I'm Just an Ordinary Widow

I'm Just an Ordinary Widow
you are the star !



I grabbed the phone in my bag. I opened the message I just got in. Sure enough, my first salary was paid off in advance. Wait up? is this a true zero? I read it over and over, I count it again, again, again and again.


"My salary is not wrong? You didn't typo wrong?" I asked to make sure, Mr. Raihan just shook his head. Is it really 48 million? not 4.8million? Thank God if this is the case, I can save and buy my own house. Thank you God.


"Missy ? You have to work according to your salary. The diligent one !" Mr. Raihan said, I consider it as an encouraging word for me to work diligently.


"It's down there, take the suitcase" she ordered .


I went down to the security guard post, took my suitcase . Do not forget to thank the security guard named Joni.


I took my suitcase into the trunk of my boss's car. Mr. Raihan drove his car fast, he took me to a towering building that I guessed was an apartment.


He was seen contacting someone through his cell phone, before long a well-dressed man approached him. I didn't know what my boss was talking to him about, which was obvious after that he asked me to come inside. Again I can only obey him. We're heading for the 7th floor, Raihan sir with the man walking side by side.


We stopped at room 105


"Airin, now that you live here" she opened the apartment door, taught me to change her password.


"What is the rent?" I really doubt the price, an apartment this fancy? I'm gonna stay here? what if my salary will only be spent to pay the rent of the apartment?


"While wearing it, just think of it as a facility from me. Don't get me wrong, I did the same thing to my personal assistant. He's apartment occupant number 106" I nodded slowly, Though it feels very uncomfortable to receive facilities from Mr. Raihan. I'm afraid it will cause misunderstandings later.


"Yes, I live rin. Rest first, tonight accompany me to meet the Client. Wear a nice dress"


Mr. Raihan passed away leaving me. Slowly I'm moving my legs, I'm looking for where the room is, where the toilet is, where this is and so on. After finishing with my curiosity, I decided to wash my body, I lighted the shower with warm water. Without me noticing, my lips covered a small smile. How comfortable my new home is.


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After praying Isya, I felt very anxious to see the face of my little elf. Finally I decided to make a video call through mba Ayu.


"Bundaaaaaa" Kinanti greeted me with her sullen funny face.


"Yes dear"


"Why didn't you say the same to Kinan?" The sweet boy pursed his lips, indeed not a day parting with him has made me miss half to death. I know what Kinanti meant, she must be disappointed to find me not beside her when she woke up. I promised to take her on her first day of school.


"Dear, Mother is working. Find money for Kinan" I tried to seduce him not to get mad at me anymore.


"If mother work means later have a lot of money huh mother? Can you buy a new bike?" She said enthusiastically, I just nodded with a meaningful smile.


Suddenly the sound of the bell startled me, I immediately turned off the call after previously saying greetings to my daughter.


Without letting go of my face, I ran towards the door.


"Airin's? Not ready yet!!" Apparently Mr. Raihan, he's wearing a navy tuxedo with his bow tie. Perfect . Only that word was appropriate to describe the sight of a handsome man like that movie star.


"Astaghfirullah" Spontaneously that word came out of my mouth.


"Why call? A handsome? I was handsome, a change of clothes was late" Mr. Raihan encouraged my body to hurry to change clothes.


I immediately ran towards room , using makeup as necessary. This time I use a baby blue dress with matching heels that are approximately 10cm tall. I curl my hair original, to display the impression of untidy but still look elegant. The dress I used was half calf long, and her arms covered her elbows. Last time I used a simple earring with just one jewel.


I grabbed a dark brown cluth bag, it was my favorite because Adam bought it when he got his first paycheck at his new workplace.


I took my foot out of the apartment, I saw Mr. Raihan looking at me from head to toe. I shook my hand in front of him.


"Sir?"


"Eh. uhm, let's hunt" Mr. Raihan walked straight to the elevator of course I followed him.


This time Pak Raihan did not use the car that was this afternoon. A white sports car is the choice this time. The rich are free. My inner


Our destination tonight was a rather famous bar in the capital.


"What's this?"


"The client I said this afternoon held his wedding anniversary here, to connect the friendship only. I also don't like coming to this place anyway" Mr. Raihan got off the car seconds later I caught up with him. We walked together like a couple.


The event was held out door by utilizing the roof top bar. Mr. Raihan greeted the guests who were mostly his acquaintances as well. Suddenly a tall woman hugged him from behind.


"Beb" The first word I heard from his mouth, apparently Mr. Raihan's girlfriend. Why is knowing the fact that my boss already has a lover making something in my heart shake ? What feeling is this. I watched the Korean drama hugging between Pak Raihan and his girlfriend. I sat down, then a man from a distance called out my name.


"ORANGE!!!" Who her? because my vision was less clear this night I was just trying to narrow my eyes hoping to clarify my vision. The man walked towards me, getting closer and closer.


Apparently the expensive perfume guy, my college friend I told you about back then. Still remember, right?


His name is Bastian the son of a well-known oil businessman.


"May you be here?" His eyes sparkled at me


"Who's the same ? three months did not meet turned out to be able to change you so beautiful like this well Ngga" I was still stunned by the babble that Bastian threw for me.


"Could you be dumb? Not singing one song. I miss your voice" She pulled my hand, clasping my finger tightly. I took myself up the stage immediately. I looked right and left. I don't know what to do, Bastian really embarrassed me. Bust of responsibility, already on stage then Alright Jingga ! this time you are the star. My words encourage myself.


Bastian stared at me fixedly, as well as Mr. Raihan, apparently since then he looked at me without blinking. I coded a music accompanist to perform the song I wanted. They started doing their job well.


"This song I dedicate to a happy couple, who is single like me let's laugh and then sing hehehe" Celotehku on the sidelines of the accompanying music apparently makes invited guests laugh. I also started singing


My whole heart always adores you


My whole soul is dedicated to you


All my love misses you


A whole mess of burning my heart


Like the light in my world


Like a thousand stars that have been pouring down my heart


You made me feel so good about falling in love


Lovely to love when you're mine


Oh no, I'll let go of you oh my love


Continue to bloom in the depths of my heart


Like the light in my world


Like a thousand stars that blaspheme my heart Ohh


You made me feel so good about falling in love


Lovely to love when you're mine


Oh no, I'll let go of you oh my love


Continue to bloom in the depths of my heart


You make me feel so good to be in love


Lovely to love when you're mine


Oh no, I'll let go of you oh my love


Continue to bloom in the depths of my heart


You make me feel so good to be in love


Lovely to love when you're mine


When you were mine.


The invited guests enjoyed my singing, there were some who slightly moved their bodies to the rhythm.


"It seems like just one song yes to open this show" cried the host from my right side.


Then "Again.... again... again" The guest cheers asking me to sing again? Come on, just one song has embarrassed me to death. If the guests are my friends, it does not matter, but in front of me with a distance of approximately 5 meters. My boss was standing looking at me with his girlfriend, I looked back at Mr. Raihan's gaze. Mr. Raihan seemed to agree to the invitation by hinting at a single nod to me.


I decided to sing one more song, I sang the song with passion to display an adorable flirtatious impression for some people who saw me.


When I met him


In an atmosphere


Feeling of vibration in the chest


Looked at himself


Oh she's so charming


I want to greet him


Greeting himself


Joking with laughter with himself


But what I think


I'm not in power


I don't know what to say


This is called love


This is love


Love at first meeting


This is what love feels like


This is love


I feel happy when I meet


With himself


I'll see him next


Different mood


The vibration is still there


I approached her


Looked at his face


Oh he remains charming


I want to greet him


Greeting himself


Joking with laughter with himself


But what I think


I'm not in power


I don't know what to say


This is called love


This is love


Love at first meeting


This is what love feels like


This is love


I feel happy when I meet


With himself


Feel the longing


When this self wants to meet


Want to be together


Together in all circumstances


This is called love


This is love


Love at first meeting


This is what love feels like


This is love


I feel happy when I meet


With himself


This is called love


This is love


Love at first meeting


This is what love feels like


This is love


I feel happy when I meet


With himself


This is called love


This is love


Love at first meeting


This is what love feels like


This is love


I feel happy when I meet


With himself


Oh himself


Oh himself


With himself


"Again an applause for Miss ?"


"Orang" I said to the host


"What a lovely name Miss Orange, thank you for the two songs that entertain us all and blah blah blah"


I got off the stage two stairs, greeted by a helping hand Bastian.


"Till you're cool !" He shouted while raising his thumb in front of me. I glanced at my boss at a glance, he waved at me with a finger to get me closer.


I walked away from Bastian, I'm afraid my boss is scolding me. Now I'm only half a meter away from Raihan sir.


"Thank you, thanks to your help, Mr. Aryo extended his cooperation contract with KJ Group" Suddenly Mr. Raihan reached out his hand, I also shook his big hand. Then the woman by his side also shook my hand, for some reason this made me feel bad.


"Sir, I resigned. Thank you very much" I immediately left the place, went down to the first floor then walked outside the bar.


I stepped my foot into the expanse of the streets of the Capital, I did not intend to go straight back to the apartment. I walked down the street, as long as I wanted. I want to get tired tonight, want to sleep without thinking about anything. Mas Ridho, I miss you ! Suddenly the words came out of my lips, I cried, truly a longing cry. There are people who call me Airin, just like you. But he's my boss. A cold man, unlike you. Always warm full of softness. I began to feel tired, I took off the rope heels wrapped around my smooth legs. I tied my heels to connect the two, then I held them tightly with my left hand, now I walk barefoot.


Soon a car followed me, I ignored it. I let the car stay behind me, highlighting my steps with the lights.