I'm Sure He's My Match

First Day of Twelfth Class

First day of school in 12th grade. As usual I sat down with Vina and Kiki with Ano. What makes me happy is that Kiki and Ano are sitting behind me and Vina. That morning, I went to class to see Kiki with Vina talking to each other, not talking about what seemed serious enough. After Vina saw me, Vina immediately ended the conversation with Kiki and came to me.

"Eh Vi, have you come?"

"Yes Na." I'm a little jutek with Vina, because seeing the two of them talking I feel uncomfortable.

"Why you?"

"No why."

"Your mood is so ugly, dong spirit, first day of school so pouty."

"Hehe." I just nagged.

"Hmm.. Are you jealous seeing me with Kiki?"

"What the hell Na, why am I jealous, I'm the same she's just a friend."

"Good, good."

"Na, what did you talk to Kiki about?"

"Ah kepo you."

"Yes, what the fuck, what are you talking about?" I forced Vina to tell her the chat with Kiki.

"Talk about you."

"On me? What's wrong with me?"

"You're asking me to help you tell Kiki your feelings, right?"

"Yes." Yeah."

"Yes, I was talking to Kiki, I tried to explain your feelings, I knew you would never dare to tell Kiki everything. So, I'm trying to explain."

"Hm... How do I keep responding?"

"Let's see what Kiki will do to you. Let time answer."

"Goddessa.."

The first hour of rest, at 10:00 as usual I went to the mosque to pray Dhuha. After the bell rang I went with other friends straight to the mosque.

"Na, Ta ayok we pray Dhuha."

"Yok Vi."

"Na, Na. Where are you guys going?" Ano asked Vina.

"You go to the mosque, Dhuha prayers."

"Follow dong."

"Can, come."

"Ki, Ki let's pray Dhuha." Take Ano to Kiki.

"Yes No, first you. I'll be followed."

"okay."

Places for women and men are limited by the hijab. When I finished the Dhuha prayer I saw that there was Kiki who was holding both hands and praying fervently. Again, I like to see that. I hesitated to let go of this feeling.

I always feel fascinated whenever I see the good things he does, and never look bad about him, maybe this is what Bela Tea says, love can blind someone.

I went straight back to class. While I was reading the novel, Kiki came home from the mosque. He passed by with his thin hair because it was wudlu, I did not dare to look at him from closer to closer. I knew it when he was still outside and I saw him in the classroom window.

Kiki went to her seat and brought a chocolate parcel, souvenirs from Batam. Kiki approached the friends who were gathering and distributed the chocolates. I went out because I was fasting and I felt lazy to see it all. Diandra shared those gifts. Diandra.

"Vi, this is from Kiki." Diandra approached me who was outside.

"Thank you Ndra."

I was hoping that Kiki would love it to be the same as me, but instead Diandra.

I was fasting at the time, so I gave the chocolate to Vina.

"Na, this is chocolate for you."

"Why for me? You don't like it?"

"Like, it's just me fasting."

"Oh you're fasting again. Yes, thank you Vi."

"Yes are the same."

"What are you guys doing outside?" Ano's coming.

"Gatau Ivi let me out."

"Ah you Vi, you do like to be lonely at all. The other one's calling in class, you want to be outside."

"Hehe I'm just gonna want to be outside No. Why are you here anyway? Not anymore exclamations inside."

"I want to be with Vina."

"Away..." I shook my head.

"You eat the chocolate Ivi's got?" Ask Ano to Vina.

"Yes, hehe."

"Well, why?"

"They're fasting again."

"The craving Ivi wkwk."

Kiki passed by with Rian.

"Why Vi?"

"I'm Shaum Ki." I answered Kiki's question while bowing.

"Hmm. again shaum. Yes, tomorrow I bring it if there is still yes. Tomorrow isn't shaum, is it?"

"Say, Vi, kok shaum." Ano chirps.

"It's the same No, fasting is our language, if shaum is Arabic." Kiki tried to explain.

"Oh that, haha. I don't know Ki."

"You're No, bego." Chirper Rian.

"Eh what the hell are you Ian?" Nicks Rian's head.

Kiki just shook her head.

"You are the one who's ian." Ano reversed Rian's words earlier.

"Haha, I didn't hear you say what the hell weee was." Reply Rian.

"Have gone Ian." Kiki took Ian.

"Gih, y'all." Ano.

On the first day of school, the lessons haven't been completely good. Teachers are busy with meetings. After Dzuhur all students are repatriated. Our class makes an event to eat at a place that is quite far from school. We're talking about all of that. And set the vehicle because many do not carry a motor, one of which I. Because I can't ride a motorcycle, so I can only take it to another.

"Ano same Vina, Diandara same Flower, Rian same Karen, Ivi same Kiki............ "On the board it says my name is the same as Kiki.

"I'm the same Ian Love." I commented.

"Why?"

"Why not. I'm just the same love."

"Love I can come with you, right?" I patted the shoulder of Love sitting on the front bench.

"May Vi, may."

"Who do you want to be with?"

"Whoever Ian, be free." Answer kiki casually.

Actually I really want to be able to bond with Kiki, but it feels like I will not be able to do anything later, will be misbehaved and can only be silent. Because Kiki was close to Pearl, I was afraid Pearl saw us and she thought otherwise, I don't want to be the reason for someone's heartache. I have to start to be able to release feelings to Kiki, later afraid even more baper him if I reach the bonds.

On the way to the restaurant, I talked to Love.

"Vi, how come you don't want to mess with Kiki?" Love asks.

"Huh, what Ta? Not heard." The sound of the streets was very crowded, so I did not hear what Love said.

"Why don't you want to mess with Kiki, Vi?" increase the volume of his voice.

"Yes, it's just Ta."

"That you, someone else wants to fuck her, you don't want to, weird." Love doesn't know that I have Kiki's feelings.

"Haha, do you want Ta to mess with Kiki?"

"You don't want to, if I'm boning with Kiki you're the same who dong weee is."

"Yes, you Ta, haha."

Arriving at the place to eat, I happened to be sitting in front of Kiki. I don't know why the other friends left me a seat there. I want a seat.

"Ta, can I not sit there? We're tukeran."

"I don't want to ah, I've PW."

"yeah. Okay, let's." Okay." With a little disappointed.

"Vi, it's the same with me." Vina offered her seat.

"No Na, Ano can't be far from you."

"Let's know you Vi." Ano replied to my words.

"I'm the only one who moved." Kiki relented.

"I'm there, you're here."

"Ready Ki." Ian was confused by my attitude and Kiki's.

"Why the hell? Strange I'm the same as you." Love asks.

"Heem why are you?" The others repeated the question.

"Grandfather, long time for the food." I switched the conversation.

"Patience Vi, patience, haha." Diandra.

After a few minutes of waiting, our food finally arrived.

"Finally came also Vi." Love says.

"Yes Ta, hehe.."

"Let's eat everything!" Ian's taking us.

"Please pray first." Kiki reminded us and raised her hand

"Bismillaahirrahmaanirrahimi. Allaahumma bariklana fii ma rozaktana waqina adza. Hopefully in this 12th grade we can always be given ease in understanding the lesson, launched in the face of the tests, and hopefully healthy always."

"Aamiin's." All friends guarantee.

After eating, we get our photos ready. Because my class wants this moment to be a memento later when we graduate. The picture is over, we all go home.