I'm Sure He's My Match

First Meeting After Graduating High School

Two more years of not meeting with high school friends, until a time when there was a wedding invitation from Clara. It was there that the first meeting returned after graduating High School with Kiki and the others.

Before that meeting, my heart felt very happy about meeting them. Honey, happy it's just before the meeting. When the meeting happened, everything was destroyed. On one hand I was happy to meet friends, on the other hand my heart was messed up, devastated to see Kiki coming with her new boyfriend.

Earlier in the WhatsApp group Kiki said it could not attend because there was more busyness.

Ano vividio call Vina, Ano could not attend because again in Bandung and could not go home. Ano talked to Vina "Kiki came with her new boyfriend." Vina immediately stopped Vidio's call and spoke to me.

"Vi, Kiki is coming with her new boyfriend! You have to be ordinary yeah, I know you're strong." Vina told me because she knew that I was very fragile when I saw Kiki as a girl.

"Well? Seriously? But, no papa. It's natural he brought his girlfriend." I said, but my heart was sad to hear that.

"I can feel what you're feeling, but you still have to be strong." Vina.

Shortly as we wait at the appointment, Kiki and her boyfriend arrive. He said his girlfriend's name was Bunga. Beautiful name as beautiful as the person too.

It just so happened that the color of my veil and the dress of the Flower were the same, all my friends knew that if I had time to save my heart for Kiki, they felt what I felt, they felt crazy about me.

"Kok can be the same that is the color of Ivi's veil as Flower clothes, it is great in this world. Two humans who like the same person can be that way, hahaha." Chirper Rian.

"Silent." Love stepped on Rian's feet.

"What the hell are you?" Rian said to Love.

"Shut up!" Answer Love.

Coming down from her proud red motorbike, Kiki approached all of us, to shake hands.

"Assalamu'alaikum Ivi." Kiki stretched out her hand to shake.

"Wa'alaikumussalam." I just shook hands without seeing Kiki's face.

Flowers just sit by Kiki's motorbike and don't approach us all.

After that, we go directly to the place that has been provided. After the same shaman Clara, we all took food, I took the same food with Kiki and Bunga "why the hell should I take the same food?" I said in my heart. I want to go again feel bad later afraid Bunga think nothing. I don't want Bunga to know how I feel about Kiki. Me, Love, Vina, Kiki, Bunga and Rian are at the same table, I see them very romantic. The more hurt it felt to see the two of them.

"Patience Vi, patience. Must strong.." In my heart said, calm yourself.

After eating we talked, I was not in the mood. Rian made a gram snap, he focused his camera on me and on to Kiki and Bunga, I don't know what that means. Karen didn't come to the invitation because she was in Pangandaran. He commented on his gram snap.

"Well, is that Kiki with her boyfriend?"

"Yes Ren."

"Ya Allaah, kasian dong is the Ivi, really the Kiki bring her boyfriend while she knows that Ivi is very dear to her." Ian, you look at that comment to me.

I'm getting crowded in that room. Want to get back home soon. I was busy playing mobile phones open WhatsApp and Instagram. Busy yourself so as not to look hurt.

It hurt me a lot, even though I shouldn't be like that, we're just friends. I never realized that Kiki and I were just friends.

After that, we go back to the parking lot. There Love, Vina, and Ian took me to our nursery while in High School. Kiki didn't come, she went home first with Bunga.

I'm the same fuck as Vina. In the middle of the road to the stall, it turns out I met again with Kiki and Bunga, I think they are far away will not be seen again, in fact Kiki brought his bike so slowly. Understandably new people are dating is wkwk.

I saw the skirt that Flower was wearing almost want to be wrapped around the motor chain. I immediately said to Love.

"Ta skirt Flower near it's the same chain, afraid of twisting. You tell me!"

"Eh Flowers that skirt you watch out for chains, later twisted danger." Love overtakes Kiki's bike.

"Thank you Vi." Kiki.

"How can Kiki thank me Ta? You're the one who knows." Ask me to Love.

"It's not papa dong, it's the same."

At the shop, we talked.

"Don't you have a boyfriend yet?"

"Yet, focus on college. Dizziness in college too, no time to think so."

"Oah, if you Na how about Ano. Any plans for Clara?"

"Haha what the hell Ta, not yet dong. Still a long time, haven't thought of it."

"Eh you should not be dating for long, not good, mending halalin chips first. Let it be worship. Yes, Vi?"

"That bill, hehe."

"Yes he wants it but, Ano will have to finish his college first, not to mention he has to work first. I'd like to be told what to eat with Ano if Ano doesn't have a job."

"Yes anyway. Anyway, hopefully you guys are always together, lasting until spreading the invitation to us yes. Hehe" said Love.

"Aamiin. amiin.." Vina.

After eating, I go home first.

"I'm going home first, yeah, help out at the cottage again there's a show." I said.

"It's a real rush Vi."

"I'm sorry, but next time we meet again. First yes, assalamu'alaikum."

"Wa'alaikumussalam."

Actually there is no event at the cottage, I just reason to them, want to go home immediately because I want to shed tears that I have been holding back.

Arriving at home, I let out those tears, disappointed because this meeting was very much awaited but, unfortunately, everything was destroyed. This is all because I expected more from him. Suppose there was no hope that everything would not be this sad.

My phone rang, Karen called me.

"They? You're okay, right?"

"Yes Ren, I'm fine."

"Don't lie Vi, I know what you're feeling. I really don't understand what's in that guy's head, he's so arrogant. Why take her boyfriend there, when I think it's time with friends. Wonderful that I, at least he can appreciate your feelings, he knows that you still hold feelings for him? But why is he like that?" Karen rage.

"It's only natural that Ren, Kiki is not wrong to bring his girlfriend to his condo Clara. We haven't seen each other for long, so Kiki won't know how I feel right now."

"Vi, why the hell can't you forget a man like him? Why don't you open your heart to others? It's been two years since you met, but you're still the way you were. I can see all your feelings in Vidio. Everything is clear, it looks like you still love him."

"Don't know Ren, I don't know how I feel about myself either."

"Yok dong you can definitely, try not to see the good side of Kiki doang, try to see the bad side of him, you can definitely forget him."

"I've been trying to find her bad side. But, still my heart can't hate him."

"I'm just like you, when do you want to make yourself happy? When do you want to get out of this reality? When do you want to be sad like this?"

"Thank you Ren for everything."

"Thank you what? I didn't do anything. You can definitely get away from that wrong love."

"Yes Ren."

I feel like this is not the wrong love, I never regret having this feeling. Love has not been on my side, maybe one day love will come beautifully for me, I am sure of it.