I'm Sure He's My Match

Courtship View

The extracurricular that I follow is FSRI or Islamic youth forum, after Dzuhur prayer activities we start the activity by reading the Quran one by one and heard to be corrected if there is an error in reading it.

After reading the Quran, a routine study by our extracurricular builder, the Hajj father Burhanuddin continued. When the builder discussed about one of the Quranic verses that explain adultery

Walaa taqrobuuzzinaa innahu kaana faahisyatan wasaa-a sabiilaa

And do not approach adultery, for it is a wicked deed and a bad way.

I immediately remembered and said in my heart "O Allah does it hold feelings for someone and I like to share stories with him, chatan with him, is it one of the adultery?" I wondered to my own heart.

Beside my seat was Bela tea, the head of this extracurricular court. I'm still wondering about my question.

"Teh Bel, later after this study, I want to ask the same, yes, can it be?" I whispered to Bela's tea.

"Hmm... How is it? God willing, hehe.."

"Okay tea, hehe.."

2 Hours later the study ended. While waiting for the Ashar Adhan I immediately turned my head and moved my 45° body to Bela tea and started the conversation.

"Tea, tea..." Looking into the eyes of the tea.

"Yes, what's up, Vi?"

"Teh, I'd like to ask you about the father's study."

"You, Vi, why didn't you just ask your father, let him answer immediately."

"No tea, no way. I'm ashamed to ask you this."

"You are yes... What's your question?"

"So gini tea, well I'm ashamed to say it."

"Eh, you said you wanted the nanya, but embarrassed, so not the nany?" Becanda.

"Gini tea, did you talk about zina? You said we should stay away from the act, such as dating and other things. Well, I want to ask the same question, if there are women who admire a man, keep the woman often the news even though they are not dating just the news. And the woman put a little bit of heart on the man, how is that tea?"

"Oh, the question is very difficult for me to answer, Vi."

"Enhress, tea?" I feel astonished.

"Yes, that's a question of the heart, and the law, I'm afraid I'm wrong to answer."

"Grandfather, tea. What do you think?"

"Yes, if according to the law, if a woman admires a man it is only natural, and a woman puts her heart or baper as a man is also natural, but..." Bela tea stopped her words.

"But...what, tea?"

"If he has any hope other than that of Allah which is neither permissible nor desirable. If the woman is always thinking about the man until he forgets each other, the same duties and obligations, it is also unnatural, just a waste of time. That's what I think, Vi."

"Hmmm.. Is that tea?" While bending his gaze.

"Yes, Vi. You why? Who are you interested in?"

"What is tea?" I woke up from my daydream.

"You're in love?"

"Fell in love? Hehe, it's not love-love tea."

"Eh, you can't do that, love is a gift from Allah SWT. it is very necessary for one's spiritual, love is not from a lover only right? Friends can, and surely you still have love from your family. Love can get us excited about one thing. So, you Vi do not go far in love, but your love must be a motivation to reach your ideals, humans will not be able to live without love, he said, including the love for someone you're feeling right now, hehe."

"Ishhh, Bela tea, what the hell."

"Are you really in love?"

"Where is tea, falling in love may, hate may also be, I myself confused tea with this feeling."

"Oh, you're funny to know, it's called you're in love."

"Well, yes, tea?"

"Yes tea, ready. I just don't like tea to fall in love."

"You sure, Vi?" Corner me and smile.

"Yaaakin, tea." Little doubt.

"Okay, it's up to you, Vi. Remember the father's advice yes, do not date first better friends."

"Read more insyaallaah tea, thank you very much for your time. Now my curiosity has been answered hehe."

"Yes, same, Vi."

Allaahu Akbar's.. Allaahu Akbar (adzan Ashar).

"Alhamdulillah has been Adhan, yuk we wudlu!"

"Come, tea."

The Ashar prayers are over. My friends and I rushed home. Vina and I walked first because the distance from the school to the alley was quite far.

"Vi, what did you say to Bela tea? I think it's serious."

"Ah, you're Na. Scalp, hehe."

"Abshell, Vi. Come on, let's tell you a story, I'm curious." Forced Ivi.

"No, nothing serious. I'm just asking about the father's study, because I don't understand."

"Oh that, why the hell aren't you the same as me Vi? I understand about that." Becanda.

"Haha, trust me Na."

When Vina and I were laughing, suddenly from behind came Kiki passing by with his red motorbike. Kiki kid extracurricular athletic. The schedule is the same as my extracurricular Friday. He stopped the bike and greeted me.

"Assalamu'alaikum."

"Wa'alaikumussalam." I answered Kiki's greeting with a racing heart and flushed cheeks.

" Eh Vi, let's go home together?"

"Huh?" I'm shocked.

"Do you want to?"

I turned to Vina for not daring to leave Vina alone on foot even though I knew our house was opposite direction and we rode a different angkot but at least I accompanied her to walk let her not alone.

"Hmm yes thanks Ki, I'll take the angkot. Short again also up the alley and it looks like angkot is also a lot, after all we are different directions."

"Don't really want to?" With great politeness.

"Yes Ki, thank you."

"Yes already, I'm ahead Vi. Assalamu'alaikum."

"Wa'alaikumussalam."

"Be careful Ki." In my heart I said.

I really want to be able to go home together with the same kiki, but can not because of the situation and conditions. I'm afraid to meet people who like Kiki especially Kiki is like an artist at school, many fans. I'll think I'm his girlfriend, haha. I'm not usually the same guy except my brother. I missed that one chance.

At 16:30 I got home, took a shower, ate and rested. While lying down I played my phone. While playing the Maghrib mobile phone, I kept my phone and listened to the Adhan with hope and prayer.

The Adhan ended when I took my phone back to send a message to my closest friends and Kiki to immediately perform Maghrib prayers, just remind me. After that, I went straight to the bathroom to pick up the wudlu. Directly wearing white mukena and trying to pray with solemn.10 minutes of my prayer ended. I ask forgiveness and pray to the Creator, pray something yes, hehe. I also ended by reading the Koran. After that, I took my phone back to tell the lodge boy that tonight there is a payment for the infak money. Apparently after I opened WhatsApp there was a message from Kiki, answering my message earlier.

"Yes Alhamdulillah Vi, Kiki has prayed."

"Hehe, yes Alhamdulillah Ki."

I immediately ended my chat and hurried off to the cottage.