I REPLY TO MY HUSBAND'S AFFAIR

Chapter 46. My offer

Early Part

The woman with the beautiful brownish eyeballs greeted me well the first time we met. But as we talked that night, I think she realized that I was a woman close to her husband.

Not long since our first meeting, I saw again a woman who I thought was simple but elegant was suddenly forward presentation with stunning in the auction tender a branding project in the office where I work. I began to realize, she was trying to take her husband's heart. Back and my time to take the husband away from that woman is not much else. My marriage to her husband must be done immediately.

I, no longer cover ready I'm actually on that woman named Hanag. Intentionally, I tried to drop his resolve during the tender auction. I tried to get her to leave her husband because I had to get rid of her from Bayu's side so that my bride-to-be would be mine again.

In the quiet, it has been a dozen years I often grieve the fate of me who no longer have pride as a mature woman. What does it mean to be beautiful and smart if my honor as a prospective wife is no longer intact. Which man wants to marry the remaining girl from another man's forbidden touch? Bayu, the only man who ever cradled me that should be my bride.

I pamper Bayu with the aim of charm that I decompose until my trick succeeds. I got my groom back, it's happy to be back to look up to see the world. There was already a man by my bedside, though a woman no less beautiful than me had to leave her husband's bed. Vengeance and envy rule over me more than pity as a woman.

Without wasting any time, I immediately conveyed about the closeness of Hani and Mr. Julio to Bayu, hoping he supported me by reprimanding the woman who had not officially divorced from him. Fortunately it was unachievable, if I had taken the wrong step. Bayu instead burned the flames of jealousy hearing a man who was more everything from him began to be close to the mother of his son. My plot also started from my carelessness.

"Tonight I'm home late, don't wait for me to come." Bayu answered without a warm greeting when I took him home from the office together at dusk, we began to distance ourselves. Although he had lived in one house, but now he felt like he was in the North Pole, so cold untouched by me again. Her body is with me, but her soul is imprisoned only for Hani and her child.

"Know how I feel right now?" I asked when the next day after midnight Bayu just arrived home without greeting me at all when I opened the door for him.

"Destroyed," my hiss in his ears as he sat silently ignoring me who had been willing to endure the sleepiness of waiting for him to come home.

That night became the night we started fighting for quarrels. I know, Bayu secretly lamented the departure of Hani and her son, and that fact made my heart burn in malice. My life is not calm anymore, haunted by suspicion and fear if Bayu hugs Hani again.

The more the number of days the more Bayu ignored me. Touching me was no longer an opium to him until the walls of our room grew colder and quieter.

"But every night!" my strangulation in her ear, the silence of Bayu has turned me into a lost control and rude. It feels like just wanting to vent anger, anger, and anger.

Bayu fell silent, exhaled a rough breath and immediately lay behind me.

"I'm asking you to forget about Hani and her son. They have chosen to leave, you have no shame in coming to them" I said as gently as possible, when I found out Bayu from the office actually went back to Hani's contract the same day after I went to the woman. I ran into him, but he didn't even notice when I followed him until his car stopped there.

"I'm sorry to see you back. After a dozen years, you are completely different. You are asking for the honor that you have given yourself to me without coercion. But you made me lose the honor in my wife's eyes with a compulsion to marry you. I'm sick of it, I feel bo-doh hurt my wife as well as Hani," cried Bayu blaming me, exhaling harshly withstanding the annoyance.

Hearing that expression, my reason laughed at him. Bayu chose to blame me, even though he himself could not subdue his views and turmoil when my charm teased him.

Bayu's slur made me recall my arrival before dusk to Hani's contract, looking to offer a luxury to Hani so that he went away from this city disappeared from Bayu's sight, but that woman actually kept her pride from the sparkle of my offer.

In vain I hold Mas Bayu's money which I took over without letting it reach Hani's hands. But in fact, the brown-eyed woman was getting tough untouched by my malice.

Failing to guard myself from the spite and anger of seeing the gift of self-excession and the world that Hani has, I seem to have forgotten my Lord.

Indeed, too much gazing at the property of others has made me not to be grateful for His favor, so that I always feel restless as it pervades me now. After birth envious...I also dreamed of being empty, dirty hearted, and demanded more from a partner beyond his ability...

I hate that woman even more. The wood I had conquered being my husband could not really turn away from him. Could it be that my sin in the past was so great, that such a deep wound must louse at this time with the man who also bore a sin similar to mine?

"What keeps you waiting for him even when he's with me? I'm more everything than Hani!" One night, I screamed what I thought.

"Sincerity and tranquility. I didn't find that when I was with you" she screeched with eyes so bright that clear glass overshadowed her eyes and she sat in awe.

As low and low as I am, Lord? I had to watch the man who was my husband but whose heart was fixed on another woman. In a dozen years I crawled to build self-sufficiency to be able to reclaim my bride-to-be who had been with other women. As low and as low as I am?

Alright Bayu. The war drums you've healed! What I can do to keep you by my side I will do. Maybe I have to learn to be a figure Hani to be able to make Bayu no longer expect brown-eyed woman. I'll make you crawl looking for me.

"Sir Bayu has signed?" askaku on the administrative staff of Bayu.

The young girl nodded at my door. It was easy for me to use it to trick Bayu with just a few red sheets to buy her cosmetics.

The net has been put on, Bayu will bend his knees chasing me, forget Hani. I laughed with satisfaction, even though I realized my path had gone wrong.