I'm Just an Ordinary Widow

I'm Just an Ordinary Widow
I'll take care of the mother's son



"Airin in" The voice of the baritone I knew, I knew him well even though we had only met for a few hours. I wiped my tears before I finally turned to look at Mr. Raihan.


There was nothing I could do but obey him, I was too afraid to refuse given the bond of work that was entangling me at the moment.


I went in and sat down, then put up the seat belt. I rested my head on Mr. Raihan's luxury car glass, I wanted to close my eyes. I'mtired.


"Airin woke up" Pak Raihan's voice moved me to open my eyes immediately. Apparently we have arrived at the apartment. We went down through the lobby and then into the elevator. Why did Mr. Raihan take me inside? arriving at the 7th floor I immediately walked towards room 105. Mr. Raihan was still following me, my mouth that had been silenced finally dared to also ask.


"Sir thanks for delivering, just get here" I said shyly.


"You mean how's Airin? I also want to go home" Mr. Raihan stepped foot into the door of the apartment across from mine.


"I live here Airin, this 108 is mine" Shameful, I regret having said that sentence to Mr. Raihan. Can I pull it back? I want to immerse myself in the core of the earth. I am so ashamed, God. I rushed inside, I ran towards the door. I took off one by one everything that decorated my body tonight. I chose a pajama suit with no arms, only a rope as thick as a little finger as a hook on both my shoulders, his pants only limited to the thigh. I pulled my hair to the side of the bed.


Honestly, I haven't worn this outfit for a long time, maybe this is my chance to use Mas Ridho's favorite sexy pajamas, I miss Mas Ridho. I hugged the roll in front of me tightly, I came back crying. If only Ridho was still around, we might still be living together and Kinanti had a real father.


*******


I slept, in my dream I heard the apartment bell ringing repeatedly. I feel cold, I shiver. Suddenly something warm I felt, he shook my arm slowly.


"Airin, are you sick?" I ignored him, I let these eyes keep closing.


"Astaghfirullah" I pulled out a blanket to cover my entire body, is that Raihan sir? Why is it so rude to enter my apartment even into a room. Did Mr Raihan see my beautiful body? Oh God forgive me, I'm not wrong. It's Wrong.


"Your ears haven't answered my question, are you sick? it's 9 o'clock, aren't you going to work?" Asked worriedly, he put the back of his hand on my forehead. "Fever" he said then grabbed the latest phone from his pocket.


"Assynogaic"


"...."


"Busy isn't it?"


"...."


"Now, room 105. My secretary is sick"


Mr. Raihan put his phone on the nightstand next to my bed. "I'll give you 10 minutes to get ready, soon my sister comes to check on you. Change better clothes" Mr. Raihan came out of my room, I lowered my legs slowly. Opening a large closet that was almost empty, only a few of my clothes were displayed there. I grabbed a long pajama suit, I tied my hair high. Then I went back to my bed. My head feels like it's going to break, I don't know what happened last night that obviously this morning I was sick. I felt it was sinful to let a man into my house and find me dressed like this. Oh my God I am ashamed, ashamed.


Soon the sound of knocking on the door woke me from the daydream.


"Airin already?"


"Already sir" Mr. Raihan entered with a man who. Wait up? they're twins? his face is almost 70% similar%. It's just that Mr. Raihan's body is a little higher than that of the man. It is fitting that the name of the company Kembar Jaya , it turns out that the owner is twins. That man is very handsome, just like Mr. Raihan. It fits perfectly with the glasses and doctor's robe he wears.


"Hello? His name is Airin?" She held it with a smile on those red lips. Handsome, very handsome unfortunately I never saw that smile on Mr. Raihan. The twins are friendlier than Mr. Raihan.


"Yes Doctor, commonly called Orange" I said


"Orang? why Orange?" Her question scrunched her forehead


"The orange Sky Stream docks" Mentioning my name made Zayn smile.


"My name is Zayn." She introduced herself kindly, I just smiled a little. Zayn started checking, when he was about to stick a stethoscope into my chest, Raihan stopped him.


"Wait a minute, what do you want?" Raising one eyebrow, made me and Zayn gawk.


"Yes, do you want to punish the bang, why?" Zayn shook his head by pulling the tip of his lips slightly.


"Big dizziness?" Zayn asked me, checking my temperature after that, checking my blood pressure.


"Dock pain isn't just dizziness" Zayn nodded with a smile.


"That's a normal fever. After taking the medicine, it will improve. Do not forget to eat nutritious foods, your blood pressure is very low. Drink lots of water. If you can just rest for today" he emphasized the last sentence while glancing cynically at Mr. Raihan. As if he knew that my boss would torture me today. "Because you're secretary Bang Raihan, the cure is free. I'll have my assistant drop me off here later" She laughed a little while greeting me and then said goodbye. "I go first, Assalamualaikum"


Serempak me and Mr. Raihan replied "Waalaikumsalam" Mr. Raihan who from earlier just stood playing his phone now he glanced at me.


"Your sweet huh? could rest? so eat blind pay." Ketus


"Astaghfirullah sir, I'm off to that" There's really no heart in this guy.


"No, you'll trouble me at the office. I ordered a nutritious meal like Zayn said. Have you never eaten nutritious food? why did Zayn tell you to eat nutritious? What the hell are you eating?"


What kind of question can I just kick my boss out? It's so annoying, there's no gentler.


"Are you Master Limbud's brother ?" He asked while rolling his eyes lazily. Honestly, I want to laugh at Mr. Raihan's expression after saying that.


"Airin, you can't change your appearance. Don't wear pants to the office. Ugly" Grunts me, honestly I intend to buy it when the holidays arrive. It was my first time working so I didn't have as much preparation as the others.


"I did intend to shop sir, but it seems my plan changed because of illness" I still did not dare to look at that face, especially with the incident earlier. She saw me wearing sexy clothes. If only I could turn back the time.


"If spoken to it look, it's disrespectful" Mr. Raihan still seems not to realize that I'm too embarrassed to see him.


"I'm ashamed sir"


"Oh yes? I'm sorry too. I have pulled the bell many times without any response. Yes I have entered. Why haven't you changed the password?"


"Not yet sir"


"Alright, whatever you want to change or not" must be changed sir, if you can't bother me.


Ting tong, the sound of the apartment bell rang. Mr. Raihan rushed to open the door. Seconds later he called me


"Airin, let's eat" It's rude of me to let my boss take care of me. What if her boyfriend finds out?


I slowly went down the bed, then left the room. Sitting at a minimalist dining table with him, with my super temperamental boss.


The nutritious food dish according to him seems like this, this is not only nutritious but luxurious sir.


"Take what you like" he ordered after he put a piece of rice on my plate, then on his plate.


Suddenly the ringing of the phone surprised me, I grabbed the phone and I saw who was calling.


Apparently Mom, did a video call. Of course I smile happily, I swipe up the blue button.


"Assalamualaikum?"


"Mother's Waalaikumsalam"


"How can you still wear a nightgown? you don't work nduk?"


"No, no longer healthy"


"Lho, how are you?"


"Until you don't go in ma'am, it's not how hehehe"


"What pain? you must be late to eat, huh? uh wait for that sound of spoon plates. Who are you again?"


What do I have to answer ? I can think of a no-no. I smiled bitterly, confused to answer what and how.


Mr. Raihan who saw my face immediately grabbed the phone in my hand.


"Hello Assalamualaikum Mother"


"Waalaikumsalam, who are you?" To the point once my mother.


"Hello ma'am. My name is Raihan, now Airin's my secretary. Airin is sick today, so I'm here. Oh yes I also helped Airin, if I came late. Maybe Airin's pain will get worse, ma'am." Mr. Raihan explained kindly to my mother. I've only seen her smile like that. Maybe he's that gentle only to older people.


"Thank you Mr. Raihan, I think whose father. If you can take care of my child, sir, usually if the sick at home I take care of. But because of the orange there myself maybe I can leave it to the father"


"Yumuuu!!!!" I'm so embarrassed that Mom said such inappropriate things to my boss. Mr. Raihan hinted at his hand to keep me quiet.


"Why nduk? who should you be with?" Mom is really so innocent. Mom, she's my boss, ma'am, where she might want to take care of me.


"Mother take it easy, I'll keep your child healthy" With easy pak Raihan said those soothing words to my mother. I snatched my phone forcibly from Raihan sir, after my mother said "Thank you sir"


"Mother is already yes, Orange laper wants to eat. Later on Orange phone mom again. Assalamualaikum"


"Waalaikumsalam nduk" What is it? mommy smiles. I was very upset at Mr. Raihan, I ignored him and then I took the cow shawl in front of me. I chewed it rough I didn't think I was showing my frustration. Until Raihan asked


"Not thank you" he said ketus, but did not eliminate the slightest hint of good looks.


"Thank you, Raihan, thank you very much"