I'm Santri?

Obviousness

It's been almost three months, I've always been at nightclubs. There is no other reason, I just want to eliminate my annoyance at being lonely. I also now rely on narcotics, which obviously can damage the nerves of my brain.

I understand the danger to both my body and my soul is extremely terrible. Because I've seen the negative effects of consuming these items myself. I saw it firsthand, not from people's stories, or from doctors.

My neighbor's a heavy addict. His fate is now, I can say that there is no hope for his future. Often without reason he fell in shock with the foam coming out of his mouth. His eyes were very visible inside, his speech was always unclear, even his work was just stealing, which from the loot, he could buy the illicit goods he wanted.

Sometimes I still cry when I think about it. But my life always brought me to him. I am self-aware, my life is not as happy as others. I'm lonely, I don't want to be like this. If my life were like before. Of course I'd rather stay away from this stupid life.

Yeah, it's all because my life is fading, no more color. Tasteless, no more taste. Stray, there's no way. Until the day I saw the reality that destroyed everything. At that time, I was busy drinking alcohol at the nightclub where I used to spend my nights. As always, I hope that my mind will subside from thinking about my dark life. I can't believe I saw you walking and embracing a woman I don't know in a place like this.

The woman's skin is white, tight red clothes, skirts are worn very mini, as well as a dressing of makeup that adds to her charm more graceful.

My body that usually reflexes to approach my father when I meet, this time is different. My body was stiff, and my mouth was silent. Maybe because I got carried away curious, why did you come here with a foreign woman? Shouldn't married men bring other women? Moreover, he embraced it and talked sweetly.

As my curiosity grew more and more, I finally intended not to directly meet him. I want to know what it means to come here. I want to follow Dad.

A lot of strange thoughts immediately came to my head. But I brushed off. Can't I just misunderstand? No, I didn't misunderstand. Didn't you also often hold meetings that contain some women. But now it's a little different, they're just alone, and in a place like this. I need to know what they're gonna do.

After they stood for a long time at the cashier. Finally their feet stepped towards the back passageway. I wonder why I have to go down that aisle. All this time I've never been in that area. Because I heard from the visitors of this club, the place they were heading to was the VIP room, which not just anyone could enter, he said, aka a special place that the club owner provides for visitors who want to date without being disturbed.

My curiosity is getting out of control. Finally after a while they entered the room, I followed them from behind, and gradually approached them. But I was confused, after there was a turn in the other direction, their trail was gone. There are only five rows of rooms. I started plonga-plongo. Did they enter the room? If so, what room are they in? I was confused as to which room I should open first. I'm afraid I'm going in wrong, and I'm going to mess things up.

From the confusion, I want to try one by one listening from behind the outside door. I put my ears on every door in the room. I eavesdropped voice after voice that was in those five rooms.

First room, I didn't hear Dad's voice. Although I'm sure there are two human pairs in it. The second, third room was the same, there was a pair of humans on a date, but there was no Dad voice. In the fourth room there was no sound I heard. Maybe the room was empty. Up to the last corner room. Sounds very obvious jokes typical adult laughter. I who heard it was disgusted. Is that really what Dad is in? I know exactly his voice. But I doubt it. Ah, if it continues like this I'll never know.

Finally without thinking for a long time because my curiosity had peaked, I also forced to break down the door of the room.

"Brakkk!!"

After the door opens. I was so surprised to see what was going on.