I'm Just an Ordinary Widow

Divorce !

"Yuk yuk is too cold, too bad. I'm not strong" Dimas took my hand to get back into the house.

I went into the room and turned off the lights as was my custom. Mas Raihan contacted me via video call many times. I still don't want to answer. Then he sent a voice message.

"Airin ? I want to explain everything to you. I have no intention of hiding all this. I haven't loved you yet. But after you officially became my wife. Since then I have decided to protect you and take care of our household. The one you saw between me and Felicia. That's what I'm going to explain. But not now. Because it's hard for you to understand. I don't want to burden you with my problems. Sorry Airin"

I still don't want to answer, I'm disappointed in my own husband. He could lie to me.

He forced me to pick up his call after sending me a voicemail.

"***Airin lift her video call, I want to see your face Rin ☹*"

"*Rin ? please. No papa if you crumble and do not go home. I am sure I know where you are. I promise I won't suck you up. 😔😔"

"Come on Airin's. You have a heart, huh? Worse, your husband must obey you**."

"I'm on the phone again, appointed Rin*."

Finally I relented, I picked up the video call. I covered half of my face with a blanket. I let the lights go dark, only the low-light sleeping lights lit up my face. Mas Raihan smiled in a lying position on the bed. He looked me in the eye, I don't know what that look was but I liked it. I've missed him.

"Assalamualaikum my wife" He asked kindly, I pretended to be ignorant.

"Airin's? No greeting was answered. Sins of loh"

"Waalaikumsalam" Ketusku.

"Airin go to sleep, let me go" Mas Raihan swiped his phone screen. Maybe he was fantasizing that at this time what was touched was his wife's face. Might as well.

"Airin answered this, where are you? Why not say goodbye?"

"I'm at home, deket house Mom. Tomorrow Kinan has an art scene. He asked his parents to be present. I have permission for 2 days"

"Male victory? or women?"

I choose silence not to answer.

"Oh sorry, I believe you can take care of yourself. Why didn't you tell me it was about Kinan? I'm also Kinan's father. You're my wife she's Airin's son, too. He asked his parents to come means I also have to come dong"

What did you say mas ? Daddy ?

"I'm sorry" That's the only word I can say for you !

"I'm there now, wait for me at Mom's. Don't get on there. Okay?"

"Mas don't have to. No need"

"You don't want your husband, you'll see your face on tv right now"

"Huh?"

"You'll be on the missing persons search list" Mas Raihan sneered.

"Astaghfirullah hal adzim mas. I'm waiting at Mom's house"

"Well, my wife's Assalamualaikum"

"Girishal"

We turned off the video call, and I was getting ready to go home to Mom. I don't want my husband to know about my friendship with Dimas. I originally planned to introduce them. But it looks like Dimas is the way for me to know about Raihan's relationship with Felicia.

I sent Raihan another route so his car could get in front of mom's house.

A few hours passed, Raihan arrived at my family's residence. I intentionally did not enter the house from earlier. Even though I'm eating mosquitoes out here, I don't care. I care more about my family. I don't want them to know about my problems.

Soon I got in Raihan's car and closed it.

"Mas don't go in yet"

"Why?" raihan raised both eyebrows.

"We solve our problems before we go inside" I said coldly

"Well, which part to finish?"

*ak*u wants to test it by bringing up divorce !

"Mas I think our relationship cannot continue, from the beginning we should not be married. I want us to separate" I pretend, I cry myself. So weak. Basic Me !

"Astaghfirullah Airin's ! you said what the hell !!!!!!" Raihan's tone immediately showed anger. "God doesn't like divorce, from the beginning I married you not for divorce. Don't dream you can get away from me !" he said he hit the steering wheel until he accidentally pressed the horn. Tiiiiinnn

"Chicken chicken" I spontaneously said because it was shocked. Mas Raihan who was almost devoured by anger even so resisted his laughter. I remain untrustworthy, I stick to my goal. Angled his.

"Hiks... Lying !" my tears broke, I was indeed not very good at theatrics as it turned out.

"Ssssttttt. Don't cry. I'm not lying. I'm speaking the truth" Mas Raihan took off the seat belt and hugged me.

"Photo that. Hicks. hyx.." I hit Raihan's arm that was holding me.

"Airin, please give me time to clear. But not now. I can't !"

"I also can not mas . hiks. I can not marry in the way of kayak gini. I don't feel like I'm in a creep. I'm depressed hiks.. I want you to cut me off now. Hicks.."

"Airin !!!!! You are crazy. Never say those dirty words again. I DON'T LIKE IT !" Mas Raihan grabbed my arm tightly. Until I grimaced in pain.

"Where do you choose hiks..honest and open with me.. hiks......hiks... or do you want me to go from your life forever?"

"Yes Allah Airinnnnnnnn" Mas Raihan rubbed his face rough. He seemed to be silent and contemplating my words. A few moments later he started talking again.

"Okay, if this is what you want to hear. Felicia and me. I'm done with him. It was a long time ago when you entered my room for the first time in the apartment. I caught him cheating. I can't forget it until we got married yesterday. I'm still communicating with him. And when I decided to stop it all. He tried to kill himself. Her parents contacted me. Even begging me to come back to him. I don't want Airin. I have you ! Right now I'm just following his parents' wishes. Until Felicia's condition improves. The doctor said he was stressed. While fun things will make it better. I had to say a few lies in front of him. Even though it hurt my own heart"

With a look of despair Raihan's face told me everything.

"You can well mas, sacrifice your own feelings. Wait, you're not the only one who's hurt here. Me, there I am. Even our families, imagine what if they knew? I didn't think you loved that woman more than the rest of us"

"Do you want what Airin is?"

"As far as you are. I don't want to look greedy" I said flatly.

"Let's give me a week for mastiin he's okay Rin"

"No gold, let alone one week. One hour I don't love you. I told you that I don't like to share my possessions with other people"

I know I'm really greedy. But I'm his wife. His legal wife in the eyes of law and religion !

"We're going to talk about this again tomorrow, yes, I'm tired" Raihan chose to avoid arguing with me.

I invited him into the house, while Adam was still busy with his laptop and camera.

We just shook hands and went in, but Adam didn't ask you anything. It was as if he knew that we were not in a good position to talk to.

Kinanti wasn't in my room, it seemed like she was sleeping with Mom. I slept facing the wall. I don't want to look at my husband's handsome face. I'm angry, I'm disappointed. I feel like I have lost control of myself and my feelings. I became a selfish woman. I want to have my whole husband. From the beginning I knew that there was another woman in her heart. But I don't care ! I was his wife.