my city and saw me on the porch of the house already holding Hani when we were going to work in the morning. He was disappointed and hurt in me who had married another woman, forgetting my promise to her. He also returned to his hometown to bring the determination to continue his education S2, pursue a high career looking for a gap to be with me again.

"What do you want from me now?" ask again.

"Your promise," Dini's firm hissing threatened me.

"Promises in the past that I can't fulfill, if we only cheat a little bit to vent the longing in the past maybe it can still be. But if you're really married, it's hard. I thought we'd just remember the sweetness of our story first!" I awakened from my lost path while remembering my son.

"Haha. You're selfish! Do I need to expose your past disgrace to Hani? I can also tell you even worse about you to Fahmi maybe." Dini grinned sharply, her slick eyes darted sharply, she began to open one by one the buttons of her shirt.

Oooh God, Bayu. Just marry Early, what is less than that woman? She's beautiful, she's smart, she's got a great career and most importantly she asked you to marry her. Didn't he love your death before meeting Hani, you're not wrong. Look, Dini can only give her life to you, she can't be with another man. Your family business can be arranged later. After all, Hani is a submissive woman, she will definitely easily understand your desire for polygamy. The whispers of my heart echoed, as Dini's cradle unraveled her charms until it caused me to complain.

I, who was about to return home in my wife's arms, finally returned to being a vile and selfish man. No longer care if my mistakes in the past are repeated again, not afraid to incarnate like a dark shadow that endangers me and the integrity of my family.

"When are we married?" sighed Dini spoiled.

"Quickly."

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Early showering me with a lot of love that makes me forget the child, forget the wife. We eventually married secretly.

As we got back together, Dini kept demanding that I divorce Hani and I couldn't do it either.

Hani certainly would not accept if this husband had ever done nothing and after that he might leave me. And child? I will lose them until I am wasted alone in loneliness.

A sense of love should make a mistake forgivable and meaningless. But my mistake is too big, I hope Hani will not forgive.

If I tell Hani about Dini I've married, it will definitely trigger a hassle. I can't imagine Hani's reaction that's definitely not going to take. I can't imagine the look on his wounded face knowing that his beloved husband has made a terrible mistake.

I continue to live both sides of my life with two women. Dini tried to wait patiently waiting for me to divorce my wife, this is beneficial for me to be able to keep hugging Hani. However, what a power, Hani finally realized I was no longer loyal.

There was something painful when I found out that Hani was able to live without me. Such was Hani, the maturity of his attitude made me ashamed and regretted having hurt him until he left me with my son.

Since my wife's departure, it's not happiness that I find but only a sense of loss that never ends. Moreover, the fact of slapping me after the house with Dini, he is no longer a soul reassuring figure like I used to know. In her there was only envy and anger, making my days filled with heartache.

This self must bear the weariness of holding back the longing, the longing for Hani and my son, the very longing.

"But every night!" dini's screams deafened my ears, making me look up wanting to run from her and return home in Hani's gentle embrace.

Now, even when my togetherness with Dini is still running a piece of pole, I am already at a point of regret berpubi because of the loss in the figure of Hani who now looks more elegant in his hijab.

Reckless, I did not heed the anger of Dini who realized I could not afford to lose my wife. Trained I tried to knit back my marriage waiting to be cut off at the trial, but Hani was already as hard as a rock to reach.

I just realized after losing Hani. If the most patient love me will be able to choose to leave. What worries me the most when I get home from work will be able to. The one most afraid of losing me will be able to say goodbye. If all his sacrifices as a wife are not appreciated anymore.

Now, the dark night always carries lara in my heart. Side by side with a beautiful woman, but my heart wanders longing for the figure of Hani and my son. In my heart, I can only pray for their happiness.

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