I'm Just an Ordinary Widow

Raw bogem

This morning was so bright, the sun was still shy to show its rays. Every morning before work, my daughter and I make video calls.

At first I thought I was going to feel lonely living in a new place, apparently not.

I have a new friend and a gang of dime fighters in my office.

My word of encouragement this morning is, Kinan dear mother. I want to see him soon I miss home and all its inhabitants.

FIGHTER RECEH 11 MESSAGE :

Fia: Brother Jingga did not leave?

Dina : Depart dong kak ☹ we miss.

Fia: May you be well, our foster brother Din.

Dina: Hahaha foster sister? keleus' son.

Fia: He's not our son Din. 🤣

Dina : Want to pick up no foster sister?

Fia: Where do you know Kak Jingga lives?

Dina : Tau dong, in apartment xxxx. 😋

Fia: How do I not know? 😭😭

Dina : Hahahaha.

Fia : Yaudah gih pick up 🤭

I'm happy to have friends like them, good and what they are. I also replied to the group chat.

Me : Do you really want to pick me up ? good ngirit fare. Hahahaha 🤣🤣🤣

Dina: Okay foster sister, on the way. Wait in the basement.

I get ready, this time a mocca-colored span skirt combined with a white blouse and black heels as high as 11cm so my choice. I tied my long hair a bit high, then grabbed my little bag and headed for the basement.

Tin Tin, right in front of me Dina stopped.

"Your car is Din?"

"No, my brother's car. Get on the spit later late"

We also went to the office. Dina dropped me off in front of the office.

"So don't go in first, I want to park"

"All right, thanks Din"

"Orang" Ah apparently Ria's mom

"Yuk in" said Miss Ria while patting me on the shoulder.

"My mom first yes" Pamitku left Ria's mom.

I ran after the elevator door that was almost closed.

"Udah full!" Said a woman who was in the employee elevator. Suddenly the tip of my blouse was pinched, the collar part and he pulled me.

"Who the hell" I turned quickly, it turns out Mr. Raihan.

"You should have said you were leaving. I was looking for you in a room that didn't exist" said Mr. Raihan to make the entire elevator widen his eyes.

"Astaghfirullah sir" Spontan I smothered his mouth, pulling Raihan's pack into the president's special elevator.

"Lacking ! you're not polite Airin" I don't care anymore about my boss's words.

"Father embarrassed me, try to repeat the words of the father earlier. See the elevator until it stares ? they must have thought that no-no sir was me" I crossed my arms in front of my chest.

"So you're angry ? where is it wrong ? isn't what I said true?"

"Yes sir, it's up to you"

After this is over my reputation in the office, I'm sure people will make a dime gossip that makes my name ugly. All this because of Raihan sir.

******

"Airin, check the file again for the meeting after the break"

"Meeting sir?"

"Don't you forget?" Mr. Raihan has been staring at me sharply from his desk.

"Astaghfirullah sir I want, Indolicious right?"

"It's fast, it's gonna be a break soon"

I immediately checked the file that Raihan was referring to, I checked it over and over again. Thank God it was finally finished.

I tidied up my desk from some scattered sheets of paper, I mean a temporary desk. Because this table belongs to his personal assistant, Bhumi.

I immediately finished my service, and I went down to the cafeteria to fill my stomach.

The atmosphere in the canteen was so crowded, several pairs of eyes were watching me. "That's right ? the new employee who suddenly becomes secretary dirut?"

"Kaleeeee's affair, diem-diem has been sleeping with a girl"

"Lo know what ? Jendes is ! have children anyway"

How painful are the words they say. They deliberately raised their voices so I could hear them. Dina and Fia chased after me, I saw her but I ignored her.

I'm ashamed, I can't stand crying. Right now my destination is the toilet, the safest place.

Still on the same floor as the canteen, I went into one of the toilet doors. I covered my face with my hands. I cried, cried without a sound. How ugly I am in their eyes. The news they got was not true. Mas Ridho !! That's the only name I can say when I'm crying. I miss him, I need his protection. My husband why did you leave me? look what happened after you left me ! I am a widow and humiliated.

"What is Orange. I think it's Orange . I've heard Fia call it to him."

"No, yeah, I guess he's that innocent. It doesn't fit in well"

"Yes, I did too. Amit-amit deh beautiful so simple. Wuek"

Again I heard it, the two women were talking about me. Hey you guys ! that's slander. I want to tell them, but can they believe?

As soon as I went back to my office, I no longer care about my appearance.

Mr. Raihan looked at me. I disregarded it.

"You're Nangis Rin's brother?" I shook my head slowly, I didn't want to talk to my boss. I was very upset with him, if only this morning he had not spoken carelessly, I would have been able to live as quietly as usual in the office.

"To the meeting room now" Mr. Raihan called someone. He got up from his seat and I grabbed the file at the table. I followed him from behind, we both got into the elevator.to the 55th floor, somehow Pak Raihan did not use the meeting room on the same floor as the room.

I deliberately kept my distance from him, I let him first enter the room.

Preindggggggg

There was a sound of broken stuff in the room, I immediately ran small. See what's going on inside the window. It turns out that Raihan sir just broke the big urn in the meeting room.

"You guys gossip? talking about my secretary? You guys are tired of working here. Who started this rumor? Your mouth is not fit to be in this company. What if I just move all of you to the market? So sales? Wanna?"

Everyone in the room was silent, they were like frightened to see Mr. Raihan's anger.

"Airin' here !" He called me, as he said, I entered the room with my face down.

"Sit down" Like a buffalo whipped in his nose, I'm like always. I'm still bowing my head. I really didn't dare to stare at the people in the room.

"He is my secretary !!!! want to be my girlfriend's cake, my affair's cake, so my wife's cake. That's my business !!!! Why are you wasting your time talking about Airin ?????? All you talk about is him and me. Indirectly you guys also talked about me !!!! understand all of you ?????!!!!!"

"Airin remembered these faces, if until tomorrow you have not heard an apology from them. Tell me ! I fired all these gossipy women" Unknowingly I cried, I immediately ran away from the room leaving Raihan sir. I don't know why I'm ashamed to face them.

I'm heading for Raihan's room, I'll get my bag. I decided to go home early. My mentality is not ready apparently, I ran out of the office.

There was a car in front that I knew.

"That's!" It was Adam's mas, I ran straight into his arms.

"Hiks. hiks mas. huuu"

"Why? What's up?" I can't answer Adam's question. My tongue feels muddy, I still don't accept their ridicule. It seems that my mentality is not ready to work in a company of this size.

Adam took me in the car, and I took him to the apartment where I lived.

******

"What's up ? the same story mas" Before telling, I had already calmed my mind first.

"What's? An affair? How rude of them? Why do they know you're a single parent?"

"No papa, I'm the whiny one. Maybe tomorrow the office will improve"

"How could you suddenly become a deck secretary?"

"I don't understand, I'm just following orders"

"You can't work there, get out on deck. At the place we need administrative staff. Kemaren boss tell mas nyari people"

"Mas ? do you know how much my first salary was?"

"It's not the deck, you haven't told me"

"48 million pay in advance"

"Astaghfirullah deck? What do you really do?"

"My salary was only a quarter of a mas, but because for a month I was also his personal assistant so my salary was that much"

"In other words the personal assistant is 36 million a month?"

"No idea, maybe it could be more than that because it works hard. That's where the mouth is really fierce again mas" I said while grunting annoyed

"By the way how much is the rental deck?" Mas Adam circulated his gaze, paying attention to every corner of the apartment.

"Free, this is a facility."

"What!!!!!?????? You don't suspect deck? Do not have any ulterior intent tuh dirut?"

Mas Adam glared while clucking his waist, freaking me out.

"It's impossible, his assistant is also next door. 106 Dwellers" I said as I opened some plastic wrap that Adam had brought.

Ting tong (Bell sounds ringing)

Adam immediately approached the door, then pressed the speaker button on the side of the door before opening it.

"Airin's? you're inside, right? you don't be like this please. I've been looking for hoax news in the office, tomorrow I fired. You must not think of leaving even resign Rin. Please, I'm cape gonta-turned-secretary" Mr. Raihan's voice from outside.

"This is your boss Raihan?" Ask Adam and I nodded. Adam opened the door for my boss.

"However? Airin why are you bringing men into my apartment? you're not satisfied with me?" Mr. Raihan said the inappropriate thing was fiery. I just turned my eyes away not believing what I just heard.

Buuugggg... Adam floated a raw bogem into my boss's face. I immediately ran over to Raihan sir.

"Don't you papa?" I asked while looking at his body because he immediately fell down.

"Don't you see this?" Mr. Raihan showed fresh blood on his hands, it came from the tip of his bloody lips.

"Here sir sit down first" I pointed my boss to the sofa

"Mas Adam too !!!!!" Shouted my beloved brother who just hit Raihan sir.