I'm Sure He's My Match

Year End Holiday

The semester is long, I spend my time at home and in the cottage. Not going anywhere. Occasionally play to Vina's house. While Kiki went to visit her mother's house in Batam with her brother, and her sisters. I feel happy hearing that. I saw the story of WhatsApp Kiki who was gathered with his mother.

"Oh. That's Mama Kiki, beautiful. Worth her son's handsome and pretty." In my heart I said after seeing their portrait.

"Have fun, Ki!" I'm commenting on that story.

"Hehe, ready. Thanks."

"Fruit typical Batamnya yes do not forget, haha." Gurauku's.

"Safe-safe, haha."

"Aci-Anna Uhibbuka." I sent the song to Kiki

"That's, Vi?"

"I don't mean anything, I like that song anyway, hehe."

"Ohh, that. Later I will hear the song yes, I'm the same as my family first, night walks, hehe.

"Aah, sorry to bother Ki."

"No papa, just relax."

I feel so silent at home. I decided to go to Vina's house. I poured out my heart just like him.

"Na, I don't think anything has changed for me. I still admire him, with the events yesterday-yesterday I feel like he prefers. How about dong Na?"

"Vi, Kiki's a lot of girls, she does act like that to everyone. He's too good. So, can't distinguish the attitude to the people around him. It's nice like that, but I think it actually makes people close to Kiki expect more of Kiki. Like you are."

"Well, yes, Na, I don't understand how I feel. I want my attitude to Kiki like I'm to Ano and to the others, uh.eh.. Na, why is it? Friends in class seem to know how I feel about Kiki, but I've never told this story, other than you and Diandra."

"Yes, the other friends know because your attitude to Kiki is very different, you are not like Ano, Rian and others. You realize it yourself, right? Plus you're always weird and your face always blushes when you're close to Kiki."

"Hmmm, is that Na? I don't know why I'm like that."

"Eh, btw Diandra when do you know about your feelings?" Ask Vina.

"Newly, at first he thought that, forcing me to be honest, yes I have answered soberly."

"You knew? Diandra likes Kiki too!"

"Well? Time is it?" I pretended not to know.

"You don't know at all, or pretend you don't? I know you can't lie Vi, your face isn't good at lying."

"Hmmm... Na, I want to tell this feeling to Kiki, but it's hard." I opened a new conversation to divert Vina's questions.

"What do you love about Kiki?" Vina asked firmly.

"I love Kiki because...... Yeah, there's no reason. I felt comfortable around him and I was so amazed by all his kindness."

"You comfy? Don't you always act weird being close to her?"

"Yes Na, my heart always beats fast when it's close to him, but I feel that if I'm close to him I'm always close to Allaah."

"Hmm.. You admire her kindness? He generalizes his attitude to all the girls, are you amazed too?"

"Yes to be honest about that I don't like it, but I admire a lot about him because he's very nice to everyone, not just girls. Her attitude to the teacher, to the person older than her, to the underclassmen, I liked all of her attitude."

"I feel sorry for you Vi, I feel how love claps one hand, it feels so painful. I don't want you to feel the same. It's not that I don't support you for Kiki's affection, but you should be able to accept the fact that Kiki only considers you Vi's friend, nothing more. Remember that!"

"Yes it's true Na, I want to get rid of this feeling Na, help me!"

"I can help you, but you also need to be able to convince your heart to be able to release your feelings to Kiki. It's free for me to help you, but your heart's broken."

"Well don't do dong Na, insya Allaah I can really, little by little the taste will disappear."

"I'll try to help you later."

"Okay, thanks Na."

"Sama-sama Vi, uh, there was a question I had that you haven't answered yet." Vina reminded him back.

"Which one?"

"The Diandra is just like you, like Kiki."

"Oh yes I forgot, mostly talking Kiki anyway, ayok." Started playing the film.

"Yes, yes, but Kiki's ears will be red because we're talking about it."

"Ah myth that."

"It's myth haha."

Vina and I continued watching the movie. In the middle of the movie playing, I felt sleepy and I finally fell asleep. Vina is still focused on watching the movie.

"Vi, vi. I hurt the same movie, I think I'm alive." Vina spoke to me.

"Vi, you watch? How come you don't cry, you usually baperan very same movie ginian." Vina kept talking without seeing me who was asleep. I didn't hear what Vina said at all.

"Vi, why don't you make a sound at all, you're still around, right?" Vina asked me, while I was asleep.

"It's basic kebo, from earlier I was talking alone, severe the hell you Vi." Looking to the side and nyerocos.

The movie is nearing completion I wake up.

"Arghhh.... What time is it? Mama, what time is it?" I asked the time because of my habit of waking up early like that.

"Mama, mama, it's me Vi."

"There is Vina."

"No Vina, no Vina. This is Vi's house, why the hell are you?"

"Eh astaghfirullahal 'my regime thinks this is my home and I like waking up in the morning, sorry Na."

"You ah you are not cool, you are watching, but the turn of the film is on you even sleep. I was talking alone, I thought you woke up uh actually you fell asleep." Vina pouty.

"Hehe. Sorry dong, sorry my beautiful Vina." I persuaded.

"You ah, I won't forgive you." Vina angry.

"Yes, I don't have a papa." I said.

"Have you done it."

"Yes I'm sorry, about you forgiving it's none of your business.."

"Based on you, I'm your best friend." Vina pinched my nose.

"Thank you Na." I hugged Vina.

"I wash my face first Na, come to the bathroom ya."

"Yes-iya gih.."

5 minutes passed, I went back to meet Vina who was still in front of her favorite laptop.

"Na, jajan yuk.."

"Yok Vi."

"I want seblak, still open the mother seblak near the mosque?"

"Still still, keep me in the veil first."

"OKAY.."

"Yukkkkk.." Bring Vina.

After arriving at the seblak stall, we ordered seblak with the menu as usual, I with toping baso, kwetiau, and cuanki with spicy level 2. While Vina ordered with a baso topping, cilok, and Sumedang tofu.

While waiting for the order we talk again.

"No, I don't think we're in 12th grade. Feel like it was just yesterday we MOPD, in order to be with the upperclassmen, had to come to school in the morning, nginep at school when scouting. It feels like time is passing very quickly."

"Yes right Vi, the 12th grade will have to study more, I want to enter the state univ. Just gotta get in, whatever it is."

"Aamiin, aamiin, may what you want be just as much as Allaah wants for you."

"Aamiin Ya Allaah Ya Rabbal'alamiin."