I'm Santri?

Seduced

I remember, at the club that night, I left my bag to Farhan. Maybe that's when Farhan put his illicit capsule in my bag.

I'm very upset. Maybe if Farhan was next to me, his cheeks would not calm down anymore. I'm gonna slap him to his senses. Did he not think that God hated such a thing?

My laziness has reached the top. I really feel that my life does not need to continue. Anything around me makes my pain matchless.

Just imagine, in one day, everyone I love goes one by one. Sasha, Bi Ina, Ferry, and lastly Farhan. Where else would you run if I was empty like this?

In the end my mind gave up. He no longer wants to think about life, my head feels it, dizzy and heavy. Until at last I let my body fall, my eyes closed, my hands spread, my legs stretched out, and my breath slowly came out of this mouth. It's a pleasure if I sleep.

But the clock kept going. Although my whole body feels true pleasure. But there is one that bothers. It is my mind that never stops thinking about the reality that happened today.

I tried to stop him. Still, those false shadows teased my brain into thinking. I turned the body to the right, still not lost. I turned my body to the left, still not lost. I turned my body down with a pillow over my head, but the false image of reality did not disappear.

What should I do to enjoy my whole body, soul, and mind?

"Solutions, solutions, solutions come!" I screamed while patting my own head.

At the same time, I don't know where the whisper came from. I remember the capsule Farhan gave me. Is it true that the capsule can make my mind calmer?

Sure enough, my feet were curious, he suddenly pulled my body out of bed. Little by little continued to approach my bag which was next to my study closet. Not until there, my hand that does not know knowing knowing, also ventured to take the illicit capsule. And my mouth can't resist the turmoil either. In the end all the capsules entered my body with the help of a glass of clear water. After taking the pill, I deeply felt that my entire body was unable to withstand God's prohibition. Though I myself wanted to slap Farhan, because he had given me this forbidden capsule.

Strange, it did not take long, one by one my limbs were so light, like what I often see in soap operas. My mind has changed. I'm sure my mind is happier than before I drank it. It is only fitting that many teenagers of my age are lulled with this kind of pleasure. Ah, very delicious. I want my life to continue like this. Don't forget I also told Farhan my heart. Thank you for putting this stuff in my bag. My dream of happiness has come true.

My eyes were more serenely closed, my body relaxed, my mind rested, and my whole body lay limp with comfort.

I hope tomorrow will continue like this. At least until I find a new beauty.