
Silent. It's been a few seconds since I asked, but Mr. Kevin hasn't spoken yet.
"Sir Kevin?" Luluk greeted our superior politely, and tried to represent my wait for an answer.
"This is. This project is very large, and the partner company is also a criterion A partner in our list of prospective service users. After I thought, the risk is too great to try." Mr. Kevin began to parse an excuse, looking at me and Luluk with a look of concern.
I lowered my head, sitting quietly calming the roar of sadness and disappointment that filled the chest cavity so that the corner of my eyes began to warm. Unlike me, Sarah immediately stood up and looked at Mr. Kevin bravely.
"We've already tested the presentation, haven't we, sir? You have seen for yourself the ability of Bu Hani, have agreed he will go forward. Why is it that after the presentation is delayed, you change your mind?" Luluk asked very boldly, making me so amazed at his sincerity as a friend.
"Silence Ma'am. I changed my mind because I didn't dare to take the risk. We will lose a huge profit if we fail to tender. With his presentation on hold, we have time to rearrange the plan." Kevin repeated the same reason.
"Okay, that's a reason it makes sense. Now we only have two days, then who are you going to show for the presentation? I don't think anyone will be ready" Sarah insisted.
"Bu Luluk is more experienced, so far we rely on Bu Luluk. Let's just be realistic. I still see Ms. Hani several times have not been able to organize her emotions well during the recent trial, I ignored that time. But now I hesitate to.."
"If you want to choose me to replace, I'm sorry I'm not ready. I choose to withdraw from this company if Bu Hani is not given a chance" Buru Luluk cut off Mr. Kevin's words.
Our leader was surprised to hear Luluk's words. A moment later he explained a reason that made me quite understand his doubts.
"One of your team objected. He faced me not long ago" said Mr. Kevin.
"Who is Sir? I didn't realize any of my mentors were like that. We see they're solid with us." Sarah answered in surprise.
Same with Luluk, I also didn't think there were any team members who weren't sure of my abilities.
"I keep his name, yeah. Bu Hani's infonya is having a household problem. Maybe later he will be split mind. Poor team that has turned over, later failed to get their dream bonus, our company also lost so it can not get a large fee" Kevin explained wisely, as much as possible, but it makes me feel bad.
Apparently, there was something we didn't realize, if there was someone from the team who listened when I often shared my marriage problems with Luluk. I was careless, talking about personal matters in the office environment. Now, I'm in trouble for my own negligence.
Luluk was still standing, he was defending me all out. He explained, if household problems actually make me more spirit of presentation because this tender is very large value to me. Even he was willing to risk his post for me.
Finally, Mr. Kevin asked until tomorrow morning to make a decision. Sarah also agreed. I followed Luluk out of our leader's room with concerns that still could not be lost.
"Calm down Hani. I'll be briefing our team again. I helped change that man's view. I don't know which one of them reported to Mr. Kevin. His attitude is right, but he should be aware that he is not necessarily able to present as good as you"
I just nodded, really hoping for Luluk's help. I have stored the suitcase in the passing trunk, will I bring the suitcases back to Mas Bayu's house?"
Today is rolling so fast, I am focused on continuing the work. While Luluk, he also returned to work after collecting the team. He asked me to stay calm and confident that I would still be able to deliver a presentation in three days.
"Time to pick up your son, go home first. Let me close the soap ad order" Luluk pulled on my back, when I was a little bit more done editing an ad order.
"I owe a lot to you. Tomorrow, if I go to heaven, I'll find you as best friend." I hugged Luluk with gratitude.
"Aamiinu. Thank God dong, so add my paradise other than my son. There's no husband I can ride in heaven with, but there's a friend of mine who wants to share heaven's path with me." Luluk chuckled while shifting my laptop to get it faster.
I stood up laughing as well, but in the corner of my heart was a wound I suddenly felt. Soon I'll lose my husband's way of heaven too if I get divorced.
"Yes, I went home first, yeah. It was just a little edit. Don't forget, your son is also waiting for you to come home. Thank you very much" I patted Luluk's shoulder thankfully before it passed.
"Okay, my son has grown up ngak complicated menggurusnya, ngak pick up school again like your mother even who often asked to be picked up"
I waved my hand with a big smile stepping out of the room. Sarah is lucky, her son can go through a bleak time when his parents had to separate, he is now sitting in college and can keep Luluk in his papa.
When I got into the car, the ringing of my phone rang out from my briefcase. I immediately saw who called me. Read by me, the name Mas Bayu is listed on the call screen.
"Yes, Mas?" I said lazily after answering greetings from Mas Bayu.
"Fahmi I've picked up, I want to fix my mistakes, my son. But Fahmi didn't want me to pick him up he said wait for you to pick him up." Mas Bayu's voice rang out among the voices of the other conversations around him. Fahmi's voice, but who's talking to?
"Yes, I ordered Fahmi to wait for me to pick him up. How are you gonna pick him up not tell me first?" I asked annoyedly afraid that my plan to go directly with Fahmi would fail.
I kept quiet to sharpen my hearing as someone laughed.
"Mas, where are you? same who? I'm just impatient.
"I'm with Dini, we'd like to stop by at a Korean restaurant."
There was a sense of slashed in the corner of my heart hearing Mas Bayu's words. She not only removed myself from her heart, but was also trying to get rid of the meaning of myself as the mother of my child.
"Mas! You can get rid of me and replace it with Dini. But don't take my son away from me. Just take your life with that woman away from us" I shouted loudly to remember my threat.
"Have picked up Fahmi he does not want to come with me, quickly pick him up we go first"
I can't help but feel upset, but dear Mas Bayu has turned off his phone so I can't call anymore.
I'm sure, 'Here began to have a strategy to approach my son in order to accept him. You old virgin! I can't prevent me from swearing because of the resentment in my heart