I'm Just an Ordinary Widow

He's my secretary

I woke up earlier this morning, I felt my body support a heavy burden. I blinked my beautiful eyes a few times. Worth the weight, apparently all night I slept in the hug of a kingkong !

I tried to shift the hands and feet of Raihan who continued to overlap my tiny body.

"Shift, weight" I said it out loud. So that Raihan wakes up.

"There's no more romantic way to wake up a husband?" whispered Raihan, then kissed my neck. I know if this is how it will go. I tried to avoid it, I'm not really the vindictive type of woman. It's just that if our relationship is clear, maybe I won't be like this to her.

Mas Raihan grabbed his phone, then accidentally opened it right in front of me. He showed me his cell phone security password which turned out to be using my date of birth. Must have changed last night !

He scrolls the chat down then opens the chat from the initial contact F. It contained a voice message that he sent many times.

He turned it around so I could listen to him.

"I can't have you, so he and even other women can't ! I'll hurt those who are by your side. You must be mine. From the beginning you were supposed to be mine !"

"This is why I never showed affection outside Rin's house" Raihan increased his embrace in my stomach.

"I'm not afraid of him" I replied in a fiery voice.

"My wife is brave. The right? Airin's? just be patient in a minute. I'll set him up myself"

i'm nodding. I believe my husband will do his best for me.

This morning Raihan and I were getting ready. We wear neat clothes. I also take care of Kinanti myself.

"Mother, said miss Intan... Kinan was locked in two directions" he said by showing his funny face.

"OK ready"

"Dad can come?" ask Raihan on the sidelines of his breakfast time. Kinanti seemed to think. I held back a laugh, I was at least as strong as seeing Kinanti put on a serious pretentious face.

"OK, but I have to carry Kinan to school. You should also smile, not grumpy smile. Later Kinan ministers are afraid of the father" said Kinanti innocently. I, Mother and Mas Adam even laughed at the babbling cheek of the kingpin.

"Hahahaha, so many smiles" teased Adam. I saw a smile rise on Mom's lips, I knew she agreed with Adam and Kinan. But I chose silence, not wanting to get Raihan's body cornered.

"Mom we go first yes" said Raihan. We kissed Mom's back hand in turn.

"Be careful is good"

"Will you sit in the back or do you want your lap?"

"Pangku aja bun, pity behind alone" Raihan said. There was a warm feeling in my heart hearing Raihan say that word. It's simple, but it makes my stomach feel like it's filled with thousands of butterflies. Hmmmm I like it !

"Mother? Kinan wants to go for a walk" whispered Kinan slowly, but still heard the whole car. I glanced at Raihan giving him the code. Raihan nodded in agreement.

"Okay, back home from school to the amusement park huh? Wouldn't you?"

"Mau mama" Kinan looks so enthusiastic.

A few minutes later we arrived at Kinan school which is quite large because it starts from the play group to TK made one here. This was the first time I stepped foot in the paud where Kinan went to school.

Mas Raihan carried Kinanti according to his promise. Kinanti put her right hand around Raihan's neck. Raihan's like a real father like this. He was really handsome and was the center of attention at Kinan school. I was jealous of the mothers' gazes towards my husband.

Mas Raihan swiftly holding my left hand.

"Let's go baby" he said as he threw a smile at me. Being treated like this it felt like my body was almost floating. You are mine !

"Dad there" Kinan pointed to a hall that had begun to be crowded with students and guardians.

We entered the hall and occupied an empty seat at the front. Kinan sat on Raihan's lap for so long. Every now and then I see Raihan pecking at Kinanti's cheeks like I used to. I'm glad that Raihan has started loving my daughter.

"This is his father, right? New dad?" ask a grown woman sitting next to Raihan.

"There was an old dad? I'm Kinan's father today tomorrow and beyond. Mother don't be weird with my son" said Raihan, closing his eyes with sunglasses. Kinanti toyed with the fine fur on the jaw of Raihan's jaw occasionally pulled it making Raihan's mas stir and I laughed. What a pleasant sight.

"How long is the narrative still going?" much

"Kinan does not know mother" the kingpin shook his head and rested his head again on the chest of Raihan.

After dancing they bowed then got off the stage. Kinanti immediately ran to hug me and Raihan. I am proud to have this family. I'm happy to have you. I looked at the handsome face that was in front of me now.

"Not cool mom?" kinan's face was a little gloomy. I hate it when my son loses his confidence. I have to get back to encouraging him.

"What a cool daughter ! Mother and Father are proud of Kinan. It turns out that besides being smart, Kinan is also good at dancing" said me while peeping Kinanti cheeks many times. Mas Raihan brought Kinanti back in his lap. From a distance in the line of teachers I noticed a woman who looked stolen a glance at my husband. Sometimes he smiles, I don't know what that smile means. I was jealous, but I tried to let it go.

The show was over, Raihan and I came out of the hall. Suddenly the woman who had prevented Raihan's steps. He's holding Raihan's arm.

"Ray?" sapanya, then Raihan turned his head and opened his glasses.

"Sara? Sarah huh?" the woman nodded. I just found out they know each other. I still kept a quiet face.

"How are you doing, Ray?" the woman named Sarah smiled sweetly. I lost sweetly to him. Foolish period, there is no one more entitled to Raihan than me.

"Okay, you're this? Is this one of your family's foundations?" ask Raihan and Sarah nodded. Didn't Raihan introduce me ? Oh, maybe he's planning to keep our wedding a secret.

I chose silence, snatching Kinanti from her arm. I was about to take a step and then Raihan grabbed my arm.

"Almost forgot, know. This is my secretary" he said, making my heart ache terribly, and Sarah ? Of course he smiled happily. Did Raihan need to introduce me just to hurt me.

"Sekertaris and my wife, her name is Orange. The darling? it's Sarah. His best friend Zayn" he said, rubbing my long hair. I reached out and introduced myself.

The smile that had adorned Sarah's face had faded away. It was like he lost something valuable. Replace me who smiles, I am proud. Again, this self becomes arrogant. Yes, I'm his wife !

"Beautiful pat, it turns out your wife is. But his appearance is simpler than your ex-Your Ray. Hehehe" it seems like he was deliberately demeaning me. I don't use branded goods. I just use what fits in my body, what I think is good. Raihan looked at me from top to bottom.

"Therefore I choose her, who is beautiful in any respect. So in case I go broke and have nothing left. She was still beautiful despite not wearing expensive clothes" Raihan's words were like a loud slap. It seems Sarah is no longer eager to humble me. He said goodbye and then left us.

Mas Raihan grabbed Kinanti and then kissed and carried her. Mas Raihan remained faithful to hold my hand. We walked to the parking lot. On the way Kinanti slept in my arms. Mas Raihan pulled my hand and kissed the back of my hand. Since Kinanti was asleep, I decided to just take her home.

"Mas, we're going home to Mom"

"Why ?"

"Winning to sleep, it's easy to walk tomorrow or later mallem"

"Okay we go home, I miss anything else" Raihan smiled mischievously. Of course I understand what that means. Upon arrival at the mother's house, Mother immediately grabbed Kinan and brought him to Mother's room.

Raihan and I went up to the second floor, where my room was. Raihan pulled my arm until I was in his arms.

He brushed my face with his handbooks. "Airin, I want.. Cup. cup.. cup.." he said then showering my face with brief kisses. "This is mine, this, this and this" He pointed at my lips, my eyes, my cheeks, and lastly my chest. As if asserting that no one can have it but him. As if !

"Aren't you kangen?" whispers softly in my ears.

Ting.. Ting.. Ting.. Raihan's cell phone rang several times. I know it was an incoming message. Raihan did not touch him. He keeps on hugging me, hugging me, and doing all the things he likes.

She was watching my lips softly, I let her tongue dance over my lips. I unconsciously opened my mouth and demanded more. His tongue began to creep deeper, exploring the inside of my mouth. When I started to kiss her back. Cring..Cring.. Mas Raihan received a call on his phone.

"In a moment, I picked up first" he said, I nodded slowly.

"Hello?"

"..."

"What's? The infirmary?"

"..."

"Yes, I'm going there now"

Without further ado, Raihan put his phone in his pocket.

"Airin, I have to go. Right now" His face was showing concern. Do I need to ask? Then will he answer? Is this Felicia?

"I'm sorry, Airin, I'll tell you" he kissed my forehead and left me in the room in a mess because of his actions. I feel like a paid woman. Who was left alone when the man was no longer needed.

I heard the sound of Raihan's car leaving Mom's house. I want to cry again. I am weak ! I'm a crybaby ! Before that happens, I'd better go to find my pleasure outside.