I'm Sure He's My Match

Proposal

A week after that, Kaka came with his extended family to propose to me officially, My family warmly welcomed the arrival of all of them.

After the proposal, I tried the third time Istikharah prayer. As a determinant there may be a change from the results of my dreams.

My marriage with Kaka will be in a month. Three days after my application, it was unexpected. At that time I was sick, when I woke up to Dzuhur prayer, I saw many former glasses and a sigh of guests. I asked my mom.

"Well, was there a guest?"

"Yes dear."

"Who ma?"

"Rifki Andranata, he said."

"Rifki Andranata?"

"Yes Vi. Why that?"

"Why did he come here, ma?" I immediately invited my mother to have a serious conversation, which was my mother watching TV again I immediately turned it off.

"He came with his papa, he proposed to you."

"Seriously ma?" I was shocked, feeling happy and even shed tears of happiness.

"Why are you crying?"

"Well, she's the answer to my three prayers of istikharah, I've loved her a lot since I was in High School. I always wait for this day."

"Darling......"

"Suttt mama don't talk, Ivi knows mama must be confused, mama Ivi really loves Rifki but, free ma everything is over, Kaka has already proposed to Ivi, Ivi can not do anything, Ivi can not do anything, Ivi has resigned with everything, Ivi handed over to Allah. Ivi has decided to stay with Kaka."

"Honey, Rifki came here with her papa and Kaka with her mother.."

"Well, did you and your mom come too?"

"Yes." Yeah."

"Clearly how? Mama, why didn't you wake up Ivi?"

"You're sick again, we don't want to bother you."

"Keep how ma?"

"Kiki told Kaka before, explained everything to Kaka, Kaka is very good, Kaka let you live with Kiki."

"How's Mama Kaka?"

"Mama Kaka is also confused, she really wants you to be her daughter-in-law. But, he also could not do anything, Kaka had explained everything to his mother, and Alhamdulillah he accepted it. Tomorrow morning Rifki wants to come home, she wants to see you."

"Hm... Is that ma? Mama I'm so happy to hear this news."

"Ya Allaah dear new mama first saw you this happy. If you had told me about Kiki before, I wouldn't have worried about your soul mate." Mom crying.

"Mom already, why win?"

"Mama feels guilty about making Ivi depressed about what she wants."

"No mama, maybe this is the way of life Ivi, mama don't feel guilty. Ivi dear mama." Hugging mom.

"Yes mama don't cry anymore, eh astaghfirullah Ivi has not prayed Dzuhur, Ivi was willing to take ablution, eh be chat."

"Yes, pray first!"

At night, Kiki called me, I don't know who my phone number was from, maybe from Kaka? Yes it could be.

"Assalamu'alaikum my wife?"

"Who?"

"Aren't you familiar with this voice?"

"Who? You're on the wrong side maybe, I'm not married, sir."

"Eh that means, assalamu'alaikum my future wife."

"Who the hell?" I turned it off immediately.

He called me again.

"Rivi Angraeni's Rifki Andranata."

"Oh Kiki's. What's up Ki?"

"How's the answer?"

"What answer?"

"The answer that your mother gave you."

"What?"

"Huh what? His voice is unclear." I'm faking.

"You open the window curtains."

"Which window? Rooms?"

"Living room!"

"Seriously?"

"Yes your room."

"What in the window, just enter the house through the front."

"Lied me at home anyway, why did I go to your house silent in front of your window wlee."

"I'm sure you are."

"What's wrong? I'm going to sleep."

"The answer is first."

"Must now?"

"Yes is it."

"Hmmm, I love you too." my voice was almost inaudible

"Hahaha this is serious?"

"Lied, Ki lied."

"Bay. I want to sleep assalamu'alaikum." Connecting my previous words.

"Yahyah your evil, yaudah wa'alaikumussalam. Nice dream Vi." Not finished talking has been switched off with Ivi's phone.

In the morning, Kiki called me back.

"Assalamu'alaikum, good morning."

"Wa'alaikumussalam, morning..."

"Gapain you called early in the morning."

"I want to wake you up to pray tahajud."

"I just prayed. Thanks." Thanks."

"Oh well done, thank God. You're welcome."

"Eh Ki?"

"Yes what?"

"Why are you sure you want to marry me?"

"I am sure of Allah Vi's permission."

"Other than that?"

"I'm sure you're the best for me, too."

"Continue?"

"I'm sure you're the best for me."

"Yes continues?"

"Keep, just keep going from now on, I have no reason other than that Vi, I just realized that you are the best for me, you are the best, while in Batam there I only realized that you are always there for me but I do not realize it, even though you are heartbroken with everything I have done to you but, but, you are never willing to give up on fighting for me, I have wasted people as good as you. I'm sorry for me who always made you cry, never understood what you wanted. And what you need to know, from before I keep the same feelings as you, but I do not dare to date you because your knowledge is higher than me, I want to balance my knowledge before I apply for you, in Batam I also learn more about religious science, I do not want to be a stupid priest. For that I just ventured to date you and directly propose to you."

"Hmmmm.that is, Thank God is all-knowing to someone's heart and know what we need, even though the time is not right but God is never too late to give what we want, he said, perhaps this is the best time for God to unite us. Maybe even if we were with you before, you wouldn't be my future husband now."

"So you really accept my love?"

"Yes Ki. Actually I do not mind if my soul mate knowledge is lower than me, after all we can learn together, anyway, and you must understand that the husband in the household remains the highest degree even though his wife exceeds the level of knowledge that her husband has. You remember that."

"It's true, but it's true..."

"But what, Ki?"

"Yes I'm ashamed of you, of the people, and of my son."

"Gini ya Ki, a wife has a high education in order to take care and educate her child well, so if you assume a woman who is high in knowledge to be able to rival her husband is not right, that's right so that later take care and educate her child she already has a mature and broad knowledge."

"Yes Vi, thank God I am now met and united with you, good woman, Sholehah, wise. Anyway I'm really lucky, thank you Vi. You want to sleep again, right? Nice dream, read do'a first! Don't forget to wake up at dawn."

"Yes, assalamu'alaikum."

"Wa'alaikumussalam."