I'm Just an Ordinary Widow

I'm tempted !

After the reception, my family said goodbye. I asked them to stay overnight at the hotel but Abah and Mom refused.

"Winning for school tomorrow, Abi too. Later keteteran" said Mother while rubbing the top of my head. Abah's mother, my husband doesn't love me !!!! I want to scream my heart out at Mom and Abah. But it's just a delusion.

"Dek, mas go home ya" mas Adam hugged me alternately with mba Ayu.

"Sir, take good care of yourself. May you be happy with Raihan ya." Muhammad hugged me and looked at me. Instantly my tears broke. "Huaaa. hicks.." I held my arms to Muhammad.

If only he knew how I felt !

"Jaga abah good son yes son" said abah to Raihan mas.

"Surely bah, just calm down"

They left us at the door of the room. Mami, Papi, Zayn and Delisa came up to me, they hugged me and Raihan.

"That's why, would I call you mbak? or brother?" Zayn asked and I shook my head "Ordinary Kayak"

"Mami papi go home first, you rest here. Don't forget to make a grandchild for mami papi ya" Mami's words made me smile bitterly. Boro-boro granddaughter, she just doesn't napsu me !

"Bak, Bang, Deli go home first huh"

"Be careful Del" said Raihan smiling.

My family and Raihan's. We went into the room. I took off one by one my clothes, then used a salem pajama suit. I removed the entire makeup until I showed my innocent face.

Mas Raihan had changed his clothes, he was also wearing pajamas just black.

Mas Raihan laid his body on the bed, then made a video call with Felicia. Even though she doesn't love me she should be able to keep a little of my feelings. I did get Raihan. I will really follow their way of playing. Tonight I let it escape, tomorrow-tomorrow don't hope you don't be tempted by me mas !

I closed my eyes for how many hours. Mas Raihan still with video call activity tarnya real. I want to grab that phone and then I slam it in any direction. But I don't have the courage for that.

Suddenly my phone rang, I immediately looked for it by fingering the nightstand next to the bed. Once I can answer the call without seeing who the caller is.

"Hmmm" The typical sound of people waking up.

"Till what did you do?"

"Do what?"

"That's, I know you don't love her" said someone on the other end. I saw his name was Bastian.

"Organic ? denger isn't it ?" Ask Bastian

I turned off the call putting my phone back on the nightstand. I flipped my body, snatched Raihan's cell phone. I put my face on the screen. Made that woman curse me. Raihan was silent just rounding his eyes. He let me do anything on his phone.

"Basic jal***ang !" felicia said from there.

"Who is v? night-night video call with sexy clothes so ! This is my husband. It is legal in the eyes of law and religion.Bye !" I turned off that video call. I don't know where I had the guts to snatch his phone, it just happened.

I saw Raihan pulling the corner of his lips with a small smile. I don't know what that smile means.

I put the phone right next to me. I hugged Raihan's warm body. I was ashamed of the shame I had on me. I really don't want to be a widow for the second time. I have to take care of my husband.

"Why are you hugging me Airin?" ask Raihan.

"I don't want other women hugging my husband, I don't like sharing what's already mine." I tightened my arms even more.

"You even know whose heart Airin belongs to"

"I know, so I plan to get that name out of your heart. Don't cheat, sin. Try to love me, for I do the same"

raihan was silent and did not answer

"Do what you want to do with Felicia. Lakulanlah. Kiss? hugging? even more than that. Do it, I won't resist even if love hasn't grown in my heart"

"Mas ? Tryin. Look at me" I grabbed her face to look at me.

"Do what a husband should do, God will make you love me. Don't brush it off when the taste comes up" my face is very close to Raihan's. I feel like my heart is pumping faster than usual. I immediately released Raihan's face. My cheeks feel hot. It feels so shameful.

"Why stop teasing me Airin? Do I want to know how far you're going" Raihan challenged me? Let me think for a moment. I really need to shake off my embarrassment. I don't want my house destroyed. I'll tease her tonight.

I was silent for a moment, gathering back my guts that started to shrivel. I honestly don't know what I did just now, I just feel like it's really necessary.

"Let's Airin, are you giving up?" the owner of the baritone voice still closed his eyes.

Seconds later I dared myself to tease her again.

All right, I'll start !

I close my face to his. I traced the line of the face even the jaw firmly with my finger. I let this finger dance on his lips. My handsome husband kept his eyes closed. Good riddance! would be more confident doing it if he didn't look at me. I kissed her forehead then her cheeks, her nose, her eyes, her lips last.

I kissed her many times with great tenderness. Raihan remained silent. I began to dare to devour those little sexy lips, lips that might have started to become my candlesticks. I enjoyed my husband's warm lips, I felt my heart start to rumble irregularly. But it did not dampen my spirit to tempt the handsome man, the man who had become my halal lover.

I don't know how long I've been teasing him, it doesn't seem like Mas Raihan has returned my kiss. Yes ! liked her.

I let my husband's tongue sit in my mouth. I really did it ! I miss exchanging saliva with a man. Yeah, it feels so good.

CUT

We re-regulated our heavy breathing thanks to the sport tonight. Mas Raihan looked at me before he softly kissed my forehead. She was laying her body on my side. I twisted my body behind him, too embarrassed to face him at this moment. He put his hand on my stomach. I was about to take it off but

"Let this Airin, don't make me waver" I didn't realize since when Raihan's mas no longer use my word. I just feel good hearing it.

I turned my body and returned his embrace. I hugged his body, my head was right in his field chest. I was really tired after the heat struggle. I'm really going to love her, love my husband. My rightful husband, may Allah make him fall in love with me immediately. It didn't take me so long to hold her until I heard my husband's regular breathing.

I was proud of myself, I finally felt this warmth again. I had been waiting for it for a long time, but in another way God sent me someone who would fill the emptiness of my heart.

Ridho Mas? pray me. Rest assured of our relationship, I married her because I believed in God. He could not have carried out this plan if we were not in a match.

I hope that all the love Raihan gave to that woman finally moves on to me. I want him to love me only his wife, his legal wife.

Pray for us to live happily in the future, pray for my husband so that he loves and loves our baby like his own daughter. Thank you Ridho, you once accompanied me. Gifts me a cute little princess. That prayer is all I can say tonight, I can't speak anymore. I'm too happy tonight.

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I satisfied my eyes to look at her again before I slept with her for the first time. He is handsome, it deserves the magazine always proclaiming it even he was named the youngest handsome CEO. I never thought I would finally marry this man, the man I never thought I would be my soul mate. But thank God. Whatever it is, I will always be grateful to receive your kindness.

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Once someone repeated this scene, it was 98% I changed. Because they get reprimands

Sorry yes guys ! 😍