I'm Just an Ordinary Widow

Ajeng and Maryam

After the incident the other day, I no longer work at KJ Group. I've applied for a job here and there but what I got is nil. Adam asked me to propose at work but I refused because Adam told me his boss was interested in me. Even though Adam said that his boss is still single. But I don't care, I just want to work comfortably. I don't want to work because there's an inside influence. Especially if he said he liked me.

It's been about a week since I stepped foot in the KJ Group. I sent back my entire salary and sent Mr. Raihan's credit card.

Bhumi called me several times, but I refused. Actually I've been thinking about Mr. Raihan lately. The further it gets the more I want to see his face. Because this strange feeling also makes me save the photos I get from the internet.

Tonight I promised Kinanti I'd ask her to buy some clothes at mall C. Only capitalize the rest of my money, hopefully understanding by not buying expensive items.

I went with Mas Adam and Mother, the adorable boy Kinanti sat on my lap. I kept kissing her cheeks, sometimes I bit her intoxicated without leaving any pain for her.

"Sick mama !" that's what he always says when I bite his chubby cheek.

"How long will it take to serve as unemployed?" mother Syndicate

"That's it, ma'am, leave it. Hopefully soon someone proposed to Orange so that we no longer need to share rice with unemployment" Brukkk . I kicked behind Adam's seat

"Evil !" then I turned my face away. Adam and Mom laughed at the same time, making me even worse.

Arriving at mall C, I immediately went down and entered the mall. I went to a store that had baby and child clothes. I held onto a Kinanti that was getting heavier. "Mother down Kinan, Kinan wants to try that one"

"Ready princess!" I grabbed a pink dress with a little motivation for the flower of choice Kinanti.

His taste has been strange since childhood, usually children like clothes that have a lot of motivation. But not with Kinanti, he prefers something simple and inconspicuous.

Kinanti had already picked out a few pieces of clothes for her herself, I walked towards the cashier with one hand holding onto Kinanti's fat hand. I saw the familiar figure of a middle-aged woman, I just looked at her back. And I heard his voice, next to him was an athletic man. I really recognize that back because I worked with him for almost a month.

I immediately went to the cashier and carried Kinanti, I hope that the two people do not recognize me, and hopefully they do not see me.

"The total is six hundred and twenty-two thousand rupiah mothers"

"Mother Kinan took the money" I was eager to reject Kinanti's request, but I did not like to calm her down when Kinanti sulked.

"All right" I sighed and gave her my wallet. Kinanti started counting the money.

"One, two, three, four, five, six, how many mothers?" ask Kinanti with a serious face like an adult. Makes me laugh a little.

"Take fifty thousand, which is my dear blue"

"Orangina ! Orang-orang is right?" greet a young woman who was none other than my former college friend.

I immediately withdrew her hand, I hope the two people I avoided did not see even hearing Dian's words just now.

I looked back, but they were looking at me. Mr. Raihan put on his cold face while Mami Maryam smiled with a warm smile. The two of them walked towards me, I pretended to ignore them.

"When are you looking for a father for Kinan? 5 Years ago Ngga. You haven't let go of Mas Ridho ?" I immediately shook my head with a frown hoping that Dian would stop her words immediately.

"So, so your husband is deceased?" mami Maryam grabbed my arm and faced me towards her. I'm kind of out of words right now.

I immediately turned around and finished the payment.

"Until the debt explanation is the same mommy yes" said the woman was friendly. I carried Kinanti and left Dian there. Mami and Mr. Raihan walked after me. I wanted to expel her but I couldn't bear to act like that to her Mom.

"Name Kinan huh?" tanya Mami was facing towards Kinanti. Kinanti nodded

"Call dear oma" Mami said as she stroked the top of Kinanti's head.

"Sit down first" said Mami pulling my arm slowly, I sat in a food court at the mall. Without warning I ordered a large ice cream for me and Kinanti. Mami and Rayhan just ordered a drink. I honestly feel like I'm in court. I want to escape !

"Why did you disappear Orange?" asked Mami holding my hand.

"Mother, who are they? Does Kinan know him?"

"My mom has resigned" I said pulling the tip of my lips slightly showing a smile.

"I have not approved Airin, I assume you are on leave" said Mr. Raihan cold with a flat face

"But sir?"

"I didn't accept the rejection, you signed the contract yourself. It was clearly written that I could not unilaterally terminate the employment contract without my consent !"

"Raihan, don't be rude there are small children" said mami. Kinanti looked at Mr. Raihan with a frightened face while hugging me.

"No papa Kinan, om it's crashing again because the mother did not go to work. Isn't it om?" I said with a smile. Mr. Raihan immediately smiled wryly.

"Mother if om mengambek, mother kiss dong kaya Kinan if mengambek mother kiss kiss kiss and hold the nose tos. After that mother buyin candy" said Kinan innocently made me widen my eyes and smile bitterly at Mami. Mr. Raihan glared at me. I can't put the brakes on my own son's mouth. You guys know, right ? he only said what was on his mind.

"Hahaha, Kinan is right but can't. Because it's not Kinan's father" I said

"As for Kinan's father which mother, mother said she wanted to find a father for Kinan but why can't I get some?" Astaghfirullah Kinanti, if you are not the child of the mother, you have been biting so anxious ! Again I can only smile bitterly.

"Would you please, this is Kinan's father?" Tanya Mami looked at Kinanti expectantly. Kinantu looked at Raihan from head to toe. I need to stop this conversation immediately.

"Kinan , that's the ice cream. At the first meal of yuk" Kinan nodded his head, me and kinan started devouring the three-flavored ice cream. Mami looked at both of us and Mr. Raihan threw his gaze somewhere.

"Kinan has not won the question oma, Kinan wants this om so Kinan's father is not?" apparently my mother insisted on hearing Kinanti's answer. Kinanti nodded a few times. "Mau oma, but om must be both Kinan and Mommy" he replied innocently.

"Mi, don't talk about it" Mr. Raihan began to get upset.

"May you want to be my mother's ghost?" why did mommy force me to be her daughter-in-law, I was really surprised at mommy.

"Mommy? We can talk three. Orang mami and Pak Raihan. Not here" I said staring expectantly at Mami

"Alright Orange, mami telfon later" I nodded. Soon Adam and Mom came to our table.

"Nduk ? same who?" Ask Mom as she steps towards us. Adam's hand was already full of paper bags that had no idea what they contained.

And when Mom gets to my desk. Mom and Mom look at each other, Mom looks very surprised but not with mom. Mami smiled happily and then got up from her seat. Mom hugged my mom immediately.

"Ajeng, how are you?" ask mommy. Mom shed her tears.

"Mariam's sister, how are you? we were always good" they broke his embrace. Mom asked Adam and Mom to sit. As Adam moved his eyebrows towards me, I understood what he wanted to ask. I just nodded slowly at Adam. Mother wiped her tears.

"This boy is the twin?" Ask Mom to look at Mr. Raihan with a smile. Mr. Raihan just put on a flat face like he wasn't surprised at all.

"Yes jeng, Zayn has become a great doctor now" said Mami

"Alhamdulillah if that's mbak, oh yes this is Adam that I often bring to mbak" mother patted the shoulder mas Adam with the intention of introducing.

"Adam is so handsome, married?" ask Mommy

"Mommy, my son wants 2 in a minute" replied Adam with a smile.

"Call your mom, you used to be little and call her mommy" she smiled at Adam.

"Good mom" replied Adam

"Ajeng actually I've planned our meeting back with Sulaiman bang, but it's not like this. I want to propose to my son Raihan to Orange" said the mother with a small smile on her lips. Adam and his mother looked surprised. Especially me? applied to the mall the same people who don't love me !

"But mbak, our family is not a distinguished family like Maryam. Also Orange is not a woman worthy of Raihan. Because Jingga has been married and even has a daughter" said the mother herself.

"I know Ajeng, we accept the Orange for what it is. Also because we have seen that the orange is a good woman. May you not reject our good intentions huh Jeng." mother looked at me. I'm confused as to what I should be like now. Should I nod? Or shakes?